My Sacrifice for Mother

31 Aug

Cheers that Ghanes live every day become a spice his heart more blooming.

The longing that increased with the turning of the clock, increasingly gnawing at his soul.

Her other best friend, Dyaz, is her old friend Anes, who follows Anes to T country because she is not blessed with her boyfriend.

Actually Dyaz almost every day also contact Anes via WA call, but with a short duration, because he has a boss who is a little rested.

"Nes, Nesss is finally happy I'm Nes.." He said one day.

"What the hell is Yaz? I think you're really happy."

"Hehehe.. clearly happy donk, the one I'm waiting for will finally come too .

I'm menstruating Nes. hahahahahah late 4 days cave. Your period is not finished yet ? Usually you're three days' distance from the cave."

Deg ! deg ! deg ! deg ! deg !.....

"Eh, ? is it ? How did the cave realize that the cave has not menstruated yet ?" Anes said because he didn't count the days this time.

"Are you not having Nes' period yet ? what is tumben ? Try dech drinking turmeric Asem or what cake to smooth. If you are very sick very late lo Nes, rich you do not know anyway." Said Dyaz giving advice.

"Yes also yes. forgot the cave. whereas in the kitchen there is lo saffron asem, it is usual q nyetok some cartons, kok forgot to drink ya. Thanks for the ingetin."

"Dimas keep what you thinkin. Basic bucin Sampe forgot his own body."

"Hahahaha what's that big cave ?"

"Aren't you ??!! Find sono's glass." Diyaz replied mockingly.

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19.45

"Well, the cave's 1 week late."

Anes told Didim. He said one week because according to the calculation of his menstrual schedule which is usually earlier than three or four days from Dyaz.

"Keep why?"Ask Didim cuex.

"Yes if I why what ? are you ready ?"

"Well, it couldn't be the deck, the guy I was out there."

"Rare you sure that's outside of everything ? And yesterday you also said, go in a little. How the hell is it ?" Anes asked, beginning to worry.

"It's just a little bit of a deck."

"Don't that mean, right?" Anes is getting a little upset.

"Be calm, don't think about it . Didn't you also menstruate several times late even up to 2 months?"

"Yes that was Dad, when Junior High, first menstruation, If now it's late at least two weeks, when I'm stressed."

"That means there's one more week, right." Didim answered to justify himself.

"OK, I'll see you later, Dad."

Calm down ? clearly not. Anes' heart started to get a little messed up with Didim's dubious answer in the ear.

But , Anes still does not want to think too much negative thoughts, because he does not want to be too stressed too. Hope that what happens later is not what he was worried about. Anes himself knew that he was a paranoid person.

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"Riz, the cave's late." Anes told Ariz.

He deliberately told her this because he wanted to ask for an opinion. Arizatically married, and having a son, Ariz is at least more experienced at this.

"Yeah !!! Seriously you Crit ?" Shouted surprised.

"Yes." Yeah." Anes answered with hot eyes.

"How much does Dimas keep? Do you know ?"

"I've spoken, but Didim doesn't seem so sure."

"Ga sure how?"

"Yes.he said it was impossible that the cave was pregnant, because he said it was dumped outside, but. at that time the cave felt there was in the dalem even though it was a little bit, and Didim also justify the hell."

"Have you been late before ?"

"Earlier. If the cave is stressed, if the cave is tired too."

"Yes already. Moga is just too late. Btw, we're testing with 31 hands this week, all the caves know Meysha cave, she knows where the obstetrician is."

"Do you have to see a doctor right away ?" Ask Anes cengo.

"Goddessa kuncriitt ! Don't you know if you have to see a doctor or what ?"

"Why go to the doctor ?"

"Yes make the mastiin positive or not."

"Can't use the testpek."

"Emang you have a testpek ? "

"Ga."Answer Anes plain

"Where do you buy it?"

"Ga too."

"Hahahahahaha Kuncriit Kuncrritt how old are you?"

"You don't know about Riz."

"I'll take Meysha, if there's anything she knows better."

"Ohhhhh, kirain must go directly to the doctor." Anes smiled. Laughing at his tolilan.

"Not Dimas also holiday on the 31st want to see his Ratna Antika concert in your city ? You're not off too ?" Tanya Ariz felt strange.

"And we're off on the 18th of yesterday Riz. Cook me off again. The cave ain't got no overtime donk."

"Btw how do you know that Didim wants a holiday on the 31st ?" Tanya Anes ngeh.

"From Joko ! Don't tell me you suspected the cave that the cave knew from Dimas."

Ariz replied a little screaming because of gedeg.

"Hehehehehe ga also, just kepo aja."

"Heleh, Your foam." (the nickname FOAM, is a parable when someone talks a lot, excuses a lot, or lies, meaning his mouth is full of Soap foam.)

"Pamit sono with your boss if you want to come out again on the 31st. You should be able to remember. Must. If not, we can't meet. Fear if positive, even over time take the decision . Know Kuncrit Anes ?

