My love is Fragile

Enggar Edited me in front of Mama

"Until in front of the boarding house, you will go straight home, I said with a little force to Enggar".

"Well, why go home. I'd like to meet my future in-laws. How about it, he asked with a laugh".

"You don't macem, Gar. You must not make me a bad person, I said as I returned to pinch him".

"Duhhh. Pain tau Yes said Enggar while stroking his waist that I pinched".

" Yes sorry.kuman just a little I nyubitnya, I said while stroking his waist".

Suddenly he grabbed my hand and stuck my hand to his waist.

"Plissss, don't let go until I take you in front of the boarding house, he said in a tone of asking for help".

I don't know why I'm following that....

- until at kosan--

"Horas said Enggar to greet Mama and Lamhot sitting in front of the inn".

"Horas, said the mother with a little confusion".

"I Enggar Putra Nadeak, said Enggar as he extended his hand to his mother with his body slightly lowered".

"Oh yes. I'm Sita's mom. Sit down, my mother says".

"already ma, he was not hard to sit. He wants to go straight home, he said, glaring at him".

"why go home so fast? just arrived, said my mom".

"Yes, I want to talk" first, replied Enggar".

"Jaudah just sit down, son, do not mind Sita's words. He was so. A little chatty, said the mother as she pulled my hand and gave the chair to Enggar".

I put on a slightly irritated face because mom defended her.

"This is the bandrek, Enggar said as he handed over a black plastic containing the bandrek".

"Oh yes, thank you son, said my mother.

I poured the bandrek into the glass while occasionally glaring at Enggar.

"You're Sita's friend or Sita's boyfriend?, asked Mama while spreading a smile to Enggar".

" i.....

"He's just my friend. Sports friends if in the park, I say in a hurry".

"Sitaaaa.. don't cut off the talk of mama with nak Enggar, said mama".

" I'm sorry ma, but Sita can also answer your questions, I said as I glared back at Enggar".

"Sitaaa.already ahh. Mama wants to talk to your friend, replied Mama".

"So where does Enggar live?, asked the curious mother because Enggar was still wearing his dinner clothes that night".

"I live in Mas Deli's Housing Ma'am, not far from here".

"Not to repeat. My mom lives in Pekanbaru. I live in Medan with Namboru. Before I stayed at the barracks, replied Enggar politely".

"Oh so. Judekah. Must be fine working here. Must be able to boast of parents and family there, mama's talk that night".

"yes, answered Enggar".

The night is getting late...

Mama, Enggar and bang Lamhot kept telling stories and joking jokes while occasionally talking about my childhood. Every mama talked about my childhood, Enggar's laughter was loudest and immediately looked at me with a faint smile.

I interrupted my mother's conversation, Lamhot and Enggar.

"You go home gihhh Gar, I said to him".

"yes, here I go home, replied Enggar".

Suddenly Enggar pulled my mother's hand and said

" Nantulang, I would like to marry a young boy, one day after he finishes his studies. And tonight I ask permission to call home, may I not invite Sita to be my lover, Enggar said while bowing his head".

"Nantalah can't answer that, son. The only one who deserves your love is Sita. Nantulang agreed that Sita was happy, replied the mother while lifting Enggar's body and patting him on the shoulder".

"Thank you for coming back, replied Enggar".

I was silent and speechless to cry that way.I got carried away when Kael used to do that to me.

I'm afraid to start over

I'm afraid that the previous events happened again

Mom hugged me and said

"It's okay if it can't be answered now, said the mother while calming me down".

Mama thinks I don't like Enggar.

"I went home, said Enggar, with my mother's hand".

Enggar looked at me with teary eyes and expectantly as if to code me to answer his statement earlier.

Enggar felt guilty for seeing me sad after he asked my mother for her blessing. In his mind it was so turbulent that Mama thought strangely of him that it made me cry like that. She was afraid that my mother would not approve because of her behavior towards me. Though I was sad not because of that, but because the atmosphere was like taking me to my love story that was painful.

"Let's not come back, I thought".

We went into the house and Lamhot came home.

"I came back, Ta said".

"Hot, be careful, replied Mama".

"Ok call the crew, Lamhot replied as he passed using his motorcycle

(So ever since Enggar called, asked Sita, worried about Sita, he had fallen in love with Enggar. But the trauma that still haunts him when with El, makes him unable to decide what his heart to act like to Enggar who has loved ENGGAR).

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