My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

32# Don't flirt

" Udah?.." asked Hasby to Nafsah who looks like his sister has a little control over his expression.

" Yes." answered Nafsah.

Hasby looked at Nafsah with a look of guilt, the goal he did not tell Nafsah about her condition intending not to worry her, beyond Hasby's expectations, instead, Nafsah was even more worried about his condition, not to mention Nafsah was surprised to hear Hasby was hospitalized.

when Hasby looked at Nafsah with such a view, Nafsah realized it and then asked, "You why look at me like that?.." asked Nafsah.

before replying, Hasby lowered her head for a moment while sighing Breath "I am indeed a useless sister." he said.

hearing Hasby mapped out such a thing, Nafsah was a little surprised and immediately asked Hasby what the meaning of his words was.

" What do you mean by talking like that?..."

" I am a useless person Nafsah.Every time always trouble you, to worry you, I think.kak not pantes called a brother..."

during this time, Hasby always felt guilty to Nafsah, since their parents died, Nafsah was the one who at that time began to take care of household affairs, from cooking, washing clothes, packing the house, and so on, all done by him himself, although the business of making money other things because Hasby who makes a living.

the moment that most Hasby felt guilty to Nafsah, when the disease he suffered was relapsing. Many times, at night his head would feel intense pain, and at that very moment Nafsah took care of it at that time, massaging his head, keeping him up late at night, even Hasby once saw Nafsah cry when she did not know she had not fallen asleep.

" Do you feel guilty about me?." asked Nafsah this time holding Hasby's shoulder.

" Banget.because I can't be a good brother to you yet..."

" Sister..kid you know?.kamu is the best brother in the world, the greatest and most affectionate with his sister.." said Nafsah.

" No.I___..." Hasby is not finished but Nafsah's hand has touched her lips so that her words are not resolved.

" So, I'm not afraid of me.you're a good brother.asal brother knows, I'm grateful to have a brother like you, I'm grateful to have a brother like you, even though you know that you have a disease that is not easy for people to accept.but you still live normally, even though it occasionally relapses, but you still try to struggle, but you still struggle, and you fight not for yourself brother.but brother also fight for me.." said Nafsah.

it is true, different from others who mostly do not accept the harsh reality of the disease suffered and some even feel frustrated about it, Hasby better live his life like normal people, he said, making a living to make ends meet, worship for obligations, and study on campus to add science.

but not as smooth as normal people, occasionally at certain times, Hasby will experience pain caused by his disease relapse, not infrequently he will lie weak in bed while continuing to hold his head, he said, even if it was a bit severe, Nafsah would call Rafa to his house to check on Hasby.

even though Nafsah had said that, Hasby was still bowed while gripping the blanket beside her.

" I know that you are strong.so..kakak don't give up anyway....still there I for you to take care...if you don't have me how?" said Nafsah in a sad tone.

" Yes.iya.iya.I can not be like gini.I have to take care of you as a brother, I am strong.This disease can not defeat big brother, you are really Nafsah...you can't give up." said Hasby, who smiled again this time.

seeing his brother smile again and excited to make Nafsah happy at this time, although in suffering, but Hasby still tried to rise for her sake, without Nafsah realizing, but unlike before, Nafsah Lali's tears contained happiness.

" Uh? Nafsah...why do you cry again?..why brother made it wrong?, did brother say it wrong?...aduh...sorry yes, sorry brother...we do not cry anymore dong..." hasby panicked to see Nafsah shed another tear.

Nafsah laughed this time though he could not see Hasby's behavior, the tears he let out were the happiness of seeing his brother who was excited, but judging from Hasby's behavior like that, he said, Nafsah confirmed that her brother was wrongly arrested thinking that he was sad again.

" Em..Well, what's so funny about Nafsah?.." asked Hasby in astonishment.

" Hehe.I laugh at you funny.." said Nafsah.

" huh? i?..why funny why?.."asked Hasby again

Nafsah then explained that she felt funny because of Hasby's behavior, although often she saw things like this in Hasby, but when she recalled.

" So..you were not crying because you were sad?.." said Hasby.

" I cry also cry happy..happily because of the writhing of brother trying to rise again and again." said Nafsah with a smile.

" Yes.I will try.this disease will not be ngalangin I make sure you for the rest of your life brother..."

" The spirit is yes brother..."

" May ..."

Nafsah and Hasby are now happy with each other, if Nafsah is happy to see her brother who is excited again after complaining earlier, while Hasby was happy because he continued to get support from his sister every time he was in a bad mood.

Nafsah also asked Hasby about the reason he could be hospitalized, and of course Hasby told him all the events from the beginning without anyone he covered up, although there was an intention to hide the truth when he was hit by a blow for protecting Vanesa, but he stopped because he had promised his sister not to lie.

Hasby explains from the beginning of their car tires are leaking, meet with Gio who turns out it is Savira's father, and fight until he gets a blow wound on the head.

when Hasby tells Gio that he is Savira's father, Nafsah is quite surprised to hear that he also did not think that the person he knew as a good person first. Nafsah had met Gio several times and it was always at the time he was with Hasby, Nafsah's closeness with Hasby's friends made him know the parents of each, moreover, Ardi's parents, because Ardi himself had invited Nafsah and Hasby to invite dinner at his home.

" Continue..what is the wound brother now still sick?" ask Nafsah when Hasby is done telling me.

" Although there is occasional pain, but my brother is not papa kok." replied Hasby.

" Thank you for that..."

" Oh yes, I did not go to college because I could not get out of the hospital, and in the future also my brother will be hospitalized here, about five days new can go home, and then, but can not not not not go to class as well.gimana story nih?..." said Hasby while rubbing his hair rough.

" You're calm, brother, I told the lecturer that the brother was a permit for a few days, so you don't have to worry..."

" Loh...kok you know I won't be in a few days?, you don't know if you're in the hospital...".

actually I already know..so I got the information this morning from Rafa, so.ya already, I took the initiative to tell the lecturer that you permission first...".

" Thank you then.thank you for helping my sister, too." Hasby said.

" Yes, you're welcome...".