My Jutek Woman: My Pain Doesn't Need You to Know

34# Fate

" Nafsah.please anter brother yes.." said Hasby who now began to move from his bed.

" Eh, uh..Where are you going? my brother is not healed yet..."

" I want to go around doang..here bosen, anyways just for a moment".

" Yes, it's..."

Nafsah then helped Hasby to break him up, although his headache had subsided, but when Hasby walked, his balance was not yet firm and often made him almost fall.

before going out, Hasby also first say goodbye to his three friends, and initially also Savira plans to come, but was prevented by Hasby because he did not want to bother her.

" Eh, Hasby.mending we go home first yes.so it's late in the afternoon too, our God will come again tomorrow.." said Firdan before Hasby came out.

" Oh, you guys want to go home.yes, thank you too have you bothered to make a cave look..."

" Yes equally." said Firdan and Ardi simultaneously.

unlike Ardi and Firdan who had after stepped out, Saira was silent while looking down on her seat, her treatment at that moment made Firdan and Ardi astonished.

" Heh, Savira...lo will not come back?" ask Ardi.

" uh?..gua...gua would..."

savira's words stammered somewhat, as if hesitant to say the thing he was thinking, but finally he said that he would come home with Ardi and Firdan.

" Yes, you three ati-ati yes on the road." said Hasby.

" Ok brother-in-law.tomorrow the cave will turn your back anyway.." said Ardi.

" Don't call the cave brother-in-law!..."

" Yes.iya..jangan ngambek continue dong, later brother-in-law nambah sick again.." said Ardi ran while dragging Firdan and Savira out with him.

after Savira, Firdan and Ardi are no longer seen by the views of Nafsah and Hasby, the two now walk out intending to go to the hospital's garden, which they specially made to relax.

it only takes a few minutes to get to the place, and the first sight they see is a green and beautiful scenery.

usually, the hospital atmosphere feels a bit cold and occasionally appears the smell of drugs or other smells. However, in contrast to this hospital, with the plants that are almost placed in every corner, the air around becomes fresher, more, plus the location of this hospital is a little far from residential areas as well as factories or other industries.

walking around while looking at the scenery was fun, but when in the middle of the road, Hasby and Nafsah saw a small child who was crying sitting next to his mother. It was seen that the mother was calming her child not to cry, but the child still did not stop as well.

seeing the incident, it appeared pity in Hasby's heart, seeing the child who was on the infusion wearing a hose, he so remembered himself as a child who was undergoing treatment.

" Nafsah.we go to the mother and the child yuk.." take Hasby.

" Hm?..why do you want to do something?" ask Nafsah.

" I'm just kasian.times I can help"

Nafsah nodded following Hasby's words and began to walk towards the mother and child, though occasionally picking up Hasby when she lost her balance.

" Excuse me ma'am." said Hasby.

the mother looked at Hasby and found a handsome young man and a beautiful girl by her side, initially quite dumbfounded, but soon came to her senses and answered Hasby's words.

" Yes son...What's the matter?.." replied the mother

" This is ma'am..anak mother why cry yes?...not that I mean to interfere, but...I rather do not have the heart to see...".

before answering, the mother stroked her son's head slowly "He cried because he did not want surgery..."

" Hm?..operation?..."

" Yes.he has kidney disease, and tomorrow he will have a graft operation, but..my son cried when he will be operated on, and did not want to be separated from me since..." said the mother.

the mother added that she was named Lidia, herself a teacher at one of the city's elementary schools, while her husband worked as an employee of the company Lits, precisely the company owned by her master Hasby, while her husband worked as an employee of the company Lits, the child in his lap is named Varel, his age is now 7 years and his kidney disease has entered stage 4.

' this child's disease is more severe than the cave.still fortunately cave disease is still stage 2.' Inner Hasby.

" Where is the mother's husband?" ask Nafsah in the middle of the conversation.

" My husband again worked overtime from last week.at that time we borrowed money to the company.the head of the company actually said that we do not think too much about returning the money, he said, the important thing is to think about the operation successfully what not." said Lidia explained.

Nafsah and Hasby now think, maybe the cause of Lidia's husband working overtime because he wants to repay the kindness of the head of his company, Jordan.it's natural, because the person who helps us is a good person, because he wants to repay the kindness of his company head, Jordan, it is not impossible that we will repay their kindness even if only reply with small things.