Remember ! don't think about money ! " Said Ariz with a tone full of orders.

"Yes yes, the cave. Ntar if the cave has asked permission to tell the cave again."

"Well, it's donk."

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"Ma, Anes would like permission, this Sunday could not if Anes took another vacation ? There's a very urgent matter for Ma."

"Keep your salary ?"

"Cut it down ma."

"Ga pa pa ?"

"Yes . It's not pa pa pa."

Mama mangosteen mangosteen, mama,

"Okay, I'll call your sister Yenji to come home tonight.

"Thank you Ma." Anes said with glassy eyes.

"What's up ?" ask Mama curious.

"Akhh ga pa pa kok Ma, yes Ma, Anes ride first." Anes got up from his seat while smiling because Anes did not want to wait in the Missile I question.

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Fix tgl 31 ok. √√

^^^Yes. 😊√√^^

Then Anes, laying down his body before taking a bath, looked up at the ceiling whose paint had not turned into a flower since he came.

"Akkhhh..." He muttered and took a towel and entered the bathroom.

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...31 August...

The promised day arrived and became a habit of Anes is when the holidays always make dishes from home to be eaten together. It's nothing, just because Anes likes to vent his stress on the Kitchen.

Well, what time do you think I'll be here ?√√

^^^Entahlah,,^^^

^^^^bus schedule

^^^depart from here at 9.00√√^^^

Can't share a little?√√

^^^Ga can be, will I join the group.√√^^

Yes, Anes wait√√

^^^What the hell is it ?√√^^

Kan I asked temenin √√

^^^Yes where can Nes... √√^^

Yes, I have to waitin√√

^^^Serah√√^^

Tesss. Tesss.. Soon Anes wiped away her tears that began to drip slowly.

His heart was instantly in chaos. But he patiently waited next to the stage where the concert began to be crowded in the audience.

One hour, two hours, three hours had passed, but the slightest sign of Dimas' arrival did not exist.

Triinng.. trinngg.

Anes' phone vibrated in his pocket.

"What is Riz ?"

"What time are you riding woee. Long time really ?"

"Waiting Gua Dimas Bentar."

"3 hours you said dumb. Already ! you met him when you came home, a splinter ride, a noon hunt."

" H. Cave up."

The ride in question is a journey from south to north, because in the map the position of the north is at the top.

Anes lethargicly walked away from the concert venue. Down all the way trying to hold back her tears from dripping.

Anes no longer wants to wait for Dimas, because Dimas' phone can no longer be contacted. The WA chat also only ticks one.

Whispering whispers of passers-by was Anes pura budeg.

"pppssstt, I'm the one, the face is so red, like holding back tears, alone slump."

There was no time around Anes to rub him.

He walked through the tunnel under the station.

However, the one called did not respond, probably did not hear because the humans were too jostling, and Anes could not turn back.

"Akkhhh,,, that,,,,... " His screams in the heart while exhaling a rough and long breath.

Half an hour later Anes had arrived at City Station P, at the exit door of W3 Ariz with a friend welcoming him with a Smile but what came out was mockery.

"Basar Kuncritt. Why do you wait for Dimas, you don't think what if Dimas was heavier to his cement than you, realize no heck Crit."

Anes bowed quietly did not answer, his eyes again felt hot.Nqmun he could still hold water from the corner of his eyes to not come out.

"Had it, we ate first aja yuk, kasian tih cuisine if not in the meal, after the meal, just cave anterin nyari testpek." His friend Ariz said that none other than Meysha.

Anes raised his head to look at Ariz sign asking for answers to questions he did not ask.

"Yes, sorry crit gua dah story semalem ma Meysha, gua thought maybe he did not know first if ask for help ma him." Ariz replied as if understanding the meaning of Anes' gaze on him.

"Oohh, yeah." Sahut Anes brief.

Even Anes doesn't remember that he hasn't met Meysha.

The three of them headed for the Food Court on the 2nd floor. A culinary center on the floor of the country's largest station. More precisely the station in the capital of the country.

Not until 30 minutes they ate the food, only Anes sat still holding a can of beer.

Anes and Meysha looked at each other and shook their heads together.

"Yes we've gone down, buy a testpek, just tested it on the toilet down." Meysha said as she cleaned up their messy table.

Anes did not answer , but stood up from his seat , then walked on to his two friends.

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Tespek was in hand, Anes went into a row of women's toilets, but just opened the door, Anes vomited, pulled out his entire stomach, and then he threw out his stomach , the contents are just water with a little foam like Toddlers who are rumbling.

Anes felt strange, because usually if he vomited, his mouth must be hooked, but this one is not at all.

After he finished vomiting and dripping urine in the hole of the test stick, Anes waited for a while.

One, Two, Three.... There's nothing.

From outside..

"Dook.dook.dook."

"Kuncrit you ain't what, is it?" Ask a voice that is none other than Ariz.

"Yes. ga pa pa. just nauseous nausea really." Answer Anes from within.

