My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

22# Both in the room

while rubbing Hasby's head, Vanesa felt that the hair she touched was very soft, usually a slightly coarse-textured man's hair and thick strands, but different things with Hasby's hair that he holds now, not only soft, Hasby's hair is also shiny black and slightly thinner than men's hair in general.

' Hair is soft as well.it is softer than cave hair...'.

when Vanesa felt that he had observed Hasby's head, he intended to pull himself up, but when he saw Hasby's red face in front of him, he immediately fell silent without saying anything.

same thing with Hasby who just silently looked at Vanesa's face, both of them had their own thoughts, if Hasby felt awkward because the distance between the two of them was too close, different things with Vanessa who was stunned to see the cute face of Hasby red.

" uhuk...uhuk...uhuk...ekhkm...oh, dad's throat why gatel ya ma'am?..." jordan's coughing made Vanesa and Hasby wake up and immediately distanced themselves from each other.

" Dad..cough her melanin dong.kan disturb the moment of people.." said Zihan with a tone like a person who was mocking.

" I'm sorry ma'am..ayah accidentally." said Jordan who now wears a ignorant smile.

after that incident, Vanesa and Hasby are now silent one thousand languages, there is no conversation between them, instead away from each other because they feel the atmosphere of silence will continue to run, he said, Zihan and Jordan then took Hasby to the hospital.

Hasby was treated in the VIP room that Jordan ordered, while cleaning the wound, only the nurse did that, because the doctor that Jordan asked to treat Hasby had not come, and still on the way.

" Mister..juka mr. Hasby is not papa.but I do not know the cause of his headache.so please wait for the doctor who checked.." said the nurse to Jordan who had cleaned Hasby's wound.

" Yes.I will wait.thank you.." said Jordan.

" I beg you to say goodbye, Mr.. madam..muse me.." said the Sister as she stepped out of the room.

when the sister was out, Jordan, Zihan and Vanesa approached Hasby who was lying on a mattress with a bandage-wrapped head, a hose attached to her hand, and there is a little bandage also in other parts such as in the hands, neck and other parts.

" Hasby...does your head still hurt?" asked Zihan who was next to Hasby.

" It's getting better now, ma'am." said Hasby.

" Thank God..."

Zihan and Jordan continued to question Hasby about her condition, occasionally asking about how she got hurt, Hasby only replied briefly that he was not too focused on facing the opponent and was hit while he was off guard, not telling the true incident that the cause of his hit was protecting Vanesa, who was not involved in the attack, he didn't want to make Vanesa feel guilty about him.

unlike the thought of Hasby who thought when hiding the truth about the incident would make Vanesa not feel guilty, instead Vanesa actually felt very guilty, he thought perhaps Hasby's purpose was to hide the truth so that he would not be blamed, thus making up a story that was very different from reality.

the time had shown at 7pm, and at that time Zihan and Jordan went home, they also did not want to leave, but because of the insistence of Hasby so that they were not exhausted, he said, Zihan and Jordan left the room.

unlike Vanesa, he was still in the room this time, his goal was just to accompany Hasby so that he was not alone, even though Hasby had said no need to Vanesa, he said, but he urged Hasby to obey his will.

" Hasby..lo head...do you still get sick?" asked Vanesa when there lived the two of them.

" yes, a little..."

" Want an incandescent cave?.." said Vanesa

" hm..if you don't mind me___...." Not yet Hasby finished his words, Vanesa immediately approached Hasby and began to massage his head, although at first shocked, because Vanesa did this all of a sudden, but over time he began to feel comfortable by the massage from Vanesa, so delicious, he closed his eyes, and occasionally Hasby also opened his eyes also because he wanted to see the face of Vanesa.

' it turns out that she has a good side as well.. and..why does the cave feel she is getting beautiful?...'.

the longer Hasby watched Vanesa's face, the more beautiful Hasby judged about him, the first time he met Vanesa, his attitude was very different from Vanesa who was now in front of him. Vanesa in Hasby's eyes when he first met was a beautiful woman who was ugly and fierce, bossy and disrespectful, but Vanesa who was now in front of him was very gentle and considerate, although impressed cold because Vanesa never looks smiling.

" Hasby.." said Vanesa.

vanesa's words now made Hasby sober. " Eh.iya miss.." said Hasby.

" Why look at the cave mulu..."

" huh? i...em, I was..ngapain ya?..." Hasby's speech now flutter, he also did not understand what reason to look at Vanesa's face and feel embarrassed to admit it.

" do not have to be answered." said Vanesa.

" yes, miss..." .

after the incident, the atmosphere in the room became quiet, there were no conversations or voices from Vanesa and Hasby, about 5 minutes of silence filled the room now Vanesa intends to talk about something, but...

" Cave___.....". " I___...."

say them simultaneously

" Lo___....". " Miss__...."

they continued to talk simultaneously, and were always silent after speaking, so this time Vanesa started the conversation first.

" I'm sorry.". Vanesa's words that he just issued earlier made Hasby raise his eyebrows, although his voice seemed to mumble, but still sound clear because the room is currently quiet.

" Why is the lady apologizing?.." said the bewildered Hasby.

" yes..gua apologized.the cause of lo kayak gini for protecting the cave from the blows of that time, if you do not stay up, maybe the cave will be injured..." vanesa said, looking down.

" Miss doesn't have to apologize.it's my responsibility to protect miss.and I'm currently doing well." Hasby said.

hasby's words now calm Vanesa, from the beginning he felt very guilty about Hasby, and was gathering the courage to apologize to him.

" Yes.and so..thank you for protecting the cave." said Vanesa with a smile even though not too wide.

vanesa's smile made Hasby peck for a moment, he had only first seen the woman in front of him smile, even when Vanesa was not smiling was beautiful, but if his face was decorated with a smile, not just beautiful, but also graceful and soothing.

realizing Hasby was now sculpting, Vanesa waved his hand in front of Hasby's face.

" Hasper...Hasby...lo why bengong mulu from earlier...what is your head hurt again?.." he said.

hasby's consciousness is now back because of the wave of Vanesa's hand in front of him, at that moment his face immediately reddened, he also does not know why he always looked at Vanesa without blinking.

"...huh? em..me...___..."

hasby's current treatment made Vanesa smile and want to pinch Hasby's cute face flushed red, inexplicably his heart felt happy at this moment. In the previous days he was always accompanied by loneliness, no friends chatting in the real world, there were only friends chat on social media, it was not necessarily a good person or not, but Vanesa just vent his boredom on social media.

but this time it was different, chatting with other people in the real world was very pleasant for Vanesa, even though at that time their conversation had included unpleasant conversations, but when seeing Hasby's behavior that is like a misbehavior, it makes Vanesa feel warm and comfortable.