
Hannah woke up from her sleep, so when she woke up her body felt fresher and her headaches were reduced. But the headache was even more so when Hannah got up to stand up to get out of the room.
Her feelings are really painful, why just to get her memories back Hannah had to go through this horrible process? Hannah did not want to look weak in front of Axel, if Axel saw Hannah weak and in pain like this Axel would be very worried and ended up crying over her later.
Hannah tried to take a deep breath, trying to control her body and walked out of the room. It's late today, surely the others are getting ready for dinner.
Hannah has to go out to show that she's okay and eat together. That way Darlen, Giovano and Axel will no longer worry about his circumstances.
***
“The end of this every time I see me your face never looks happy.” Ivander visited Demitri's house, again the person he met looked at him with a hostile look.
“If you don't like my facial expression you don't have to come here anyway why do you always visit me. Don't you have your own business?”
Ivander was lazily lying on Demitri's couch, “Siang you were running amok in the office, I have to watch over you now. Afraid you'll do anything like that later.”
Demitri let out a heavy sigh, if this was the case Demitri could not scold Ivander. He lost.
***
“Mama is healthy?” axel asked as he watched Hannah walk out of the room.
Hannah nodded her head, smilingly welcoming the embrace of Axel who was happy to see her mother back to health.
“This must be because of Asel's prayer, Asel was also kissing Mama's cheek so that Mama quickly recover.” With Girang Axel tell what he has done not to forget also tell his daily life at school. Hannah was happy to see Axel happy.
“Let's have dinner, I've prepared dinner for all of us.” Darlen said, he had prepared food and arranged it on the dining table. Ready for them all to enjoy.
“Come Ma, eat. Axel is already lapal.”
***
After dinner, Hannah and Axel sat together in front of the television watching television. Hannah accompanies Axel to watch his favorite cartoon.
Hannah watched the cartoon, but over time Hannah felt sleepy while watching the cartoon until Hannah was not aware that she was falling asleep again.
And just as Hannah was asleep, her dark dream came back. Or rather his shadow shadow his memory of the past. And this time it's not just a little memory piece.
—
“*What are you waiting for Demitri, quickly shoot him!”
Hannah sees Martha screaming in between her pain, because of the wound Hannah gave her before her. Martha was anxious to see Demitri who just brandished the gun without doing anything, Demitri just continued to look at Hannah in front of her.
“Shoot him Demitri!!”
Demitri still did not flinch, she looked at Hannah who was standing not far in front of her, Hannah did not show what expression. Shouldn't Hannah be grieving right now? Hannah just miscarried.
Demitri saw Hannah tilting her head looking at Demitri with her flat face, “Why haven't you shot me yet? Do not hesitate, before her you do not hesitate to sell me and hurt me then why now do you look doubtful?”
While Demitri is busy with her own thoughts Hannah smoothly takes the gun out of Demitri's hands and turns things around, it is Hannah who is holding Demitri with her handgun.
Hannah could see Demitri's surprised expression of course, but she didn't care much.
“Why are you also waiting?” Demitri asked looking at Hannah who was still brandishing a gun at her, As if challenging Hannah to shoot her.
“Can't you shoot me, too? Don't you hate me? Let's shoot saj—”
But Hannah is no longer the same as Hannah, Hannah in this dream is too hurt, too hurt to think straight. Until Hannah pulled the trigger on her hand it was expressionless.
“As you wish.”
Bang out!
Demitri was seen grimacing in pain, falling down when a single bullet hit her leg. Demitri is also seen shedding tears, but Demitri's tears do not move Hannah's feelings in the least. What Hannah thought of were the tears of crocodiles, regret was meaningless.
“Demitri!”
Hannah saw Martha screaming, Martha seemed to not accept Hannah's treatment to Demitri,
“Just die Hannah, among all the people in the world you deserve to die and be blamed for everything that happens, you should kill yourself!” Shouted Martha to Hannah.
Hannah turned her focus to Martha.
“Shut!”
Bang out!
Hannah shoots Martha, her hands tremble and drops the gun along with her collapsed body.
Hannah weeps for herself, weeps for the pain of her past and weeps that what Martha says is not entirely wrong, Martha is right.
