My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

37# Nightmares

Nafsah was now sitting with her hands covering part of her face, her thoughts this time centered on one person, who else if not her brother.

some time ago after he met Rafa, they rushed to the room where Hasby was in. When they get there, they find Hasby's condition looks chaotic, the hand he keeps on putting on the head that hopes to reduce pain, a body that is wet because it is filled with sweat, a face that had turned white like no blood was flowing, as well as the moaning sound that came out of Hasby's mouth, showed how miserable she was.

about 20 minutes Nafsah waited outside accompanied by silence and worry, Rafa came out with a face that looked a little relieved.

" Brother Rafa..gimana? hasby's brother doesn't papa, right? " said Nafsah who immediately approached her after seeing Rafa.

" now he has no papa and again sleep, but, in the future I do not know..after checking, Hasby's disease was already in stage 3..."

hearing Rafa's explanation, Nafsah was a little depressed and the worry she experienced some time ago now increased.Tears that she had been able to withstand since then can not be weaved anymore. Nafsah then ran into the room and stopped right next to her sleeping brother's bed.

He looked at Hasby with a glaring gaze and tears that continued to flow but did not make a sound, his chest hurt when he saw the family he loved so much lying on the bed.

" Nafsah.. I'm sorry I couldn't do the best for Hasby.." said Rafa who is now behind Nafsah.

" You must not blame yourself.So Hasby seems to have been God's destiny, we can do nothing.All we can do is try, make the best of it.." nafsah said as she wiped her tears.

now that Nafsah thought, crying like that was of no use to him, it would not change that Hasby would be healed or not, all he had to do now was keep fighting , he struggled so that he could immediately understand medical science and participate in the surgical removal of Hasby's tumor so that he could recover.

" Now I can't do anything, but in the future I will be determined to heal my sister...and of course I will also ask Rafa for help to participate in the operation, Hasby... "

" You calm down, Nafsah.I will fight to heal Hasby as well." said Rafa.

***

Hasby opened her eyes slowly, there was a slight pain she felt in her head as she was about to awaken her body, the first thing she did was to look for the whereabouts of Nafsah.

as he recalled, last night when he was chatting with Nafsah, suddenly his head hurt like a needle and of course after that he did not remember what happened at that time. Hasby was able to calm down after seeing her sister still sleeping on the sofa with a blanket wrapped around her.

actually he was quite curious about the incident that he did not remember yesterday, where when his disease relapsed even in the day, at that time it was also not impossible that Nafdah would be worried, but... before Hasby thought any further, he heard the sound of people muttering, the louder the murmur.

Hasby looked around closely, and found something after she looked towards Nafsah who was on the sofa. Apparently, the muttering sound came from Nafsah himself, and it seems that judging from the appearance of a face that is not good when sleeping, he may be having nightmares.

"Hm?.What is Nafsah's nightmare? how does Ngigo?. "said Hasby slowly.

not long after he said so, something happened to Nafsah, he shouted while calling Hasby even though his screams were not too snapped, but were clearly heard by Hasby.

" Sister.no, not brother." said Nafsah.

worried, Hasby got up from her bed, but just as she was walking a few steps, she had a stabbing pain in her head. Almost lost his balance, but he acted quickly by holding the imfusan stick tightly as a crutch.

not until there, Nafsah is now screaming louder, even this time accompanied by crying, the sick woman that Hasby feels has not disappeared, but this time, he kept walking towards the sofa that Nafsah was sitting on with staggering walking conditions.

" Nafsah!, you why?. wake up Naf... "said Hasby who is now beside Nafsah while shaking his body, it took several times Hasby to shake Nafsah's body so that he woke up, Nafsah said, so when Hasby did this the third time, Nafsah finally woke up.

" Allahamdulillah... Nafsah, fortunately you woke up...What dream do you have anyway... "

still in a lying position, Nafsah's gaze now felt empty, silent for quite a while before looking to the side where in that direction Hasby the kneeling saw it.

" Nafsah... You don't papa right?.. "say Hasby.

while observing the silent Nafsah, he was surprised by his sister who suddenly hugged him and afterwards cried bitterly.

Hasby, who saw this, was confused and worried, and he never saw Nafsah cry this hard.

" Nafsah... You why cry?, tell your sister if there is anything... ".

Although Hasby had repeatedly asked him, Nafsah still cried bitterly in Hasby's arms, until - until the clothes he was wearing were almost mostly wet because of Nafsah's tears.

' actually Nafsah why?.. is it because of the nightmare?,...'.

" Nafsah.you calm down for a while, keep telling me the same story.."

" Sister. sister. hisk.. I am afraid." said Nafsah sobbing.

" You are afraid why?.ayo the same story brother... "

" I was a dream. hiks.. dream that you stay with me. huuu. erg... continue..I was alone at that time.

Hearing Nafsah's words earlier, Hasby gasped a little, I don't know what she was feeling right now, but it felt like there was a bad feeling in her chest, feeling tight and a little scared.

" No papa Nafsah... "

" I'm still afraid, brother, how about. if... huu....." Nafsah did not finish her words and instead cried even louder.

