My love is Fragile

I'm sorry Enggar

I went into the room

"Ma, let's eat yok" asked me while opening the food package.

"You bought the same Enggar from the front" asked Mama to get out of bed.

"So. Enggar himself was the one who brought. Sita Gadak told her to make this food. In part why he knows yes ma we have not eaten" I asked while pouring mineral water into mama's glass.

" Maybe the time Sita said it was sorted out again after the ulos seller's host had returned" replied Mama.

"Maybe ma" I replied back.

We ate that dinner so well. Whether it was because it was bought by Enggar or the food was delicious. I don't know to judge. Like falling in love.

After eating, my mom and I sat in bed playing with my phone.

"That's good, ma" I said suddenly while looking at my mother.

"Yes. You should be good to him too. You are very fond of sulking, like to be immediately angry. Can't do that" said my mom.

"Yes no loh ma. Just kidding. hehehehe" I held my hand back.

"It's important you guys get along, understand each other, don't be selfish" Mama said.

"Yes ma. Sita believes that Enggar is the man Sita has been craving. Well, attention, mature, anywayaaaa perfect in the eyes of Sita" said I.

"Hmmm. If you are still in the phase of falling in love, yes. Okay, this, that and so on" said Mama as she played her lips to the right and to the left mocked me.

"ihh mama, what the hell" whined me.

"Have gone to sleep. It's night. Worship tomorrow. Don't fall asleep tomorrow at church" said Mama, laying her body on my soft bed.

"yes ma. Aja first. Sita's not sleepy yet".

I play mobile while occasionally I see my small aquarium containing fish ******.

I keep the fish****** just for entertainment because I also follow you from friends.

dripp.dripp.

Rian: Hi Sita. It's Rian who came to your house.

Source: Haiii Yan..

Rian: What else? Not busy?

Sita: No really.

Rian: May I call you?

Sita: It's important, right?

Chat can't, can't Yan?

Rian: yes, I can. But I want to talk to Sit.

Sita: Yaudah. Just a moment. I am sleepy and I have to worship tomorrow too.

Kelly: Ok Sita. I'm calling you yes.

Dringgg.......

yes

don't be surprised

I've changed my WhatsApp ringtone after Enggar sniffed me.

"Halo Sita" said Rian.

"Yes Hello Yan" I'm returning from here.

"What else are we doing?"

"Yes this way, waiting for these eyes to close to rest" I replied.

"Oh so. What dinner was that?" ask Rian

"Eating rice with sambal shrimp side dishes" I replied in a ketus tone.

"Oh so. Is it sleeping?"

"Already" I said.

"Oh yes. If there is time we go yuk. Decay your home to my home. I can travel by land" he said with a little laugh.

"Yes, if there's a chance" I said.

"We can create our own opportunity. Especially for this meeting" he replied.

"Yes, I didn't promise" I said.

We called in less than 8 minutes. A bit bored anyway with our conversation that we actually talked about when talking in front of the porch of my house.

Because my voice was heard to the mother who was sleeping, finally my mother woke up. Mama told me to go to sleep and thankfully Rian heard my Mama's voice when she told me to go to sleep. Mama thought Enggar called me.

"Sita, I can sleep, son. It's not good at this hour not sleeping. It was late at night" said mama half-conscious.

"Yes ma" I said.

"Yes to Yan. My mom told me to sleep. Good night" I said.

"iya Sita, good night".

I disconnected the call from her and was about to turn off my phone data.

Ha's? Unanswered call from Enggar was 3 times.

Tittt...tittttt..

There's no answer from him.

I tried calling her WhatsApp many times but there was no answer when her position rang.

I also tried to call her using a regular number call.

I've called him 2 times but still no answer. I'm worried because it's late at night. I also forgot to ask him if he had reached home after dinner. I am really haunted by guilt.

Taitttt.....

"Hm" said from within the call

" Dear, what's wrong with you? Arrived home? I forgot how much you were because of the delicious food.hehhehee" I said spoiledly.

"Yes. It's okay" Enggar said in a sharp tone.

"Well, why? Something is wrong, right? I wrong? Why answer that" I asked.

"So soon, there's no way a bone dong (meaning papa I) is calling right?" ask him to be upset. Really call this hour, he said babbling.

Suddenly I was silent and nervous about what to say.

"I...y.aaaa dear.this, what's his name" I stammered

"Honestly, I'm not angry" Enggar replied asking for my honesty".

"I'm sorry, honey. I called Rian, the son of the seller ulos namboru earlier".

I have not finished speaking yet, Enggar cut off my words.

"That'sit. Don't have to continue. Later I was more upset, more disappointed." Enggar said immediately speechless.

"No, that's dear... Sorry, Sita, baby. Pliss. Sita knows Sita is wrong.. I gave Sita's number to her. Let's convince him to call Sita. Sita's picking up her phone. Sorry I love" said Sita crying whine and out to the terrace of the house.

Enggar just fell silent.

Sita turns off her calls from her regular number and tries to video call with Enggar.

Tittt..

"plissss replied gar" said Sita while crying.

Enggar answered a video call from Sita.

"Dear, I'm sorry. Plisss" said Sita in tears.

" Yesudahlah. It happened too. Again, don't do that, baby. I don't want you to be bullied by another guy. I am sad that you are in close contact with another man" Enggar replied in a sad tone.

Sita wonisss and did not answer Enggar.

"Judah darling. Gausah. I'm sorry. Do not repeat again yes gausah in chat-chat deh it's people. Don't pick up the phone either" Enggar told me to calm me down

"yes" said I, who was still crying.

"dear not cry anymore. Why are you so crying. I'm in the duain" Enggar said.

"Don't in duain loh dear, we just chat normal course, no more" I reassured Enggar.

"yes yes. Yaudah dear ahh. Remove her tears. Very crybaby anyway. You're out here" asked Enggar to look at me".

"Yes dear" I reply.

"Udah. You're in now. It's late tonight, doing it outside on your own. Come in, baby" said Enggar telling me to firmly enter the house".

"It's me going in the house" I replied.

"Judah forgive me for being too childish. Maybe because I was afraid of losing you Ta" Enggar said in a sad tone.

" Yes, baby is okay. I won't repeat" I replied.

"OK deh. We'll rest, baby. I love you. Good night" said Enggar.

"Love you too baby. Night too" I replied a little.

*Flashback*

So when we were in the kebaya shop

Papa called me and happened to ring my old phone ringtone heard by Enggar.

He's laughing at me.

"Jadul very dear song. That's the song of the fathers" he mocked me while laughing. Replace ihh..

I just looked into his eyes sharply while answering the phone from my papa.

"Yes pa, this is Sita again the same mama in the kebaya shop" I replied to papa's question.

As I pick up papa's phone. Enggar always chattered slowly and slowly, so it was not heard by my papa.

Yes bones, Borumu again with this Helamu.

Borumu's bones were chatty times.

What bone does this Sita's sinamot cost?

The green light love bone is just like me.

The bones of the Nadeak clan.

The words above that I remember when he said during my phone call with papa.

He spoke in a soft voice and occasionally approached me.