
Martha?
Wasn't that the name of the woman Hannah had dreamed of, Hannah tried to kill her many times with a dagger?
The dream is that Hannah sees herself running from the hospital, fighting with security guards and nurses until she finally reaches Martha's apartment.
Hannah remembered very well in her dream that she wanted to kill the woman. And as Hannah recalls in her dream as Hannah quarreled with Martha, Hannah saw Demitri pointing a gun at her and at Martha's request for Demitri to shoot Hannah dead.
***
“Hannah, are you okay?” Darlen is worried when he sees Hannah grimacing while massaging her temples. Already Darlen guessed telling bad memories is unlikely to not bring bad effects either.
“My head hurts so much, that woman's name. Name Martha. I found out last night I had a dream that it was probably a piece of memory I had forgotten. In the dream I saw myself trying to kill the woman, but there were not only the two of us but there was also Demitri there. Demitri pointed a firearm at me.”
Darlen patted Hannah on the shoulder, “You better rest, we can continue our conversation next time. If forced, you will only get more pain.”
Hannah shook her head refusing, Hannah did not want to wait any longer, if they discussed the matter next time Darlen would change his mind again and cancel telling Hannah all the truth. Hannah did not want such a thing to happen so she forced herself. Keep asking Darlen to continue his story.
Hannah raised her hand, showing her wrists full of incision scars to Darlen. “This scar, why is there a scar like this on my hand? Is this also related to Demitri?” ask Hannah.
Darlen nodded his head slowly, the incision scar had something to do with Demitri.
“What man slashed my body like this?” ask Hannah again.
This time Darlen shook his head, indeed the scar had something to do with Demitri but it was not Demitri who made the scar exist. Demitri never slashed Hannah's wrist.
“You Hannah, the one who made the incision wound is yourself.”
“A-what? i-i.. I hurt myself?” Hannah again did not know what else this was. Why did Hannah hurt herself? for what, was he a masochist?
“You were not once twice close to death, but many times. You get a sentence for a crime you committed on charges of premeditated murder, Martha dies and you're on death row. Giovano and I went to great lengths to get you out of the situation but all we could do was bribe and take your body from the shot to Giovano's house, there you were treated by Giovano's doctor. Giovano and I are always waiting for your consciousness when the doctor manages to save you and remove the bullet embedded in your chest.” Darlen smiled as he recalled the incident.
“But when you realized you weren't happy we saved, you said you wanted to die. You don't want to live anymore because you feel like you don't have anyone else in the world, you're too depressed and traumatized by everything that's happened. Giovano and I are trying to make you understand that you're not alone, there's us for you but it's as if there's no meaning to it that you start hurting yourself on the grounds that you feel that you'd be happier if you died, because with death you can meet your parents and also your future children who have fallen in your womb.”
Was she ever pregnant?
“You mean I used to be pregnant? What is Demitri's child?”
Darlen nods his head, “Yes, it's Demitri's son. Because of your desperation you keep trying to kill yourself. You accidentally sank yourself in the bathtub, you slit your wrists many times. And the worst thing that made me forget my memory was that you jumped off a roof. That day when you jumped off the roof, I thought I really had lost you. But it turns out that God doesn't want you to just die after all the suffering you've been through, you're safe again and you've lost your memory.”
Darlen wiped the tears that fell onto his cheek, “I know I shouldn't have lied to you, but I had no other choice. I don't want to see you hurt yourself anymore. With your state of memory loss makes you no longer attempt suicide again. You've become more alive, and you're even happier when I decide to adopt Axel from the orphanage. I don't mean to be evil, I just don't want to lose any more.”
Hannah nodded her head in understanding, Everything Darlen did was for Hannah's own good.
“Please promise me, if your memory is right come back and you again feel that feeling of hopelessness. Don't hurt yourself anymore, you're not alone. There's me, Giovano and Axel who will always be by your side. You must not take your own life and think that no one will be saddened by your passing. Your existence in this world is so precious Hannah, you should know it.”
***
Call it Demitri crazy and shameless for again coming to Axel's school to meet Hannah for sure, but this time Demitri intends to meet Hannah not while Hannah is alone but while Hannah is with her son.
If there's a son, Hannah wouldn't be able to talk rudely to Demitri, would she?
As usual Demitri waited for Hannah in her car, waiting for the woman to arrive to pick up her beloved son.
Demitri waited a long time, but Hannah was not seen either.
Demitri had thought maybe Hannah would have picked up her son so that it could also be an opportunity for Demitri to talk to Hannah's son.
But the plan is just a plan, instead of Hannah showing up Demitri actually sees Darlen picking up Hannah's son from school.
Demitri upsetly hit the steering wheel of his car, damn it. Demitri failed again.
And what the hell is this, Hannah and Darlen's son close? true correct. Seeing that makes Darlen even more fiery, if Darlen alone can be close to Hannah's child then Demitri can.
Demitri will take the child's heart, make the child hate his own father, then hate Darlen and will only choose Demitri as his new future father.