Hasby then began to talk again to Nafsah that he absolutely would not abandon her, to the extent that he promised to bring his own name to Nafsah.

" I believe in you. That brother will not leave me. But, I am afraid of the time that brother makes me die... ".

" Yes... I also know, but you believe not the same me?.. even though this sister's disease is malignant..but because I have to take care of you... I will keep fighting for life ... menggeliat you are happy.geliat you continue to have children, and maybe until you have grandchildren, said Hasby.

" Yes, although I had to be sick for that long" he continued.

Hasby is now a little worried and afraid, you could say his life does not last long, maybe he will die in his 40s, but he is still thinking positively at the moment and fighting against his illness. Maybe therapy is not very effective for the cure of his disease, but he hopes to live longer, and see the happiness of his sister.

Nafsah was still shedding tears from earlier, and it signified that the dream she had experienced some time ago was very scary for her, moreover the dream was related to Hasby.

" Nafsah..already, you do not cry anymore dong..it is just a dream and not reality, besides the dream is just a flower of sleep... ". his word.

" Yes.but hiks, I'm still scared... "

" Mending you pray first, abis nightmare like gini if directly pray the heart must be calm... ".

" But you will be alone..Why what?... "

" You don't know my sister... ".

" Us... no but-but, come on cepetan there..the longer the delay a little later nambah loh..... now what time have you tried?.." said Hasby.

" Yaudah..I pray first, but if there is anything directly call yes." said Nafsah.

" But I don't know batrai.

After calming down for a moment, Nafsah went out to perform the morning prayer, while for Hasby, she was still sitting on the sofa before holding her head back which was painful.

'Assatagfirullah... '

it took a few minutes for the pain that Hasby was experiencing to go away, but after her, she felt relieved because her pain was not too long as she normally relapsed. Hasby then went on to intend to pray at dawn after his daily feels better, although at a glance. sometimes there is a subsequent pain that he felt when performing his prayer.

***

at 06:00, is the time for some people to start their activities, in contrast to a girl who is lying on a mattress in this room, he looks very enjoy his sleep, even in a state of sleep, he looks very happy, this woman's face never tarnished her beauty, even adding to the impression of cute, and who else this most beautiful girl if not Vanesa, young lady of the Lits family.

I don't know what made him sleep well, which is for sure maybe he was feeling tired, considering the events of a few days ago, when he was almost kidnapped and saw a bloody fight, he said, as well as listening directly that his father and mother had betrothed him to Hasby, while the man was Hanua a driver at his residence. Indeed, this news is hard enough for him to accept, but how else?, if he refused this matchmaking, surely the man he loved so much will be affected, he said, and he had to accept it.

one of the most severe conditions of Vanesa's parents besides being in a match with Hasby, which is to stay in his house after their engagement, this was only conveyed by Zihan and Jordan last night, he said, initially Vanesa refused firmly this request, but was persuaded by Sri so that he would accept that he would stay at his fiancee's house.

when Vanesa was still enjoying his sleep, suddenly there was a knock on the door accompanied by the voice of a middle-aged woman.

" Miss Vanesa.. wake up non, already again.". said the person known as Sri.

several times Sri knocked on the door and called out Vanesa's name, and finally the girl woke up from her bed.

" Hm.bu Sri, I am still sleepy.. later aja wakeinnya." said Vanesa who is still sleepy.

" Don't miss, now we want to look at Hasby's son.Miss has to wake up.later sir will be angry...."

" Yes, yes. I will be ready..."

" Yes already.bu Sri wait in sinj yes non... "

" hm... "

***

" Sister. there is a message from brother Ardi. ", said Nafsah thrust his phone at Hasby.

" What? "

" You read it... "

Hasby then looked at the message column on Nafsah's phone, and it was written that it was from Ardi.

" Nafsah.please tell Hasby that there is a lecturer assignment, the three of us do not know about the material, so please do the same job Hasby yes... this is not polite because tell the sick .. but, we are forced, please yes.." (writing on Nafsah's phone).

after reading the message, Hasby took a rough breath while stroking her hair slowly. Seeing Hasby's reaction, Nafsah asked out of curiosity.

" Why sis?.. Is there a problem?... "

" Your boyfriend is sick too.", but still makes me dizzy, where I have to do the job from the lecturer again.

" It's good.who's her boyfriend, don't just accuse her of being the guy... " Nafsah pouting.

" But you really like him?... ".

Nafsah did not answer but turned her face away from Hasby, this proved that she liked Ardi, her best friend.

" That's what I said... "

" Ih. big brother, you're bawling... "

" Where am I from nyebelin?, which is clear I do not bother tau.."." said Hasby confidently.

" huh? ngangenin? ngangenin who?it's obvious that girls are..."

" mm? do you know where a girl misses me?... "

" Are you senile or what the hell? sister is popular.campus girls are certainly kangen same you, already three days you do not go to college... "

the words of Nafsah are true, Hasby is a famous person on campus, it is not impossible that his absence on campus will make college uproar.

" Yes too... eh? I didn't go to college, so what did you do? you didn't come in today?... "

" I asked Zyan to ask permission from the lecturer.."

"oh thank God that's it... "

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