"Oh yes. Not finished yet ?"

"Udah. But...."

"But what is Crit ?" Ariz asked from behind the door more and more curious.

Ceklek. ! Sound Lock toilet door in open.

"Here's Riz." Anes pulls Ariz's hand into the toilet.

"What does this mean?" Anes's question showed a One-striped testicle, but there was a faint one on top.

The line was very faint, almost invisible.

"Heh ?? what is gini ? The cave also did not know this. Gua never found a rich experience gini. Yes already, wait for cave bentar. "

Ariz is bending his head out the toilet door.

"Mey, you call the doctor you said yesterday dech, open at what time ?"

"Ready, but he's open all day, just a break from 12 to 2 pm."

"Wooee, jendul, it's Sunday, the schedule is the same as day?" Shouted Aris half emotion.

"Uppsss yes ding cave forgot. Sories. Waduuhhhh, klo sunday only open morning &de at 11, after that open again mallem at 7 ampe at 10." Meysha said sinfully.

"Jeez... How are you doing this?"

"What is it ?"

"Look at that." Aruz said the results showed Meysha.

"Mm.. most likely if this is positive, but it is better to check directly to the doctor just to make sure."

"Gua if malem can't." Said Anes pasrah.

"Yes, gini, near your house is the gynecologist ? You sneak home, then check there."

"Eh, budar. Sunday night he's open, but it's only 9 o'clock." Says Aris little found the way bright.

"Okay, then, you'll come down, meet Dimas first, and tell him the same. " Ariz's advice to his best friend.

"okay okay. Thanks yeah.." Anes agrees with Ariz's advice.

His heart's getting fucked up. Walk back to the railway platform .

Well, I'm down, wait for me before I go home. √√

...17 minutes later ...

^^^oke.I am on the left side of the stage, front door tunnel√√ ^^

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Clingak Celinguk Anes looking for the figure of Dimas, After getting it, Dada Anes even felt very tight, like it was difficult to say a word, as if forgetting what he was about to say.

"Take this look." Anes said as he opened the zipper of his sling bag slightly.

Showing his tespeck results.

"Not that." Didim said quickly.

"But the upper one has a line even though it is faint." Said Anes again.

"Look, don't believe me, don't believe me." Didim tried to calm down.

But not yet finished they talk ', Dimas' friend called Dimas.

"But I went there first yes, it's not good I ma temen me. " Said Anes while rubbing his head gently.

"Yes, but if you want to go home alone first, I'll wait here." Said Anes.

"Yes, I must be very happy. You may not be happy." he replied with a smile.

Anes sat alone in the corner of the fence. He intentionally left because he did not want to talk to anyone. It was almost maghrib.

Dimas suddenly sat down beside her, hugging her ..

"I'm home now yeah, you heart heart."

Anes simply nodded his head with eyes wet with tears of sadness.

Anes confused.

"Yes, don't think too much, there must be nothing to believe in me."

Anes did not reply, he stared at Dimas' departure with a blank look.

Arrived from behind.

"Wooee.. meet again we Neng, dugem first yuk." Said the girl patting Anes' shoulder.

"Ga akh Mi, I want to go home." Said Anes.

"But, you. here.... " Takes Anes further away from the crowd.

"You're running out of Kiret (Aborsi) ?" Ask him this is what Anes calls Mami.

"Ga Mi, why?"

"Your face, pias your face looks soft. You pregnant ?"

"Come on Mi, I still want to see a doctor." Answer Anes slowly.

"Well in the test ?"

"Udah . But gini." Anes answered while showing the testpeck stick.

"Yes, because the results are dubious like this, then, we are doctors, gua anterin."

"Seriously Mi?" Anes asked a little happily.

"yes, now it's Yuk."

"Yes, it's Ayok."

The two of them were friends when going to the park to take the patients on the road, their home was not too far away. Every day we usually meet in the park, while sharing Indonesian food.

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The doctor that Anes came to was the same doctor he went to when he had a previous infection.

Please be anxious, after recounting his complaint, Anes was directly at USG.

"There's not yet." Said the Doctor.

"I mean it's not here yet seen." Obviously back.

"However, to be more sure, you go to the nurse to do a urine test yes."

Anes did not answer but stepped in according to the doctor's orders.

Not long after Anes returned to the room.

"Yes, you're positive." Said the Doctor.

"You're here again in a week, to re-USG see the position of the fetus. For a while you only need nutritional intake from food, multiply eating vegetables and fruit."

With her head still lowered, Anes walked out of the clinic.

"After this you know what you should do ?" Ask Anes.

"Tau Mi." Answer Anes definitely .

"What ?" Tanya Mami turned to Anes and looked at him fixedly.

"Abortion." Anes replied hoarsely as his tears came down along with a voice coming out of his mouth.

"Why is this your choice?"

Tanya Mami did not think.

"Because........ ".

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.*Author :

this episode is quite long yak, hehehehehehe, because the story in this section is difficult to cut.

****** tomorrow.😁*

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