MY REVENGE'S

EP 28: IT'S TOO LATE TO SAY I LOVE YOU

Hannah walks out of the iron bars she had been locked up in, Hannah is silent when the officers handcuff her hand and take her to a place Hannah already knows is the execution room.

Before Hannah entered the room her eyes were covered with a cloth, Hannah stepped forward in the direction of the officer and was directed to kneel in her designated position.

They had asked Hannah if she had a final request before she was executed but Hannah had asked nothing, Hannah only said to do it quickly.

Hannah could feel the cold in the room, the place was very quiet, Hannah could only hear the sound of her breathing and the sound of her heart beating, Hannah's mind drifting thinking about her life all along.

Born by a kind mother, yet great with great suffering. But Hannah's smile was raised when remembering the moment of her happy moment with her Father and Mother, laughing together because of a small thing.

But the smile was only a glimpse, Hannah began to shed her tears as she recalled that her life had been ruined in her own hands.

Hannah felt guilty to her mother, if only Hannah knew at that time that her mother was very depressed, Hannah would have been able to prevent her mother from committing suicide.

Hannah felt guilty for leaving her father, and had Hannah not left her father, her father might have been alive with her.

Hannah felt guilty that her unborn child would have to return to God's arms, had Hannah not begun a fight, Hannah would not have been imprisoned and her son would have survived.

Hannah felt the rag that closed her eyes wet, the poignant memories of the past never failed to bring her grief and make her cry.

Hannah feels guilty, she cries oblivious and unconcerned when the countdown has begun and the snipers have pointed their guns right at Hannah's heart.

Counted and last, the snipers pulled their trigger and threw a bullet into Hannah's heart, only 3 of the snipers there actually had a bullet and the bullet managed to puncture it right in Hannah's heart.

Making Hannah fall helpless, everything just happened without a sound because the firearm was worn silencer, Hannah lay with blood that began to pour profusely soaked her body.

Everything went dark, his body went numb. Hannah was only able to scream in her heart before everything completely disappeared, engulfed in darkness and silence.

*mother.. Fathering..

I'm sorry I couldn't be the kid you expected me to be.

Forgive me for not being able to act like the beautiful name you gave me, forgive me for not being able to be a forgiving figure like how the word ‘Hannah’ means and also not being a dignified woman as where the meaning of ‘Zilvania’ means

I'm sorry I couldn't be the perfect Hannah Zilvania, forgive my selfishness and choose to see you. Forgive me for not being able to mature and let go of everything, forgive me for giving up everything and choosing to rest by your side.

Ii'm sorry..

Sorry*..

***

Ivander rubbed the corner of his wet eyes, Ivander had tried his hardest not to cry but he still could not control his emotions.

Ivander doesn't know what else to do, Hannah has just been buried and now that Ivander has to see her brother roaring to call Hannah's name, Ivander has contacted the mental hospital to deal with Demitri.

They brought Demitri into the car by force, Demitri was no longer helped, this was the only way Ivander could do it.

Ivander did not want to admit Demitri to a mental hospital but seeing the events that previously happened Ivander had no other choice.

Demitri had injured many people to meet Hannah, Demitri even had time to carry a gun and almost shot all the officers where Hannah was executed yesterday, fortunately the officer there was quick to bend Demitri.

But everything only got worse when Demitri saw Hannah's body taken out of the execution room, Hannah's blood made Demitri lost her mind, Demitri thrashed and cried uncontrollably until fainting for several hours.

Ivander couldn't hold back his tears because his brother was no longer his older brother, Demitri no longer wanted to look at him or talk to him Demitri just kept shouting Hannah's name and started throwing things, they even start hurting themselves and others around.

It was for this reason that Ivander reluctantly admitted Demitri to the asylum, Their father and stepmother even raised their hands, not knowing what to do and just grieving to see the condition of their beloved son become like that.

Ivander let out a heavy sigh, he entered his car and drove it to a funeral, the funeral of his biological parents.

***

“Mother.. Father.pardon me who rarely visit and also forgive me who can not take care of Brother as Big Brother always take care of me all this time, forgive me who is always a hero of misfortune, he said, forgive me for not being able to save your future grandchildren and also forgive me for putting my sister in the asylum.” Ivander returned to tears, he looked at the tombstone of his parents while sobbing sob. “I'm sorry that I didn't realize that brother had been bearing such a heavy burden and grudge in his heart, forgive all my foolishness.”

***

“Let me go! I'm not crazy! I'm going to see Hannah!!”

Demitri rebelled as she tried to move her hand but she was unable to because her arms were folded and her patient's sleeves were tied back, limiting her movements to not hurting herself or others.

“Release!” Demitri was still rebelling when one of the nurses injected him with tranquilizers, Demitri was still screaming until his voice suddenly swallowed and Demitri fell asleep in his sleep.

The one word Demitri spoke before his consciousness was completely snatched away.

“Hannah.”

***

Demitri dreams, more precisely dreams about the past. Where when he was still laughing happily with both parents and his two brothers.

A fire is seen and burns down the house, killing both parents and leaving Demitri alone with Ivander and their older sister, Anita.

Everything was like a broken cassette spinning at the head of Demitri, flashes of happy events and suffering mixed into one.

Where Demitri smiled widely saw her sister was married to the man she loved, then turned into a tremor of fear when she saw her sister quarreling with her husband because of one person called Martha.

The tremor of fear turned into sobs when the brother accident and died along with her husband on the scene due to the debate on the way and also the problem of brake blong.

Everything gets even more terrifying when the shadow of Demitri and Ivander's past being taken to an orphanage begins to spin on his head, the torture of the orphanage until adopted and re-encounter with Martha all twisted in the head of Demitri.

In his sleep Demitri shed tears, remembering a name. “Hannah.”

I'm sorry I realized it too late.

Forgive me for not telling you that I love you.

Forgive me for being a fool and not being able to save our son, forgive me for being too selfish and making you a victim in the end.

I'm sorry.my love..

Forgive me for not saying that you are needed, wanted, and loved by this foolish man..

Hannah Zilvania, I love you, although it's too late I still love you.

One thing in common Demitri and Hannah realize, that everything that starts with bad intentions will end up not good anyway.

This is the end of Demitri's mischievous intentions, ending miserably in a mental hospital weeping over the passing of Hannah, the woman he loves.

Who until his last breath will continue to remember and he loves, even though everything is meaningless.

Demitri loves Hannah and Demitri will wait for the moment she will meet Hannah again, even if it means death.

Because Demitri loves Hannah, it's that simple.

SEASON 1 END'S

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