My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

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In a room, there was a man sitting on the sofa not far from the window, hugging his knees, the man muttered in fear with a straight forward view. Beside the man, there was a man who had tried to calm him, but the result was nil, the man who was sitting as if he did not hear the words of the man who was beside him.

“ Young master Syam... believe me, you will not be caught, I have tried to silence the man's mouth, as long as his wife is in our hands, he will never open his voice... please calm down... “ Said the man known as Daniel, his assistant Sham.

Besides not listening to the words of Daniel, Syam who is currently frustrated, continues to think about what will happen if Jordan finds out that the accident that happened to Hasby and Vanesa at that time was caused by him. Not only was he afraid of Jordan, Syam even thought his father would be furious if he only knew the facts.

Although it is known that Sham is a typical troubled person, but know that this man is a coward of all cowards, the proof as it is now, does not dare to take responsibility to admit mistakes, he said, he even ordered Daniel to threaten his man the other day with the guarantee of his wife's life which was a bet, if logically thought, had he not made several evil deeds?, he did not do so?, calculated from the intention to commit murder despite jokes, then kidnap someone to threaten his family for his own benefit, it is a heinous act committed simultaneously.

“ Daniel... If the man seems to open his mouth, kill him! “

“ What?! “

Surprised to hear the words of Sham, Daniel did not expect that his young master would think that far, killing someone? It was a serious criminal act. “ Young master, for the business of killing people, I apologize. I still have the mind, if for example we are found out, our punishment will be even heavier “ said Daniel.

“ Lu?! How dare you defy your own orders, do you now want to be a traitor and report to the police?! “

‘ Hah? It's not very clear this guy... ' Inner Daniel.

Trying to convince Syam that he was still on his side, Daniel asked this man to calm down and start explaining what he should do in the future. From starting to plan to escape to another city and eliminate traces to be undetected, although they do not know whether the Vanesa family already know or not the mastermind of this incident.

“ Anyway, Daniel... think of ways so that we do not stare, do not miss the cave..” Syam.

Ended by the words of his young master, Daniel walked out of the room down the spacious hallway. There, not far from one of the standing pillars, appeared a person with a flat face approaching him.

“ How? Did the man open his mouth in front of Mr. Jordan's men? “ Ask Daniel to the man.

“ Fortunately, maybe he still loves his family, so he does not talk at all, plus there is information that I think is quite important “

“ on what? “

“ If not mistaken, one of my colleagues said that he squirms the lotus logo on the group that is a paid person Mr. Sham, seen at a glance like an ordinary logo, but according to informants in our organization, he said, the lotus logo belongs to the company Syah “ Said the Man.

Frowning to the point of making a bad expression, Daniel massaged his forehead as he did not expect that this thing his young master did could have a negative impact on his father as well, it was known... people who can make the company move shah is a person who should not be nosy, considering their strength exceeds the strength of his father Sham, Daniel is worried that something bad will happen to his family his master.

“ Continue... do they do everything to snore information from the paid sir? “

“ They didn't act that far, but I was worried..”.

“ About? “

“ Still uncertain, but maybe in the future, I have an opinion that the percentage of masters can run very minimal.”.

No longer speaking and only answered with a heavy sigh, Daniel told the man to leave, though there was never any intention of betraying, but this time he could not hide his regret that had been harbored. Daniel asked himself why his great master had such a son as Sham, when in his view all this time, the great master is a wise man despite being stubborn and sometimes taking inappropriate decisions, even his late mother is also a generous person, but what the hell is this?!, he said?!, why is there not one of his father's good qualities attached to the self of Sham?, considering the two will have the same blood relationship.

“ Huf...hah... Sir, sorry I yes..” murmured Daniel rubbed his face rough.

***

“ What the fuck?! ”

Although not too loud, Panji and Bayu can feel that the tone of Nafsah's speech slightly raised, accompanied by clenched hands and hunting breath, adding to the premonition that they had suspected to be strong. Right now, after Bayu had invited Nafsah to talk about something a moment ago, now, at 2pm, right after they had been chatting for an entire hour, now Nafsah had information that he could never have imagined.

