My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know
9# The flu



" Oh, uh........"


Hasby is now in her room, she has sneezed several times like that, her nose reddened and her forehead also began to warm, maybe this is the effect of the rain earlier.


currently, he feels difficulty breathing, because his nose is clogged with something sticky and slimy, this is often experienced by people who suffer from the flu.


about 15 minutes later, Hasby still could not close his eyes, he then woke up and took the oil in his desk drawer.after he inhaled little by little, his breathing is now a little smooth even though it is still a little clogged.


Hasby then laid her body down again, this time she used 2 pillows stacked up so that she could more easily take a breath. Finally after another 20 minutes of waiting,he also fell asleep, although a little disturbed by his blocked nose.


***


now Vanesa is playing a cell phone in his room, since he came home after shopping, he just kept playing his phone, whatever he did but his thumb kept pressing the screen.


as he was engrossed in his activities, there was someone knocking on the door of his room and accompanied by a female voice.


tok ...tok....


" Vanesa, can I come in?" he said that the guy was Zihan.


" Just go in the key" said Vanesa.


Zihan then went into Vanesa's room, not alone but with Jordan who followed him from behind.


" son, we want to talk to you about one thing" said Zihan after he sat down next to Vanesa.


" Which way?".


Vanesa does not look at his mother or father but is still centered on his cell phone, as if he does not consider the existence of Jordan and Zihan.


"Son, now you are already big. You should be fully protected, but father and mother are old, so you can not take care of you again with the maximum....and God willing we'll find someone to protect you." said Zihan.


Now that Vanesa dropped his phone and saw Zihan's face, he actually did not understand the meaning of the words that Zihan said, why can they no longer protect him to the fullest? and what is it about looking for people to protect him?, right now that's all he has in mind.


" Keep...." because he did not know what was being talked about, Vanesa just chose to follow the topic of conversation.


Zihan looked at Jordan for a moment before continuing his words "We've decided that you're going to be in a match with someone" Zihan said.


" WHAT!!!!!!!!"


Vanesa immediately shouted, he was so surprised by his mother's words.


" No!!! I don't want to be in a mate, I'm still young ma'am..More time to talk about this.


" Vanesa..even though you are only 19 years old, but your age is mature, and on average many are married at your age.


" Mother..pokonya I do not want to be fooled, nor do you persuade a thousand times I ogah!!!". said Vanesa with raised voice.


" Enough Vanesa, this is the decision of father and mother, and you can't refuse that" this time Jordan who said that with a firm tone.


" Why do you guys really like to take my happiness, when you used to like men.you forbid, I want to study in Indonesia.you even send me out of the country,but I am still diem aja..continue now you want to mate me? same who? same director? same engineer?, even though the Sultan also will not want me in a mate"


Vanesa now set foot intending to get out, at this time his mind was very chaotic and hot, ever since he felt that Zihan and Jordan were too constrained, from the place where he studied, where he had to hang out, where he had to hang out, even the person he should love also depends on their rights, according to Vanesa they are a selfish person.


" Where are you going?" asked Jordan firmly.


" It's up to me to go where, you don't need to know" Vanesa said in an exasperated tone.


hearing those words, Vanesa now stopped his steps, he was a little surprised because the parents still remembered the incident and still did not let go.


" Dad..can't, don't take all Sham..he's been a good person..lagian the incident has been a long time....".


" you don't know anything Vanesa, he's still like that".


" I'm sure he changed, that time__...."


" Enough Vanesa!!!".


before Vanesa finished his words, Jordan had already cut in advance to the point that Vanesa was surprised to hear it because Jordan this time said in a loud tone.


" You don't know anything, from the beginning.same father has told someone to watch him in the distance every day, as a result his nature has not changed at all even his attitude is becoming more and more....every night he always drank, always gambling, and once one day we were shocked at that time, he turned out to often sleep with women in the entertainment house, is that what you say has changed?....." said Jordan.


the atmosphere in the room was now quiet, this time Vanesa just fell silent and lowered his head, he was quite surprised to hear the words of his father, knowing that he was a person named Sham had changed and become good, he was quite surprised to hear the words of his father,but it's different from what Jordan said.


after 15 minutes of silence adorned the room, Zihan then approached Jordan whispering something before approaching Vanesa who was sculpting.


" Vanesa..ibu understands how you feel, but I'm sorry.your mother and father have made up their minds and cannot be changed anymore.but we don't understand if you still don't want to be fooled,but in return, the person you once loved will go to prison.we will give you time to think about this".


after saying that, Zihan then went outside followed by Jordan behind him, before coming out, Jordan also said to Vanesa a two word "Vanesa...I hope you're not disappointed father and mother".


just like Zihan, Jordan also went out after saying that. Now only Vanesa was a sculptor without any movement.


***


the next day.......


Hasby is now focusing on her Laptop, since 30 minutes ago, she had a shower and early morning prayers, the thing Hasby is doing now is checking the tasks she was working on last night, he said, the goal is simple, so that no mistakes exist.


until now, Hasby was still exposed to the flu, from earlier in fact he had sneezed many times, his throat now feels a bit dry and itchy, so he will cough every sensation it...his nose is still red even if seen from a distance no one will notice that Hasby has the flu.


after feeling everything was fine, Hasby looked at the wall clock that now showed at 05:20, at this time only the kitchen crossed Hasby's mind, he finally decided to go to the kitchen at that time.


in the kitchen, there was already someone who was no stranger to Hasby, that person was none other than Nafsah, it was seen that he was cooking this time, and judging from his clothes, he also seemed to have cleaned himself, he said,and the smell of perfume that he often wears although a little faint because it is mixed by the smell of cooking spices.


Hasby sat at the dinner table without her sister's knowledge, while cooking...Nafsah only realized Hasby's whereabouts after hearing her sneeze and cough many times.


" uh...kak is not here?..I guess there is no one" said Nafsah who is now cooking and serving food.


" i'm also new nyampe.." said Hasby, although it sounds ordinary, but Nafsah now knows that Hasby's voice is a little heavy, although usually Hasby's voice is big because he is a boy, but now Hasby's voice is a bit heavy,but Nafsah learns that Hasby's nose is blocked, and her guess is now stronger after seeing Hasby's nose reddened.


" sister, are you a cry?.Your noses are red..".said Nafsah.


" no. I don't cry, the flu is a bit..."


" can the flu be a little bit?" now Nafsah asked Hasby's pepper.


" yeah.coba aja you thinkin.kan you pinter..."


Nafsah was silent for a moment before nodding slowly, she knew the implied meaning of Hasby's words, the tone her sister had uttered signified that she did not want to talk too much. They ate as usual, there was no conversation, only adorned by the sound of a spoon bump, and the occasional sound of Hasby's cough was heard.


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