My love is Fragile

That Sexy Man

Kael started talking and stroking my hair. “I love you, really”. I threw his hand out of my hair and tried to be firm. “I was wrong because I didn't tell you, but because I was really busy”. I cut off his talk. “I'm okay with it, which I regret why I put my heart completely on you whereas your heart is entirely on Keiren” (crying). Why do you have to lie? Why do you say love to me without me knowing you also say it to others? I was stupid.

Kael's face turned red and began to be confused to answer my words. “I'm sorry Ta, I'm really sorry”. I love you, but I don't know why I love you. I love you as my best friend. Suddenly I was angry and felt I had been fooled by her.” It's true I'm a stupid woman, I fall in love easily, I trust anyone easily, I'm easily fooled, I'm wrong, I put my heart to you, I'm stupid, right, forgive myself for loving you full” (trained speech and sobbing crying).

He remained silent and felt like he was innocent. I steadied myself not wanting to be with her again when I saw Kael's response back then. I'm really hurt. I try to be okay and talk as much as I can. “OK, Alright El, I have to live my life in the future. I don't want to drag on in my slump. You are happy and I am looking for my happiness. Maybe until this moment I still love you and this second also I decided to eliminate this feeling to you”. (i cried so badly).

And he just passed by, asking permission to go back home. And I concluded he really didn't love me. Thank you for the dark side of my love.

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One month after this breakup, I started a new life. I live my life by myself. I began to respond to every man I had previously won.

To start my chaotic days, I decided to exercise diligently. In addition to relieving sadness, to increase the body's immunity as well.

Ok. I decided to make a sports schedule every Wednesday. Coincidentally near kos I have a park for sports.

I started running around the park. I made a target should be able to circumference 10 times. "drapp...drapppp....drappp....drappp, my footsteps run".

Suddenly a group of men called out to me. "Sita...Shittah..Shittah".

I turned around and glared at them. They're taunting me.

"Do you want to try Casis or Akpol? or do you want to try Akmil, seriously running?"

"It's none of your business"

I ran back with an annoyed face

drapp..drapp.

"why is the sound of running feet more and more, I thought".

"Hi Sita, can I run with you?"

I stopped, "are you crazy?, how do you know my name?"

" i also know you're alone" (he seems to know that I'm heartbroken).

" Sexy men don't know themselves, they know you".

" If you run, don't daydream and don't get too shaved running. Anyway, crazy dog rhino to chase you, said the sexy man".

"yes, you're a crazy dog, I said".

"don't you call me crazy, as long as you want to meet me".

"don't get acquainted with a flirtatious man like you".

"well Sita, keep running until your heart turns to me and ask me to get acquainted with you, he said".

(The sexy guy ran away from me).

I stopped running and sat in a chair drinking water.

"How could that jerk know my name, I murmured".