My love is Fragile

My love is always broken

For two weeks I accompanied Sita in her apartment even I worked from her apartment.

I know how devastated Sita is with that situation. All the plans he and Enggar had prepared for the marriage had to be put back until they had the blessing of Enggar's parents.

Every night Sita cries. He continued to strengthen himself by starting to busy himself with listening to classical music, spending time by reading even he often sports excessively.

He always jogs with a running round that has exceeded his strength. Until sometimes he was very tired and I had to help him get in the car.

Similarly, when he was abandoned by El, Sita back around the park that he had once been to exercise.

One round, two rounds, three rounds Sita was still strong to run but in the fourth round she suddenly stopped and cried.

"Must I endure this pain?

I'm tired of nggar. I'm so tired. I want to give up" said Sita crying but while running slow.

"I have to be strong. I should be able to. It's just a small matter. Enggar and I could face it. I can't be whiny" he said back while running away.

I cried to see Sita who was so devastated to feel the pain of their relationship. I never had the heart to see Sita crying so hard at all times. He is very weak in love.

When the night was late, Sita always prayed and cried in the cry of her prayer that sometimes made me wake up and also cry.

"O Lord, if Enggar is not my soul mate, please give me a broad heart to receive this, give me a sincere heart, give me strength to rise.

If indeed God will unite us, give us your guidance" Sita prayed every night.

He continued to run until the sound of his crying was no longer heard.

"Once again I don't want to take you jogging here. You cry on. Lazy ihhh" said I who tried to joke with him.

Sita clasped my hand tightly while saying that she wanted to talk longer.

"Li.....If time could be turned, I would not put my heart to Enggar. Never mind putting my heart down, I didn't want to see him in this place that time.

I always regretted this meeting. I was too stupid to accept it in my life. I fell in love too easily, which I knew my love would always be broken, my love was fragile" Sita said with teary eyes.

"Every time I walk in this park like there is a new energy that I feel because in this place I meet Enggar. In this place also I threw away my love and regret to El and in this place also I returned to"

"For what? To throw your love away to Enggar?" said Uli cut Sita's statement.

"Fighting for your love. Patience Sit. Give him a chance to fight for it. Enggar. Trust me. He must have picked you up" Uli said.

"What if he doesn't pick me up? What if he chooses his parents? Naturally he would choose his parents Li' said Sita.

"You need to be strong first. How to fight try. You are weak like this. Cengeng continues" said Uli mocking Sita.

"Thank you Li, thank you for always being in my life. Help me to fight. Help me to be strong" Sita assured herself.

"Me and Enggar certainly can" he said running a thin laugh and Uli chased him.