What is this talk about?, Nafsah and Hasby are part of the Shah's family?, Jordan is not the original owner of Nur's company?, Their parents are suffering because of his best friend?, once again, the, what the fuck is all this?!, Nafsah still can not capture perfectly, is this a real thing or just nonsense?, but if you think about it again, if you think about it, if this joke goes beyond the limit.

“ Om Bayu... “ Say Nafsah after being silent for a while.

Not answering or responding, Bayu who had been telling the story was now silent while holding his hand tightly.

“ Once again, I want mastiin... What the same talk Om and Pak Panji was boongan right?, you guys do not joke, brother Hasby now have not met, when you guys say nonsense like that?, he... how could this honorable Panji sir be our uncle, would you like to mess with me? “ Said Nafsah laughing with an expression of disbelief.

Still not answering Nafsah, Bayu just kept silent without talking or moving his limbs in the slightest, instead, now Panji who was next to him also opened his voice.

“ Nafsah.. uncle apologizes to you as much as Hasby, yes.uncle knows uncle is wrong, but with your situation at that time, but with your situation, the condition does not allow us to tell you..” Panji explained.

Not responding to Panji's explanation well, Nafsah again asked a question that could be said to express his frustration so far.

" You know not what is said the same ka Hasby?, if from the beginning the same uncle om Bayu said that pa Panji is the brother of the late Mother, maybe even sister Hasby did not suffer too much, he said, try you think, when Junior High, we lost the Father who made Mother have to bash the bones to make a living for her two children, not to mention that Mother at that time had the same disease like Mr. Hasby, who was born, after the mother died, there was only Hasby's sister who Nafsah had. When other people were happy to enjoy adolescence, she became the backbone of the family that had to pay for me who was in the 7th grade, not to mention, according to the diagnosis of kaka disease will get worse as time goes by “

Continuing to issue complaints during the last few years, Nafsah relentlessly continued the sad stories that according to him are very unfair to live by his brother, despite living with the same conditions and economy, he said, but he felt that Hasby's suffering was greater as a sister.

Time goes on as if not waiting for Nafsah to stop telling stories, accompanied by tears that are getting increasingly broken, and more, Nafsah stopped when discussing her brother who could not have surgery because he needed a blood transfusion with the same class as her, but because of limited blood stock and costs, he said, the man can only do routine checks and drugs that minimize the recurrence of the disease.

When Nafsah no longer continued his talk and only looked down while covering her face with her hands, Bayu and Panji's reaction seemed worried to see it, they understood that Nafsah was acting like that, although they suspect that the life of Hasby and Nafsah is difficult, they do not expect that both have gone through difficult lives that are not necessarily the two men feel.

In Panji's explanation this time, there was a deep sadness in his eyes, although it did not shed tears, but when Nafsah stole the lyrics, he seemed to know what his uncle felt. Seeing this, Nafsah realized that Panji was not entirely wrong, although it was a bit hard to admit it, maybe he was too emotional to respond to this, although he and his brother lived together without being accompanied by parents since the age of Junior High, but saw people out there, who had from birth lived in orphanages without knowing the face or nature of their parents, but saw people out there, who were born living in orphanages without knowing the face or nature of their parents, Nafsah was grateful for being blessed with a good brother and Uncle who had been searching for their existence.

Sighing and continuing to look at the sky that somehow seemed blue, Nafsah smiled wryly realizing that he had been wrong for bestowing this mistake on Panji, and at that very moment, too, with a guilty heart, he apologized to Panji and Bayu for being disrespectful and immature, if he thought back, time would never turn back, when the sorrow of the life lived by him has passed and is a past that will never be repeated.

by looking at Nafsah's reaction, Panji smiled with tears flowing, whether this is the factor of his age that may be old, or not, he could not hold back the tears that he thought were the things that made him ashamed afterwards. Same thing with Bayu, the man seemed relieved with a small smile on his face, had thought that Nafsah would be difficult to accept this, but found so mature he in overcoming reality, but, Bayu was impressed because he could see his best friend in Nafsah.

