My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

96#Last Sayings

At night, at around 09:00, Vanesa returned to accompany Hasby whose body temperature increased dramatically, unlike the fever that yesterday-yesterday, this time his forehead and hands were very hot, even so hot, this time, hasby's usual pale face was now flushed red.

“ Vanesa, sorry yes... I've made you mulu hassles... “ Say Hasby who is currently in the lap of Vanesa.

“ You don't have to think like that.. This is my obligation kok “.

“ But still, do not close the fact that I am a burden right? “

Just stopping the man's speech with his index finger, Vanesa continued the activity by stroking Hasby's hot forehead area. Being with him for three days makes him realize that Hasby's health is very bad and must be considered at all times, but if given the events of the back, this man always seems fit and energized, he said, in addition to his warm character, Vanesa never thought that his stamina was bad enough compared to his martial skills at that time.

Although the night continued, Hasby fever did not go down, although Vanesa repeatedly changed his compressions, but because too often, because, the water that had been cold also warmed because of the heat of Hasby previously attached to the compressive cloth. Although not very clear, but this time Hasby was delirious, Vanesa did not know what was delirious by the man, but seeing such circumstances made him worried, Vanesa did not know, hasby has complained several times about his head hurting.

“ Vanesa... can you please take drinking water? “ Pinta Hasby's.

“ Ouh, ok.. briefly yes “

Justifying Hasby's head position first, Vanesa poured the warm water he had previously boiled before midnight. Although not too hot, but at least can be drunk so that Hasby is not made to shiver.

Hasby.. I pray that you get well.

“ Vanesa... “ Hasby said softly while glancing at the woman beside her.

“ Yes, why Hasby?, how can I help you? Are you cold, or hot? Just say yes... “

Just smiling in response to Vanesa's very attentive and worried reaction to her, continuing to sigh slowly, Hasby asked a question that made Vanesa's heart seem to stop beating. Like in a lightning strike, Vanesa was surprised not to hear it, how could he be calm after hearing this speech, Vanesa. later if I was not there, then, can you find a better replacement than me? said.

“ you say what Hasby?, kidding you are not funny tau “ said Vanesa laughed but with a forced smile.

“ I'm not kidding Van... as you see, when I'm not long... so I want to apologize profusely if if I often nysahin same you yes..”

“ Hehe... just good, before you recover, I will not apologize to you, and also.. soon your birthday you know...your time does not enjoy it anyway?, have I ever thought about what a great gift to you is? “ Vanesa said with a vibrating tone.

Although Vanesa spoke with a strong appearance, but still He could not cover up the lie that he was almost crying, even heard from the speech, his voice sounded like being detained.

“ I really have planned it from far away, but if you look at the current conditions, I think I can not enjoy it... “ Say Hasby.

“ Lho? Wh why? Still can, after the rescue team found us both, I will help make a festive party for you? I'll do all the things you want, okay? “.

“ Again sorry I am Vanesa... You know my current condition? “

“ Diem Hasby!, you are strong..behold the rescue team will dateng, so please wait a minute ya “.

“ No Van. I don't even trust myself to meet tomorrow, in fact... “

“ Hasby!.. You from earlier said what the hell?!, no, hiks...you will be strong, there I am here... You must be strong, hiks... you must be strong Hasby... “

Holding Hasby's hot hand, Vanesa shed his tears, though he argued strongly that he could hold on until the rescue team arrived, but saw his condition, Vanesa felt frustrated and regretful despite not knowing what reason made him feel that way.

A few minutes into the future, Hasby was still talking nonsense and occasionally recounting his past when he first met Vanesa, then after being heard for quite a long time, he said, hasby's remarks were like the last words of someone who was about to die, perhaps quite disrespectful, but hearing from the rumors spread by word of mouth, a person who will die will usually tell the imprinted past or events that He had lived, as well as the words uttered by Hasby, Vanesa just heard while crying without a sound, Vanesa just heard while crying without a sound, but after hearing the next sentence, he softly silenced the man's mouth until his words were not finished.

“ Enough Hasby... enough, you know that your words hurt my heart?, Hasby... I'm sure you can definitely “ Vanesa said.

