
Hannah again rages because her suicide plans are again thwarted by Darlen and Giovano.
Hannah began to get more violent, she threw everything there, a vase of flowers, a sleeping lamp, everything Hannah threw as a means of venting her anger.
“Why don't you just let me die?! I don't want to live, can't you understand that I don't want to live!!!!” Hannah yelled, Darlen did not dare to approach Hannah because Hannah threatened if Darlen stepped a little to get close to her then Hannah would not hesitate to throw the goods around her towards Darlen.
“Hannah, please calm down. This is all we do for you, because I care about you. You can't waste your life just like that.” Darlen's voice shakes, he's sad to see Hannah like this.
Hannah shook her head, she fell on the floor still with her sobs. “If you really care about me you should let me die, I just want to calm down. I want it all to end, I don't want to live anymore. Please let me end it.. Everyone will also be happy if I'm not around.”
This time it was Darlen who shook his head he disagreed with Hannah's words, “Everybody would be happy if you weren't around? why can you think like that, I keep trying to keep you because I know I'd be so sad when you die, not just me but a lot of people, it's just that you didn't realize it, Hannah. Your parents as well as your dead baby won't be glad you caught up with them this way. You should be able to live happily, proving to them that you can live even with a wound in your heart, proving that you deserve to live because your life means.”
Darlen slowly approached Hannah, Hannah was no longer throwing things. Hannah was busy crying while sitting on the floor.
“Hannah, I can't see you like this. You're not alone, I care about you. Never think that you are nothing in this world and no one will be saddened by your departure because in fact I was hurt to see you hurt.” Darlen sits right next to Hannah, grabbing Hannah into her arms.
“I know it's hard for you to forget the bad memories that hurt you, but you have to be able to get up and start a new life again. You must believe that happiness will surely be in your grasp someday.” Darlen rubbed Hannah's back gently, trying to soothe Hannah who was sobbing, crying in Darlen's arms.
***
Since that day there began to be progress on Hannah's mental condition, Hannah has no longer attempted suicide or angry or crying suddenly.
Darlen and Giovano think it's really progress, they're happy because Hannah looks calm.
They did not know that it was just calm before the storm hit, Hannah was indeed no longer shouting, no longer throwing things, no longer crying, she said, no longer hurt her but there is one thing Hannah still does and it is becoming more and more everyday.
Darlen and Giovano know that Hannah is traumatized, mentally injured but they never think of taking Hannah to a psychiatrist. It was Darlen and Giovano's fault.
They neglect to realize that Hannah's thoughts are getting messed up every day, strange thoughts always running around her head.
Darlen and Giovano are too confident that Hannah has been cured, Hannah is no longer acting so strange that they no longer keep an eye on Hannah as closely as before.
Darlen and Giovano see how Hannah jumps off the roof of their house and falls on the car they are riding in. Darlen and Giovano have just returned from work and Hannah welcomes him that way.
Only a scream comes out of Darlen's mouth, as Hannah's body falls right on top of their car. “Hannah!!”
***
Darlen felt remiss, all Darlen could do was cry in Giovano's arms. They have resigned, if Hannah does not survive then they will mengikhlaskan and hope Hannah can be calm and happy with her decision.
Darlen had not expected much, if Hannah survived, Hannah would end up trying to end her life instead, Darlen could not do anything so Hannah could forget all her bad memories.
But who would have thought? Hannah survived even though her desire to die was high. God still wouldn't let him go.
Darlen runs into Hannah's nursery when the doctor allows her to enter. Darlen's tears get even more broken when he sees Hannah opening her eyes, Darlen thinks Darlen won't be able to see Hannah again.
But the question that came out of Hannah's mouth with a brick made Darlen cry stop.
“You who?”
Darlen is surprised of course when Hannah wakes up and asks him like that, at first Darlen thinks it's all a result of the anesthetic that still affects Hannah post-surgery.
But the next day when Darlen and Giovano return to visit Hannah, Hannah's reaction remains the same. Hannah doesn't know Darlen or Giovano.
Darlen should have been sad to see Hannah that way, but Darlen felt that this was his chance. A chance to make Hannah happy.
Although Darlen has to fabricate a lot of lies to Hannah, it's all okay. As long as Hannah can start a new life again, and laugh again then lie as much as Darlen would.
Because Hannah's happiness is also her happiness. Darlen really has considered Hannah as his sister, Darlen understands what it is like to live alone.
The difference is that Darlen meets good men like Giovano while Hannah's fate is not as good as Darlen, Darlen can not imagine if he is in Hannah's position.
It was only fitting that if Hannah continued to try to end her life, the wound was already too big, how could she manage a new life with such bad memories.
Darlen promises that after this he will not let Hannah remember her horrible past.
Darlen will also not let people from Hannah's past re-emerge in Hannah's life again, will not.
Her current Hannah will be the new Hannah, the happy Hannah.
Darlen turned his head towards Giovano, he brought his lips closer to Giovano's ears to whisper something. “I have a plan.”