
HANNAH
I leaned against the sofa, trying to regulate my breathing which was still hunting.
Given the incident last afternoon I have no regrets at all, why do I regret something that I will definitely do as well later? Indeed that is my goal so there is no need to be dizzy.
Damn I didn't have time to really relate to Demitri, Rafael came to ruin it. Actually Rafael can not be blamed also for what happened because the client Demitri will meet is an important client. It is impossible to cancel a meeting with an important client whose meeting was planned long ago.
Thinking back about my bold behavior this afternoon made me chuckle a little, I clearly know why I suddenly became like that.
It's obvious that my condition is like that because of stimulant drugs, I don't take any stimulant drugs on purpose. I know for a fact Martha must have put the drug in one of the foods or drinks addressed to me, which unfortunately was exchanged with my part so that I was affected by the drug.
That damn woman is clever, but she's also reckless. I was a little grateful for his carelessness, because it was his carelessness that I became bold to start what I should have done since meeting Demitri.
Delete the image of a stepchild, I don't want to be a stepchild. I want to take Martha's place, not because I'm crazy about possessions or love Demitri. I wanted to see Martha feel the pain when the person I held tightly, I really wanted by my side to be forcibly snatched from me. I want him to feel the same.
I want to see him shed tears of defeat, I want to see him crushed to the brink.
Considering Martha made my head even more painful, I closed my eyes trying to ease the dizziness in my head.
***
“Shit!” I wrote a wall clock that showed me at half ten in the night, during which time I fell asleep. I haven't even taken a shower or taken off my high heels.
“Why are you surprised?”
His heavy voice made me suddenly nervous, what did he want so he came to see me? What is this why I suddenly could not say what, was not previously I had time to boast and thought I would be able to face Demitri.
“Uh... What's up, you want in?” I shifted to make room for Demitri to get inside, she came in and sat right on the sofa. I sat down on the sofa facing him after closing the door.
“You don't want to sit on my lap, didn't you bravely sit on my lap before?” Demitri smiled cynically, she patted her thighs as if telling me to sit there immediately.
I know Demitri is not the type of guy who is easy to deal with because Demitri is smart, I who tried to tease him meant to make him obey me but he looked down on me and felt that I was the one who had to obey him.
I stepped closer, sitting right on Demitri's lap. I control my expression, I will not be weak against a man like Demitri, the shame I have to bear is nothing compared to my suffering so far.
“You're acting as if you're controlling me, look who's impatient right now. Are you or me?”
I was aghast when Demitri suddenly pushed me to the sofa, he kissed me in a hurry as if there was no tomorrow. I don't know if Demitri is this aggressive.
In my heart I cursed myself, this is not what I wanted, for what I complained like this.
I just looked at Demitri who was beginning to strip herself, Demitri looked at me with her passionate eyes for a glance, before Demitri finally lowered her focus on continuing our activities.
But when I cried out in pain Demitri looked at me in confusion, I could see his face that looked a little in shock. “You're a virgin?!”