Hasby did not reply, she just looked at the woman beside her with an expression that somehow could not be interpreted clearly, her mouth was smiling, but her eyes contained deep sadness. Once again, after that Hasby spoke with her voice starting to low, to the point that Vanesa had to duck a little for the man's voice to be heard.

“ Actually... I want to talk about this from afar, but_.. uhuk, uhuk...” His words stopped followed by a cough that never subsided, and quickly Vanesa took the water he had saved to immediately give to the man.

“ Depending on the request... hiks.. if you want to menjayilin I doang, awa aja yes... “ Vanesa said he still had a joke in the middle of his sobs.

“ I want you to live happily.. even without me by your side, but I beg you, please keep it so the beautiful and cheerful Vanesa yes, you were kind of attentive during these three days “

“ map... hiks... if you want me to pay attention, please do not sleep first, wait a little longer... “ Pinta Vanesa accompanied by increasingly strong cries.

“ Sorry Van... if that I can not sell, and.... maybe... when I deket...”.

“ Hasby, you don't papa right?... “

As if Hasby's breathing was closed by something, the man appeared to be in pain until he held his chest, followed by gripping his aching head like being hit with a hard object, Vanesa who saw was only able to accompany without being able to help anything.

“ Vanesa... once again sorry yes... I. can not hold...” Hasby said with a breath.

“ Don't Hasby!, don't close your eyes, I'm sure you're strong Hasby.. please Hasby, please.hiks..... don't stay in me, Hasby.”.

Slowly as time went on, Hasby's eyes faded with Vanesa's hardened cry, Hasby spoke for the last time “ Vanesa *****.****....”.

After saying that without a sound, Hasby's eyes closed with her hands falling down after she stroked Vanesa's soft cheeks.

“ Hasby... Hasby, wake up Hasby! You why? “

Not opening his eyes, the man lay like a sleeping man, but after being repeatedly shaken by Vanesa, Hasby never woke up, and to make sure, Vanesa checked the man's pulse, and, but as a result, there is no pulse.

Sculpting, that was what Vanesa had done after checking his hands, still in disbelief, Vanesa now slowly pointed his hand towards Hasby's nose, hoping that there was still a gust of wind, the woman stretched out her hand gently.

“ No... No way, Hasby you're kidding right? Hasby you breathe right?.. don't think gini Hasby?!..”

After checking the breath, there was no wind at all. Even to make sure of everything else, Vanesa stuck his ear to Hasby's chest area and found that his heart was not beating anymore.

“ Hasby... Hasby I beg you. please open your eyes... Hasby cepet open your eyes Hasby, don't think gini, Hiks... “

“ HASBY!!!!...... “

***

Surprised, Vanesa opened his eyes and saw that it was early morning. From there, the first thing he sought was the whereabouts of the man he had been with for three days. Given what happened last night, Vanesa is still not sure if it was a dream or reality.

“ Vanesa... Why are you?, nightmare? “ Say someone who is next to the cave wall.

Quickly turning to the source of the voice, Vanesa saw Hasby who was gone with a smile, maybe the fever that was gone last night, because just from the face, Hasby looks fitter and more energized.

Just sculpting, Vanesa saw Hasby without any expression, but not long after, Vanesa cried loudly in the position of hugging Hasby, he was grateful that the incident last night was just a dream, he said, if that were the truth, would he be able to survive alone?.

On the side of Hasby, the man was a little surprised by the behavior of Vanesa, had worried, but he understood it, which girl does not cry if trapped in the same situation with Vanesa, which is the same situation, they must have experienced the same thing with Vanesa, not to mention if they have to treat people with disease, Hasby feels this woman is strong enough to withstand all the burden.

“ Hasby... hiks.. I'm scared, Hasby... “

“ No papa Vanesa.. there I am here, we will be all right, you are calm yes... “ Say Hasby stroking Vanesa's hair.

Just gently stroking the woman in his arms, while continuing to put out words to keep Vanesa from getting too stressed out, Hasby spoke in a soft and sincere voice, as a thank you for taking care of her, He promised in his heart to take care of Vanesa with all his heart and heart.

' Calm down, Vanesa, I promise I will take care of you '