My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know
98# Statement



“ Ardi... What is the current situation is there progress? “ Tanya Bayu who is currently not far from the river where the search.


After ending the conversation with Panji and Jordan earlier, Bayu is currently participating in the search despite just observing, three days have passed since the loss of Hasby and Vanesa, he said, the rescue team had assumed that the two of them would never have survived if it had been like this, but Ardi and the others, as well as others, they starch, of course, deny this and assume that the two people are still alive despite their great abilities are small.


As with Bayu, he still believes that his adoptive nephew must be somewhere, if rethought, while the search for rescuers was not among those who found objects belonging to Hasby or Vanesa, because they both have a lot of luggage because of the initial intention to go hiking, if one item was not found, it's possible that Hasby and Vanesa weren't washed away by the river.


But still, expect people drifting in the river to be found in a state of survival.it may be a little too high expectation, because judging from other similar events, it is possible, most of the victims will be found dead.


“ Om Bayu... “ Said Ardi as he looked towards the river.


“ Hasby would be safe, right? “ Saying,


From the look of Ardi's eyes, Bayu knew that the young man was in a state of broken heart, how not, a friend who always accompanied him from childhood until now was lost because of yesterday's tragedy, he was certainly very sad and worried. From this incident, he knew that the possibility of Hasby surviving was very small, however, deep in his heart there was still little hope that his friend might still be saved.


“ Insyaallah... God always protects his good and strong servant, so in addition to our efforts to seek them, never forget to leaf at any time so that Allah Swt can lower his will “ Bayu said while patting Ardi's shoulder.


Got a little motivation from Bayu, Ardi's confidence strengthened even though it is not too significant ‘ Yes Allah.. protect my friend, Hasby... ‘ Inner Ardi.


***


“ Vanesa... i.. want to say something to you “ Hasby said.


Still not moving, Hasby and Vanesa sat on a rock enjoying the scenery around, although the time had passed by about half an hour, they did not seem bored with the activity.


“ Yes... why? “


Before speaking, Hasby stayed a little strange at that time, from himself who many times wanted to talk but did not so, until scratching his back neck long enough, for Vanesa who saw this incident was quite astonished, rarely did he see Hasby misbehaving like that, what happened to the man?, he thought.


“ you why? Does anyone disturb your mind? “ Ask Vanesa.


“ E... that, you... em.... “


“ Yes? “


“ You.... em... if you may know, what type of guy your idea is like? “


Silently staring at the man beside him, Vanesa stared with unblinking eyes, although his expression did not change, but in the look in his eyes, Hasby already found out that the woman was quite surprised to hear the conversation.


“ Em... sorry, I'm so talking a little gini? “ Said Hasby trying to take his eyes off and talk.


Long Vanesa kept silent, Hasby just threw away his face because he was embarrassed to say it, what is this? Although only asking the ideal type of guy what Vanesa likes, but why until this shy he discussed it, instead of himself was not too hesitant to talk about each other's privacy with Vanesa, he said, but if discussing this, somehow Hasby felt he had to mentally prepare and compile words to start the conversation.


“ Haha.. hahaha.


Laughter along hard as Hasby tried to throw away the face of Vanesa, the woman laughed quite hard after a long silence staring at Hasby, what's with her?, what question Hasby was quite funny?.


“ You why laugh? “ ask Hasby wonder plus shame.


“ No papa, I'm funny... Why are you suddenly asking for such a thing? “


“ Hm... “


Turning his face, Hasby spoke while turning his brain so as not to look silly in the eyes of Vanesa “ Yes. I want to ask, before you like your ex whose name is......”.


“ Syam? “ Vanesa Saying.


“ Yes, he... You used to like him because what the hell?”


“ You just want to know or want to know? “


When Vanesa said that sentence, Hasby was a bit in a dilemma in answering, in his heart he was very curious about the reason why Vanesa liked men like Sham, but if He revealed his heart, he said, it is possible that he will be considered kepo and want to know others.


“ Yes... I'm up to you, want a good story, neither papa kok... afraid you are not comfortable “.


“ Hm... If that's all it doesn't matter, so you want to keep hearing my story? “


“ Can be really “


~


Starting with Vanesa who is still sitting in High School, he told me that if he met Syam for the first time accidentally, the intention of the house he wanted to buy a box of desert for his mother, he wanted to buy a box of desert for his mother, although not often hang out with friends, but at that time, Vanesa was at the stage of being fun playing out.


Right after he bought the desert, there was heavy rain that made him shelter in a cafe. Although he could still go home with the rain because of the car, but Vanesa chose to stop for a moment, accompanied by a cup of warm drinks and a plate of snacks, he looked at the rain and occasionally chatted with the driver.


As time went on, the rain did not stop, at that time Vanesa intended to go home after he went to the toilet for a while, while he went deeper into the cafe, the driver chose to wait in the car.


It did not take long for him to get out of the building, it only took 5 minutes, Vanesa ran small to the car to not wet his clothes too much, considering the rain was still quite heavy, Vanesa ran, but out of nowhere, someone hit Vanesa hard enough to get himself into a puddle.


At that time everything that happened started from there, the person who hit Vanesa at that time was Sham, probably because his face was handsome and accompanied by his sweet smile, Vanesa fell in love at first sight, probably because his face was handsome and accompanied by his sweet smile, Vanesa fell in love at first sight, until in the end these two people exchanged numbers, close and then made up.


~


“ So... in conclusion he is your first love or not? “ asks Hasby in the middle of Vanesa's story.


“ Em... for first love.. I guess it's not, because before him, I once dated several men “.


“ Keep, you can like her because what? “


Not directly talking, Vanesa seemed to think of something before answering the question “ Hm.. I think I like it because he is a bit handsome, especially he quite money “.


