My love is Fragile

Back to the Field

The next morning, Sita decided to return to Medan.

"I have to go back to the field. My heart has been hurt with this city" said Sita who suddenly cried.

"Jaudah darling. I'll take you to the airport later this afternoon. I'm sorry my mom and dad were so rude to you. I know this is the hardest blow for you. I was wrong to have brought you into this situation" Enggar said, holding my hand.

"One more month I'll see you back in Medan. Here I fought to take the heart of my father and mother. I asked for their blessing so that I could take me back and marry you" Enggar said.

Sita believes that Enggar will fight for her. He could not waste their struggle until he came to this city. How serious they are to fight for their relationship to the marriage stage.

"Yes dear" said Sita.

"Halo ma" said Sita picked up the phone from her mother.

"Where's darling? have you met Enggar's parents? must be good too, right like his son?" said my mother laughed thinly.

"I.iiiiyaaa ma" said Sita who held back her tears so as not to fall and while looking at Enggar.

"Mama and Papa Enggar both ma. They welcomed me warmly. They want our marriage as soon as possible" Sita said dripping tears that had been collected since earlier in her eyes.

Next to me and my mom talking on the phone, Enggar kept his head leaning against the wall. He clenched his hands and spoke to himself.

"Why did this have to happen? Why is it so hard?" he said that he suddenly cried bitterly so as not to be heard by my mother.

"Thankful is. Mama was happy to hear it. So where's mama Enggar? Want to be able to talk for a while with his mother" said Mama curious.

Enggar, who heard my mother's request, snatched my phone.

"Mama hasn't come down from the second floor yet. Enggar later called if my mother had come down" said Enggar holding back his tears.

"Oh yes, son. Yaudah. Have fun there. The happy news is awaited" said Mama laughing.

"Ready call" said Enggar reassured mama.

"Why should you lie?" I said in tears beating his hand that was holding me.

"Plissss sayangggg. I will struggle to ask for my mother's blessing" Enggar hugged me.

"Judehahlah. If we are not fooled, that is okay. I also do not want to damage your relationship with your parents" said Sita crying.

"Don't do that, dear. pliissss. I want to die when you say that. I will fight for you baby. Please be patient" said Enggar who began to cry roaring.

"If they still disagree with our plan. I will still propose to you without their blessing" Enggar assured me.

"No dear... I do not want our household will not be blessed" said Sita.

"I love to do anything but do that. Please understand".

"That's it. We really have to fight. I will be back in the afternoon to Medan. Honey stay here. If God wants to betroth us, you will definitely come back to pick me up" said Sita to calm Enggar who had just cried hugging him.

That afternoon was so dark.. Clouds of fog filled the sky. That state seemed to describe Sita's heart that was currently injured.

Unable to power Enggar to release Sita when driving her to the airport. Her tears kept flowing so hard.

"Darling, I'll pick you up soon. Please be patient. I will ask for the blessing of my parents" said Enggar who continued to cry.

"Yes dear" said Sita.

I have come to bring my loving heart to this city

***I brought completely back my broken heart from this City

I lift up my gaze upon the sky that I hold

Why is my love so fragile?

Why the universe did not visit me

May I ask?

Don't give this kind of pain to another woman?

Let this pain be only I have ever felt

My feet are hard to step

My mouth is not so capable of speaking

Will my steps stop in this City or return to snatch my soul who once stopped in this City***