My Sacrifice for Mother

Washing Hearts

december 12th is the day Anes and some friends agreed to take a vacation together.

Four people invited him to meet.

"Where are you going to play cold like this?" Anes asked Rofi one of his friends.

"Akhhh play, mbak Yuni kangen said."

"Who's same kangen ? Cave ? How come he didn't call the cave himself?" Anes asked, something was awkward.

"You know, he said your contact was erased. There's a problem with him."

"Ooh... "

Arriving at the station hall, not four people, but Twelve.

Anes was a little confused because there were some that Anes was unfamiliar with .

"Where are we ?" Ask one of them .

"Beach at all." Answer a blonde girl.

"Lu's crazy, how much temperature is it right now to go to the beach, what's the suicide?"

"Keep ?"

"Yes, here first, it's still morning, it's warm, then it's just to the beach."

"OK then. What about the others ? Okay, ain't it ?" Ask the other child.

But there is no answer, they are busy with their respective partners.

"jiihhh this bad address." And Anes from his heart.

He finds Rofi, who turns out Rofi is not a person he knows, he turns 180° when he meets other friends.

Even Rofi, who was originally convinced by Anes to join a vacation together, even now Rofi is like a person who does not know Anes at all.

Anes only shook his head in a sign of not understanding, but a second later he began to singleness smile smirkhnya, I don't know what is in the brains of his scheming.

Soon they sat in a circle on the floor of the station hall.

One of them poured Black Label into a small paper glass measuring 150 ml.

"Haiisshh, you know, the cave guessed...." Anes muttered slowly.

During the time he lived in this country, Anes understood what is meant by the word "Warming the body first."

Especially if it's not a drink in this bottle.

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By midday, they all ended up on the beach in the last town in the country.

The beach with its international pier is often stopped by cruise ships.

There was a small park on the edge of the pier, there were several wooden seats lined up along the edge of the guardrail.

Many young and middle-aged people were sitting there enjoying the cold beach air.

Small box under Large wall clock above dock building, showing red digital figure 13°C.

The air is quite piercing, especially for human beings who are accustomed to the temperature in the tropical hemisphere that tends to be warm.

The wind that blows breezy increasingly increase the temperature feels more piercing, to penetrate the pore of the pants.

Why not pore jacket pore ? Because most of them wear thick fur jackets, but like to wear regular jeans, so it looks slang .

The safest thing is to wear polar pants.

But polar pants are not a beautiful choice for street wear because the model is always monotonous.

Ordinary young people are like that. Dare to take risks for appearance.

"Now, it's your turn, Nes," said Rofi thrusting a glass at Anes.

"Sory, cave ogah."

"Waaaaahhhh lu ga solid ma temen lu Nes, others want all kok Lu refused anyway. It doesn't taste good to the other gua ma."

"Gua ga wants to drink Rofi.... Cook you forced the hell?"

"Free cave ajakin you came out yesterday. Just be ashamed."

"Ooohhh, make you ashamed." Anes smiled cynically.

Then he stood in the middle of the people he mostly did not know.

While saying aloud like a hero in a child's film, he,

"Gua, Ghanes Anjani, from today on December 12th stated that he will stop playing games again, especially with you Rofi.

Thank you for receiving the cave in this neighborhood today. And the cave is sorry if only because the cave does not want to drink, then make you embarrassed to be around the cave. Thank ye.

Oh yes, cave sorry, because the cave will go home first, bye bye everything."

Anes ended his speech while looking cynically at Rofi.

Anes took his small backpack and left the crowd. With casual steps and a head looking up, he continued walking down the edge of the pier alone.

Going home? Sure didn't. Anes still wants to enjoy the atmosphere of the beach by drinking a cup of hot black coffee.

Anes also wants to prove it to Rofi, if he has no right to rule his body .

His body is his own. And he has full power over it.

Anes is not a fan of coffee, but he likes the smell of black coffee, to smooth the blood circulation in his brain.

There were not 20 steps he walked, suddenly his hands were pulled from behind.

"What the hell were you talking about?"