Just being able to sigh slowly, Hasby did not expect that Vanessa's sincere love was started with a look at the look of the face of Sham which according to her was quite decent, at first she thought, he thought, that, Vanesa fell in love with the man because there was a special circumstances, such as in films where the male character saved the female character from criminals who impressed and fell in love, for example, not if the rethinking of love at first sight of Vanesa is quite realistic, fixated only on the form and throne, although not the real throne.


“ Not really.. At that time I was just blind, do not know which guy is good or not “.


“ Ouh... So that's it? “


“ Yes, what if you? “ asked Vanesa while propping up the chin with his hands.


“ Aha... If I don't have the type I have to believe in gini or something... “


“ Lah? So if you like people see from what? “


Before answering Vanesa, Hasby smiled in a knot followed by his gaze looking up at the sky, explaining that liking someone does not need to be fixated on the type we like. For example, the incident of Vanesa as an example, seeing from the character of Vanesa, Hasby knew that Vanesa liked a man who was considerate and not possessive, because did he know about it?, back to before, again, when Vanesa had told Hasby about Sham who often prevented him to do many things and forced his own will to be obeyed by Vanesa.


“ How can you know gini anyway?, like experienced people only..”.


“ Weis... provided you know yes, I can be said prince and the ladies know “ he said with a smug smile.


“ What?! Prince?... prince toad is better than you “ Vanesa said with a loud laugh.


“ Hey... Yes the frog prince bagusan si? “


“ More precisely prince sleeping “ continued Vanesa with his laugh.


“ Prince sleeping? Where there is.. there is it.. the princess sleep ngaco “.


While clashing with laughter that accompanied the conversation, Hasby and Vanesa chatted for a long time from there, starting when the conversation continued to the story and what film was liked until the favorite food, which was the most popular, what clothes and what habits they often do when ordinary days or holidays. Although it sounds like ordinary talk, but if done with a special person in our opinion, the conversation that began as just an ordinary story becomes very fun and memorable.


“ Hehe... do not feel yes.day already afternoon aja “ Hasby said that saw the sun has started to fall to the west.


“ Yes you know, we go back aja yuk, later kemaleman on the road again..”


According to Vanesa's words, Hasby got up from his seat to go to the cave where he was resting, but before Vanesa stepped foot, something was holding his hand which turned out to be Hasby's. Somewhat surprisingly, what was with this man?, before he had never held Vanesa's hand without any apparent cause.


“ Why Hasby? “ asked Vanesa amid his confusion.


“ Me... Can you say something to you? “


“ by aja, about? “


Not answering Vanesa, Hasby tightened his grip on the hand connected to Vanesa, from the man's expression, it seemed that he was a little difficult to express his words. “ Hasby, is there something that bothers your mind? “ Ask Vanesa who is directly facing the man.


“ Vanesa... I beg you, after I say kayak gini, you don't hate me, ok? “ Say Hasby with eyes that glare.


“ You why Hasby, did I make a mistake with you? Is there something that makes you anxious?, if I am wrong, I will not be angry anyway, what else hates you... “


“ For now.. might not be a good time to talk about this, but I think, what I want to get the same you will never deliver “


“ Come on Hasby, we still have a lot of time, we just need to wait for the dateng rescue team, that's why we can abisin time together with the others as well, so you're fine... I'll try to always be there beside you “


For some reason, Hasby felt that the plot of the speaker was getting further from the plot that he composed, should Vanesa be calm and not even encourage him if he was not alone.


“ Vanesa... I'm not thinking fainter about it “.


“ Hah? Continues to? “


Vanesa fell silent, confused, if not afraid of what he was thinking at the moment, then what talk Hasby would discuss to the point of fear making him hate the man.


“ So gini Van... “


Hasby let out a short sigh before continuing the talk. “ I may not deserve to say kayak gini, but if you know, this is not a joke or joke. I am serious, through my heart the deepest, but... Me, I like you Vanesa..”


“ I like you..”


“ More than anything, I like you Vanesa... “


The words uttered from Hasby's mouth made Vanesa silent while staring at him, with mixed feelings, Hasby had expected this to happen, as he was, considering the next incident Vanesa will laugh out loud to assume all this is just a joke that has passed, or vice versa, Vanesa may be shocked and away from him, he said, hasby should not have feelings for the woman while still in contract marriage.


“ I know that you are shocked by my statement, and you may hate me after this.. But for sure, I love you Van, more than that. i_.”.


Hug


“ Uh? “


Without cue or cue, Hasby was surprised not to see the events that happened in front of his eyes, Vanesa hugged him?! Not in a state of crying or fear, but the woman hugged him with a smiling face.


“ Hasby... you know?, I wait for you to say this Hasby... I am very fond of it, very cool, even so much fun.... I want to cry nangis ngedenger you like me”. Vanesa said while crying happily.


Never once thought, Hasby was stunned because she did not expect that Vanesa could be said to be happy when she heard the statement of love for him, although it seemed sudden, but what happened today was the most valuable event for her. While returning Vanesa's embrace, Hasby felt grateful that the person she loved returned the love, this is a gift from the almighty.


On Vanesa's side, when Hasby first said a love statement to her, her heart was so shocked, He once thought that Hasby might not like him because of Vanesa's bad personality and chatter, but heard the man speak ‘ I like you’ up to three times, he said, vanesa's delight was unstoppable and immediately hugged Hasby with a loud cry.


“ Thanks Vanesa... thanks for liking me... “


“ Me too... Thanks for first realizing your feelings, Hasby “


Sorry yes gaes if the up is late plus the contents of this chapter is not as much as the next chapter, but God willing, in the future I will be diligent up date deh.


Hopefully, keep the spirit of following this story, meet in the next chapter...