
“Damn it, you really have to uninstall that cctv. I don't need your supervision anymore.”
Ivander shook his head in disapproval, “I can't trust you yet Brother. So I won't uninstall that cctv.”
Demitri turned her eyeballs irritated, although Ivander was unwilling to take the cctv camera off. Later Demitri will remove himself, Demitri feel no need to be monitored.
He rarely hallucinated again. I don't know, maybe this is the effect of Demitri diligently taking drugs or because Demitri has now met a woman who looks like Hannah so that her longing for Hannah becomes treated.
***
“It looks like Axel has time to start school. His age was enough, Axel had asked for school many times. Although the reason Axel whines asking to go to school so that he can play with new friends.” Hannah begins a conversation at the dinner table, this time Hannah, Darlen and Giovano are having breakfast together. Not to forget with Axel who is busy with his pancakes.
Axel who heard Hannah mention the word ‘School’ suddenly getting excited, Axel's eyes twinkle staring at the three adults who were talking with a look of hope.
Giovano who realized Axel's expectant gaze couldn't help but laugh, Axel was absolutely adorable. “Yes, it seems like Axel entered Kindergarten, but we have not found a good school for Axel. Maybe we'll talk about this again after I get home from work. Or maybe you two can discuss and take care of it without me, no need to wait for me because I know your choice must be the best for Axel.”
“You're leaving?” This time Darlen was the one who opened his voice, he got up when Giovano stood up from his dining table chair, had finished his breakfast made by Darlen.
“Ya, it's time I leave.” Giovano kissed Axel's forehead for a moment, his routine in the morning before parting ways with Axel. Giovano watched Darlen pick up his briefcase, before Giovano turned to Hannah and smiled. “I work first, if anything and Darlen phone me.”
Hannah nodded her head in response, laughing at Darlen running with Giovano's briefcase.
Hannah continues her breakfast while occasionally laughing at how messy Axel is eating her pancakes.
“You know a good school around here, you know I rarely go out except to the bar. Maybe you know a kid Axel's age around here at school where.” Darlen had just returned after driving Giovano to his car, their routine.
“There, I often pass the school along with Axel because Axel is always curious about the school, I think we better send him there. The school was not so far away, close to the park I frequented with Axel.”
Darlen nodded in understanding, “Good is that way, how about this afternoon we go there to see. Make sure Axel really wants to go to school there, if he then we will immediately register his.”
Axel who was previously busy with his pancakes this time again looked up excitedly. “Axel wants to go to school Papa!!”
Axel was too excited to accidentally nudge the glass right near his elbow. The glass fell and made a loud noise, breaking on the floor.
Axel who nudged the glass was shocked of course, but not only Axel who was surprised because of it. Darlen was equally surprised.
Among them, Hannah was the most surprised. The woman's face suddenly pale as she looked at the broken glass scattered on the floor.
This situation, this state of affairs as if it had been felt before. Hannah continued to look at the broken glass with a breath that began to sting.
Hannah's head suddenly felt very dizzy, a flash of events as if spinning on her head like a broken cassette.
Hannah knew that the flash of the broken cassette-like flash was her memory so she forced herself to remember well.
Hannah saw *a little girl with cute pajamas on her body peering towards the living room, where the noise had been endless since half an hour ago.
Who is that little girl? Is that itself?
In Hannah's faint memory, *the little girl was crying. Sobs began to come out of her little lips, the little girl sat down because she could not see the figure of a man who Hannah believed was her father was beating the woman who also Hannah believed was her mother. the sound of the little girl's cry was quite loud it was heard by the two adults, the mother looked at her with a forced smile telling the little girl to go into the room and sleep inversely proportional to the father who looked indifferent.
The little girl got up and stepped slowly toward her mother as her father left without a word, leaving her with a bruise on her cheek*.
Hannah asked, Why did the man beat her mother? If that's true, Dad, why is his dad that old?
"Mom-Mother." The girl dropped her doll and ran to hug her mother, and, he was a child but he knew that what happened earlier was a bad thing and his mother was the one who became the victim. The little girl knew that her mother was being tortured but what she did not know was the reason why her mother was being treated that way.
"Mother, s-sick?" The little girl rubbed the bruise on her mother's cheek, seeing her mother grimace making the girl's hand gesture come to a halt, her eyes shedding tears again.
"Mom's fine, Hannah's better off sleeping, Hannah's going to school tomorrow."
Once again the man caused a commotion, this time he threw a glass glass until it broke against the wall. “School?! Just spend all my money! You two are useless!”
Hannah's breath was still stingy and sweat poured down her body because it was too forced to remember something.
Darlen who felt a strangeness towards Hannah hurriedly approached and held onto Hannah's soft shoulder.
“What's up? are you sick?” darlen asked worriedly, Axel who saw it all also began to look glassy. It was sad to see her mother who looked in pain and tormented.
Hannah shook her head, “I'm fine. Han-just that I just remembered something, I-I remember my childhood.”
Darlen is shocked, and Darlen looks at Hannah in disbelief. Is Hannah's memory slowly beginning to return?
“A-I remember how Dad was mean to Mom.. b-but why in my memory you don't have Darlen? Where were you when Mom was beaten up by Dad, and when Mom and I cried. Didn't you say you were my sister? Why don't I remember a single thing about you in the past?”
Darlen was speechless, he wanted to answer but Darlen suddenly wavered. “A-ah that, you know we split up when we were very young. Maybe that's why I'm not in your memory. My own father threw me away, keeping me away from you two. Forgive me for not being there in your sad moments.”
Again and again, Darlen fabricated a lie. This is what happens if everything starts with a lie, Darlen will definitely continue to hoard his lies with lies again so continuously.
Everything was for Hannah's good.
Darlen is getting scared, Hannah has started to remember her memories in the past one by one, what if Hannah's memory finally returns to the beginning.
Can Hannah accept the reality or will Hannah hurt herself again like she used to? Darlen hopes this time will not be like before, because Hannah was desperate and traumatized because Hannah felt she had no one and could not trust anyone.
But isn't the situation different now? Hannah is no longer alone, there is Darlen, Giovano and of course Axel who is always by Hannah's side.
Trying to color Hannah's new life in such a way, Darlen hopes that Hannah's memory is right again. Hannah will continue to live her life and let go of her trauma, her heartache and also be able to forget the passing of her dead child.