My Sacrifice for Mother

Week

This morning, with no expression Anes live his day as usual, like nothing, but if he noticed there will be something different, namely his eyes are swollen due to mostly crying, but if he noticed, also the skin of his face is tangled even though it is not out of the climb.

Nothing special, even a morning greeting from Dimas which is usually the beginning of the notification of his phone, then today there is no.

Anes smiled very bitterly more precisely looking grimacing eerie, realizing that he had been reunited with the wrong person. And fatal for his own carelessness.

He was faced with two choices - his son or his mother. He is aware of the condition of his mother who has not recovered, and Anes is not at all willing to lose his mother.

Anes knew the condition of his mother's heart is very weak, especially in addition to the trauma suffered, it seems he could not be the cause of his mother's death. That's what he's so afraid of right now.

Anes is afraid of losing his mother.

Ddrrrttt dddrrrttttt

"Yes ?" Anes replied because the one who contacted him was Ariz.

"Where ?"

"What?"

"Yes how are you? What are you doing next ?"

"Now I want to ask Ma Elu Riz, choose one, choose abortion or in the urucin ? The risk is if the abortion then my son is dead, but if it continues, I'm afraid my mother who died is not strong with her heart. Which save do you choose ? Child or mother?" Anes asked Ariz to ask for confirmation of his decision later.

"With your current condition, what the cave does is abortion, the same reason, namely Save ibuk, even though what you do is cover sin with sin, but at least you don't have any guilt for your mother and family later."

"At least you can still see your mother smiling. It could be a cure for your wound later. It's a fetus at that age that doesn't yet have a soul." Ariz continued at length.

The heavy, long breath that Anes is doing right now, there's no other way than to make dopamine for his own brain.

"How was it?"

"Don't talk to him, he's dead, he's accusing the lonthe cave, he won't admit it.

He also nganggep cave want morotin money only. So come on, don't beat him up. Please."

"OK okay. if that's what you want, then the cave does not follow you, but remember to take care of your health, ngomobg say when ?"

"Next week, because the USG is not yet visible."

"There's still nothing ?"

"He's a man of two weeks."

"It's a good thing you're aware of the Cepet Crit."

"Eh Riz already yes, justin cave itself first." Pinta Anes.

"Okay okay, but remember don't kill yourself. Your decision is correct even though it's not justified."

"Yes the cave is closed, bye bye."

Tuuuttt.

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Anes' efforts to put nutrients into his body were in vain.

Because he can only eat soup and a few spoons of rice in these three days.

Even fresh fruits he did not taste to see it.

"Emmhhhhh strange cave nose really yes today, why arrived nyium cave smell of sea fish in yellow cooking yes, beeuuuh if the food is there now, how delicious God... " His murmuring was alone while laying his head on the dining table.

"If only the cave had another choice,......" He murmured again, still trying to think about whether there are other alternatives besides the two options.

But no, a dead end.

But yes already, Anes tried to balance his intake with complex vitamins, for him will not have any effect because the next three days he is definitely living a normal life again.

He was right alone. Let alone asking the news, Dimas was like a creature so that there was no trace of him at all.

Anes also made no attempt to contact him. For him, yes, let him be responsible alone.

There was only one sentence of chat that he read today.

How much money are you asking for ? I think I just got paid. √√

Right now in his brain is, there's no more him, there's only me and my fetus.

Anes is the type of person who is easily realistic if it is pinched.

So he is very smart to make decisions in an emergency.

"How many days have I seen you eat just a little An?" Ask my mom one day.

"Heheheheheyehe what is it, I have no appetite."

"Why ? sick again ?"

"Ga kok ma, I only drink mostly ice, so my stomach feels full continuously." Anes answered with a smile looking for an excuse.

"Oh yes already, it's up to you, kirain because it's not suitable with the vegetables you buy, tired of it."

"Akh ga ma, Mama will always be smart to shop, every week will also change vegetables kok."

"Yes often in the market tuh, mama is also confused about what to buy, because the vegetables are yes it continues, sometimes if not yet the season is also not in the market, there are many seasonal vegetables, but when it's the season, there are so many, almost every stall there, cheap cheap slick." Mama said explaining the length like a jakarta bandung express train.

"Yes ma, Anes knows, Anes is not a picky person, just don't be spicy anyway."

"Where it might be spicy An An, I was just surprised when I knew there were Indonesians who did not eat spicy, only knew me, half did not believe it actually." Mom said with a laugh .

Anes remembered that when he first set foot in this house, in the refrigerator at the ready 3kg of fresh chili, mama said it was preparation for Anes to come.

Lha Anes was surprised why even in ready chili, he would not eat spicy. Sontak Mama was even more shocked when she knew Anes did not eat spicy, because as far as I know the Indonesian mama was most fond of eating chilli.

"This mama there is only, Indonesia is broad Ma, there are many people who do not like spicy, our race is also different." Anes said while laughing at that time.

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Anes in the park.

"Mommy, we're taking a photo together yeah, make a memory." Said Anes asking mami to selfi together.

"What is the memory of what?" Tanya mami was a little suspicious with slightly slurred eyes.

"You're not gonna do anything weird, are you?!"

"Ga you, relax, I'm still sane."

Anes said with a smile.

"Thank God."

"If my mom could ask why did you decide to throw it away?" Mami asked as she pulled Anes' hand away from her other friends.

"My mom's sick, Mi, I don't want to hurt my mom."

"Where does his father matter ?"

"He didn't want responsibility, he said he wanted to but I was told to go home first, 6 months to 1 year later he just followed. It's crazy, though. I may not have come home pregnant. Well when I asked for half the money for the banishment, he accused me of lonthe. (Anes took a deep breath, then continued) Hhmmgg."

"Remember Mi, please don't tell anyone, tomorrow mommy so do you want me mi.?"

"Yes so, seven o'clock mallem huh. I'm usually at that hour."

"yes mi, ga pa kok. Thank you, yes,,"

"same... " Mommy answered while holding her hand Anes and smiling bracingly..

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