“ Uncle... Om Bayu, I want to ask one thing “ Tanya Nafsah that makes the two people serious.

“ Please Naf.... while uncle can answer, whatever it is up to you want what? “.

" We put this aside first, I ask that at this time we should focus on meeting Mr. Hasby first." said Nafsah in a trembling voice.

***

“ Uhuk... Urgh..”

“ This.. please drink first “

Giving a glass of water, Vanesa was now struck by worry, since a while ago when they tried to explore the forest to the river bank, Hasby was attacked again by his fever which had subsided this morning, had died down, worse yet, somehow the duration of the relapse of the disease became frequent, so the man had to take drugs that are now only 5 more grains.

“ Mending you sleep aja Hasby.. might just mendingan “ Vanesa said.

“ I'm not papa Vanesa... Just dizzy doang “ said Hasby smiled even though he looked very tired.

Vanesa only sighed while looking at Hasby with a sad face, his initial intention He wanted to build a tent that was brought before for Camping yesterday, but saw some of his goods that had not been dry, Vanesa chose to sunbathe the sleeping bag first and some clothes that happened to be daytime today are somehow quite blistering.

Using his handkerchief to compress Hasby, judging from his paled face and extremely hot body temperature, he suspected that the temperature of this man could reach 39° Celsius.

“ Hasby, you wait for a moment yes, I want to take water to the river “ Vanesa said about to move, but before that, Hasby's hot hand held it.

“ Vanesa... “

“ Yes, Hasby... “

“ You... don't go anywhere ya “ Say Hasby.

Vanesa's dilemma, he did not want to leave Hasby in this situation, but on the one hand, he had to go to the river to replace Hasby's compress water.

“ I won't be long anyway, Hasby.. wait a moment yes, I promise you will return again “ Can't refuse anymore, Hasby nodded followed by Vanesa who started to come out away.

When the existence of Vanesa was not seen, the atmosphere in the cave was very quiet, there was only the sound of a fireplace that had previously been rekindled by Vanesa, Hasby thought how a woman with no camping experience could make a fire with her bare hands, plus she could calmly deal with the situation. Usually, young ladies in a family will look spoiled and will definitely find it difficult when faced with this kind of situation, not only young ladies, ordinary independent women may have trouble and even panic.

In addition, Hasby now begins to know that the identity of Vanesa is actually a gentle and caring independent girl, compared to Vanesa the young lady who is fierce, cold and grumpy, and angry, the new nature Hasby sees today is more natural and illustrates that the woman was originally not as bad as the initial meeting, that made Hasby remember about Vanesa who told her story for the first time when she returned chemotherapy from C city first.

Tired of no one to talk to, Hasby hummed along with her fever that did not go down, a sense of heat radiating to the neck and head area, but vice versa, his body shivered in the cold even though it had been covered by two layers of cloth that Vanesa sun had dried.

‘ Though only I want to shoot him, use there is a fever show all.... hehe, emang yes... maybe God has not ngijinin ‘ Inner Hasby while Smiling bitterly.

" Hasby. I came again "

the voice of the woman he was waiting for now sounded again, Vanesa who looked sweaty began to replace the compress cloth on his forehead with a new one.

" Your feeling is very flattering Van.if not wrong, the distance of the cave is the same as the river deket "Hasby said with closed eyes.

" So I ran away.yeah tenggain ngalin people who again fever, not to mention I have to boil water first for you " Vanesa said that now allowed Hasby's position to lean against the cave wall with a bag base.

" When did you learn to fire manually? I salute you can make a fireplace like gini ".

seeing Hasby who was also looking at him, Vanesa laughed while pouring a glass of water deliberately for him to drink. " I don't make Fire use manual way, yes times.I can't ". he said with a small laugh.

" huh? keep it on with what? ".

" Pake a lighter "

hearing Vanesa's explanation, Hasby laughed because she foolishly thought that this woman could make such a thing. ' Come yes.Kayak children can not be far from electronic goods' Inner Hasby.

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See you in the next chapter...