My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

41# Trauma Late

Hasby explained to Nafsah the reason she did not want to be in a relationship with Savira, because her closeness as a friend had become a daily habit of Hasby.

The name of the courtship will certainly eventually break up, if where the relationship Hasby and Savira are fragile, the most he fears is when their breakup will affect the bonds of friendship that they have long been together, the relationship they have been in, after all, up to this point Hasby had no feelings for Savira, and only considered her nothing more than a best friend.

" I know that he has liked his brother since Junior High, but at that time he just liked it, but the more he came... I also have more drama, you want the time of the incident on campus?. ", said Hasby.

" Which one? "

" When you were in the class, make love medicine...?. instead of you there?... "

" Oh.. that one, yes I still want." said Nafsah.

" I actually know what that means, but I'm pretending to be a beloon... "

given the incident when Savira said the words that she was ready to accompany Hasby for life, there was also a bit of a strange feeling that concerned Hasby's mind .

In this world there is not only one man, there may be many better people out there than him, but why does Savira feel not to turn away?, as Hasby knows, Savira is an impatient person, he will never be able to wait for something if it is too long, but strange... Savira could endure such feelings for so long and had to wait for Hasby's answer without certainty.

" Wah.. I turned out to know that the brother is sensitive, at first I did not expect it, but ngedenger your explanation.

" You don't know anyway.kan Junior High I'm a 'prince of love', about the courtship like that. huh.. superficial.."." he said with confidence.

yes, although Hasby currently seems to avoid women, but know that while still sitting on the bench of Junior High, he is a famous playboy, it is natural that he has many lovers, because of his talent and face, it is not difficult for him to get it, plus it is not only his classmates who like it, but also his friends, but even the upperclassmen are not uncommon if they reveal their hearts to Hasby.

At that time he was still not familiar in what the meaning of the word love, arguably still the stage of love monkey, namely his love of adolescence. But after he graduated from Junior High, Hasby is no longer the playboy she used to be, because she experienced an event that traumatized him with the story of romance.

" Halah.., that was the time of Junior High, now you are already avoiding the crowd of bees tau, yes. although you are not too cold, even seem friendly loh." said Nafsah.

" Impressed friendly what is Nafsah?...... "

" Friendly anyway.id see the way you avoid them, most people who many fans will be indifferent, continue to be uncomfortable if the like the fans were cunning, but you, you are, hm..ya.ya arguably good, because the time avoid from the crowd, you use the ethics that mother taughtin." said Nafsah.

" if it were. I wouldn't have forgotten the same advice... ".

Hearing the words of Nafsah earlier, Hasby is now reminded again of the message of his deceased mother, he once advised him and Nafsah that we should not hurt someone even more if women.

the mother said 'If suppose you both want to avoid the crowd, use the adab that mother taught, never fade a smile and never say loud and rude, especially if talking to women, never say to women, because women have more fragile hearts than men '.

Although it was only a few timesamat, the message taught by his mother he would never forget, it was also true for Nafsah, both of whom were now thinking, the things their parents said were very useful for both of them for now.

" Sister.I want to ask you " said Nafsah.

" What do you want? "

" You've never said, you're shunning a girl because of the trauma of SD time, when there are girls your age who push your sister until your hand is sprained right?. "ask her.

" Hm... Yes really, why? "

" Yes you why the trauma now?! ... "

" Em.. he meant" asked Hasby who was confused.

" Sister... You don't feel it anyway? your time now ngejauhin girls because of SD trauma while your Junior High School time is a playboy. Your trauma is strange know.." said Nafsah.

in retrospect what Nafsah said, Hasby also became confused when he thought about it, why he traumatized late when he had entered a higher level of learning while at Junior High he was not aware of the trauma.

" Yes too... Why am I traumatized behind the gini?... "

" Huh..basal brother, late to know the trauma... but undaunted, is it possible...there are other events that besides SD time that make you traumatized? ".

Nafsah and Hasby were silent to each other, both having their own thoughts at this time, but it was not long ago that Hasby chose to end his activities.

" Udah ah, dizzy I thought, mending now we rush up, aar they suspect we later below. "said Hasby while carrying a few packets of snacks.

" Hm. Yes also ".

before returning to the second floor, did not forget Hasby also told Nafsah to shut up when asked by his three friends, he advised that he would answer all three of their questions.

" Oh yeah, you don't bring drinks? " ask Hasby who turned to face Nafsah.

" Make? "

" Yes nyemil time no drink anyway.had cepetan sono take... ".

" Yes, yeah... ".

After Nafsah took the water, they both began to move to the second floor, Nafsah also had time to ask Hasby about what he thinks about Vanesa as a whole. According to Hasby's assessment, Vanesa was actually a woman who had a perfect physique, and there was a soft nature hidden in her, but somehow her tenderness felt covered by something, she said, the reason Hasby said that was because he felt himself the softness of Vanesa behind his attitude.

precisely when he was still in the hospital, at that time there was only Vanesa who was there besides himself, because he saw Hasby who was in pain even though not too revealing, he said, Vanesa offered to massage Hasby's head to make himself feel better, indicating that he still had sympathy.

" Is this your judgment or feeling?. "ask Nafsah.

" Yes assessment lah.lagain you have my opinion about him right? "

" Yes, too, but what do you think of Miss Vanesa? "

" Where are you?. I'm not sure either, but___..... ".

" AAAAARGH!!!!!!....."

before Hasby could finish her speech, a screaming voice came from the top floor that was known to belong to Savira, Ardi, and Firdan. Panicking, Nafsah and Hasby accelerate their steps towards the second floor.

Arriving there, they discover that Ardi, Savira and Firdan, are in a position to embrace each other.

" What's up? why are you yelling?. "ask Hasby who just arrived.

" I. that, we saw the serem on tv. "Said Savira who still half covered her eyes and the other hand embrace Firdan's neck.

" Geez.I guess what, your voice is so loud know, I was shocked by the horror" said Nafsah put a tray of five glasses filled with drinking water, and he said, and a teapot containing drinks as well.

" You have no work, I guess there is something" said Hasby who sat down after putting the food tray.

" That you know what it feels like, we are also worried about how you screamed earlier, what are you surprised about?.. " Say Ardi who released his hand from Firdan's sleeve.

" Yes, you know what it feels like now, " continued Savira.

" Sav... Savira. "this time it was Firdan who spoke.

" Paan?!. The cave again says Hasby, you don't bother "

" Yes but. lo do not nyek cave also times, keep your chest very rot woy!, although lo it's a friend of the cave, but the cave is also a normal man." said Firdan.

" Kyaaa!!!. pervert lo Firdan!!! ".

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gaess....