Hannah looked at Martha who was lying helplessly on the floor, blood began to splatter on the floor, the stab wound on Martha's back and also the gunshot wound in the stomach were the cause of the white marble floor turned red.
Hannah screamed, she was in pain inside him, she was hurt too deep inside him.
Martha was right.If only Hannah could unite her Father and Mother all would not be this, if only Hannah had not left her Father all of her would not be this, she said, as Hannah did not decide to take revenge all of her would not be like this, it all started from herself, she herself made a wound in herself.
“Arghhhh!!!”
Hannah screamed, she cried roaring, Hannah tried to beat herself up even though a bloodied arm came giving her a hug but still it could not make Hannah calm down.
Everything was destroyed indeed because of him*.
Hannah who cried suddenly in the embrace by Demitri, why after all that happened Demitri actually hugged Hannah?
Hannah was still in tears when the police came and arrested Hannah to be taken to the police station for the crime that Hannah had committed.
Hannah is in prison of course, in the dream Hannah sees for herself how miserable she is. staring at the iron bars that limit her, the punishment for her has been set since a few days ago, she said, no family can be rumored about her death sentence, Hannah is completely alone.
Hannah will be executed by being shot dead, Hannah in her dream was not at all feeling afraid, Hannah actually felt herself deserved it all, because it was all her fault, it was all her fault, wrong himself.
One thing Hannah is grateful for, she will soon meet both of her parents. Even if it had to be in this kind of horrible way.
Already when her Hannah returns to her mother's arms, her mission has succeeded. Martha was dead in her hands, Martha was already dead from blood loss and was late rushed to the hospital.
Hannah closed her eyes when she remembered the last word Martha said to her that everything that happened was her fault.
Hannah's shoulders trembled, she cried again, all these trials had far exceeded the limits of her abilities.
Hannah walks out of the iron bars that had been locked up, Hannah just silently does not talk when the officers handcuff her hands and take her to a place that Hannah already knows is the execution room.
Before Hannah entered the room her eyes were covered with a cloth, Hannah stepped forward in the direction of the officer and was directed to kneel in her designated position.
Before they had asked Hannah if she had a last request before she was executed but Hannah did not ask for anything, Hannah simply said to do it quickly.
Hannah could feel the cold in the room, the place was very quiet, Hannah could only hear the sound of her breathing and the sound of her heart beating, Hannah's mind drifting thinking about her life all along.
Born by a kind mother, yet great with great suffering. But Hannah's smile was raised when remembering the moment of her happy moment with her Father and Mother, laughing together because of a small thing.
But the smile was only a glimpse, Hannah began to shed her tears when she remembered that her life had been ruined in her own hands.
Hannah felt guilty to her mother, just as Hannah knew at that time that her mother was very depressed surely Hannah could prevent her mother from committing suicide.
Hannah felt guilty to her father for leaving her, had Hannah not left her father then her father might still be alive with her.
Hannah felt guilty to her prospective child who had not even been born had to return to the arms of God, should Hannah not start a dispute then Hannah would not be imprisoned and her child would have survived.
Hannah feels the rags that shut her eyes wet, memories of poignant memories of the past never fail to bring her grief to her heart and make her cry.
Hannah feels guilty, she cries oblivious and unconcerned when the countdown has begun and the snipers have pointed their guns right at Hannah's heart.
Counted and last, the snipers pulled their trigger and threw a bullet into Hannah's heart, only 3 of the snipers there actually had a bullet and the bullet managed to puncture it right in Hannah's heart.
Making Hannah fall helpless, everything just happened without a sound because the firearm was worn silencer, Hannah lying with blood that began to pour profusely soaked her body.
Everything went dark, his body went numb. Hannah was only able to scream in her heart before the end of her everything completely disappeared, engulfed in darkness and silence.
hannah's dream did not stop there, continuing when Hannah woke up in a very weak body state. Hannah thought that she was dead but she was still alive.
Or rather his being saved by Giovano and Darlen, Giovano and Darlen carry Hannah's run. But Hannah is not happy about it, Hannah really wants to die. Tired of all the burdens in this life and want to meet both his parents and also your child who has not been born into the world.
Performed many suicides, including slashing his wrist, sinking himself, to jump from the roof.
Really terrible memories*.