The owner of this voice is Rofi who was offended because Anes mentioned his name in front of his friend earlier.

"What the hell?" Tanya Anes fierce.

"Want to embarrass the cave?"

"Lu intentionally?"

"Savvy. Hahaha."

Anes replied still with a sinister laugh while pointing at the corner of his own forehead.

Anes swung his left hand at Rofi's mark so as not to follow him again.

"shyuuhhhh......"

Greetings glared with a reddish ball because the influence of the drink did not make Anes feel angry or afraid.

Anes had grown accustomed to the association of Adam from his childhood, so his fear of this was much lessened, especially if dealing with people whose brains are somewhat short because of the influence of drinks or drugs, then Anes will be more indifferent.

Anes lightly stretch the legs to the minimarket to buy coffee or hot chocolate.

He did not care about the 12 pairs of eyes that looked strangely at his disappearance. Anes, his evil brain somehow formed so quickly.

After the end of this bad thing, the confidence sensors in the nerves of his brain faded very quickly.

He would no longer trust other humans.

In reality , people who have been considered as angels, they are just people who turned out to have personal interests behind it.

"Yeaacchhh man, man, man,,,"

Anes muttered his shoulders.

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The aroma of hot black and hot brown coffee in his hands, left and right, was able to pull both corners of his lips to smile knots while closing his eyes, he said, as if this is the warmest warmth that has been missed for years.

"xixiixiixixixi" Anes giggled softly considering the minimarket cashier who was dumbfounded when serving Anes' request who ordered two different glasses of warm drinks. Because Anes was alone and not friends.

Taking a seat in the middle row, Anes enjoyed the hot chocolate, then opened the lid of his coffee glass to breathe in its fresh aroma.

"Mom, haven't come home yet?" Ask someone from behind.

Anes looked back and it turned out that the one who greeted was one of the girls sitting in the circle earlier.

He staggered a little with one of his friends.

"Eh yes . Haven't. Where are you going ?"

"Where's the toilet? You ain't ya?"

"Twuuhhhh..." Point Anes at the door minimarket where he just bought a hot drink.

"Thank you." He answered and walked a little staggered.

"cxcxcxcx, isn't it, too, the rich are you ashamed of ? Basic tacky. I'm old still so, in God's slap rich cave just know you on." Anes murmured while sipping his hot chocolate.

He then remembered again, that he had also once consumed such a drink, but he always consumed it alone in the room, never he drank in such a public place.

Even until now one of the shelves in his wardrobe is still lined with several empty bottles from different brands.

As a memory, he murmured at that time.

And sure enough, it was just a bad memory, especially now, even Anes a drop no longer wanted to taste it.

Bitter, as bitter as when God gave him a warning if his behavior had exceeded the limit.

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From his seat, Anes was still watching his friend earlier, more precisely his former friend.

They began to move away, walking home, there were some who walked holding on to others, there were also those who looked still healthy, but Anes with murderous eyes just stared at their movements sharply.

"Gee !" He was aghast when he realized that he had been sitting there for almost 5 hours.

The needle on his left wrist shows the fitting at 6 p.m.

Anes was unaware of the time because there was no winter, only fog. The city lights were turned on early.

"Entar in an hour." Mumbled smile.

He reached into his cell phone then

take some spot of fog on the edge of the pier.

1 minute later, the Facebook homepage has been captioned "Go away or never."

At exactly 7 p.m., he got up from his seat, then swung his footsteps slowly towards the bus stop heading to his house.

With a definite step and a new life purpose.

He is still very aware that he

there was still a family that was now his responsibility as he turned into the eldest child of today.

"Ghanes,,,,,, go." He said slowly after he sat on the bus seat, and the bus started to leave the dock slowly.

He rests his head on the back of the chair while listening to relaxing music from the pounding waves of the beach that is very in his love.

Buses slid through the city streets with a thin fog, and decorated with dim lights blips on the side of the road.

The cold weather outside is not able to penetrate the thick glass walls of the bus, but also because the bus is equipped with a heating machine in winter and AC in summer.

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