Hasby then glanced at the child in Lydia's lap, although she was not crying at the moment, but there was still a sobbing sound from her. Hasby then approached Nafsah and whispered" Nafsah.

" Loh?..isn't it you who are good at kayak gini? continue...you can also make small children laugh right?, why tell me?.." said Nafsah in a whisper too.

" I'm good if the child is sad again.indeed he is also sad, but I'm the same fate, so do not know how to entertain him like, I can't entertain myself either." Hasby said.

" Yes, I tried..."

before Nafsah intended to speak to Varel, he first asked Lydia for permission and she immediately agreed.

" Dear, I don't want to talk to you.." said Lidia to Varel.

" No, I don't want to." she answered.

" Why, baby?.are you afraid?"

" I'm a little scared to look at it." said Carel.

" Om?, which one is dear?.." asked Lydia confusedly for not finding the om that Varel meant.

" That's the one near the pretty sister.even though handsome, I don't like to look at her beard mah..."

varel's words, making Lidia, Nafsah and Hasby a little stunned, in contrast to Lydia who felt less good with Hasby, Nafsah even seemed to be holding back a laugh, it was visible from the expression of her face.

as for Hasby himself, he thought.menutnya this beard is not too long, even in fact thin, may only have a height of about 3 cm from the surface of the skin.

" Em..sorry yes son, my son is kayak gini.so please understand" said Lydia.

" Oh yes, I don't know your name yet..."

" Bene too ma'am, we should forget.introduce me Nafsah, and this is my sister Hasby.." said Nafsah.

" Oh, it turns out you're my sister's sister.Kirain you're a couple, because it fits really.." said Lidia awkwardly.

Lydia did previously think that Nafsah and Hasby have a relationship, judging from their respective levels, actually, the faces of Nafsah and Hasby are almost the same because they have genes from the same parents.

" Hehe.not ma'am, we're siblings...".

Lidian smiled for a moment at Nafsah's explanation, and then persuaded Varel to return to talk to Hasby and Nafsah, but Varel kept shaking his head. Seeing that Lydia's attempt to persuade Varel was unsuccessful, Nafsah now offered to speak to her directly.

" Hey deck...you why are you afraid of big brother?.So I don't look bad huh?.." asked Nafsah gently.

" I..."

" Don't papa if you don't want to answer, I understand, but..kak can't it be the same Varel?" ask Nafsah.

" What does he want?..."

" So brother was horrified by Mama Varel...you are afraid of surgery huh?, why?..kan if Varel surgery later can be cured..."

" Varel is afraid of you" said Varel.

" Hm?... Varel scared why?..."

" Varel was afraid he could not get up. I've seen on tv if the operation must not be able to wake up again.so Varel was afraid that Varel could not wake up and meet papa's mother again..." Varel.

hearing Varel's explanation, Nafsah understood with his feelings, doing surgery can cause hope to heal, as well as a big risk that must be borne. When a person performs surgery, the person must be mentally prepared to face the risks that he will receive, it is not impossible that the operation will cause unusual effects or lead to failure, it is still a good thing that successful people still have awareness, what if the operation fails and causes death.

It is also certainly experienced by Hasby and Nafsah, the disease is not severe, and includes benign because from small Hasby until now, the disease is only until stage 2, the disease is only until the first stage, but the location of the tumor that Hasby idap is in a part of the body that is difficult to perform surgery. If Hasby had surgery to remove the tumor, the possibility of surgery success is very small, if it works 100%, it is a miracle of the almighty, but if the surgery makes a little mistake, it can cause mental illness or death.

" Varel...you believe that God does not love every human being?.." asked Nafsah.

" believe it..."

" Then...Varel must believe that Allah loves Varel and will protect you.so why fear?"

" Hm...Allah will kabulin Varel prayer not if Varel asked to be built again?..."

" It must be dong...God is great, let alone make Varel wake up again, even later Varel can be healed loh..."

" So really?..."

" Yes dong..ngapain boong brother with Varel?"

" But Varel is still afraid of kaka..."

" No papa.takut it's natural, but Varel don't lose dong same fear, the important thing is you believe that Varel can be cured, or gini aja...Varel when is the operation?..."

" Morrow sis..."

" If Varel wants to. I can't look at you later..."

" huh? brother really want to look at Varel?..emang brother is not busy?.."

" If you make Varel big brother no problem even though he's busy..."

" Yes yes.I will wait until big brother comes..."

" God's Insa..."

after Varel had a chat with Nafsah, he seemed more excited than a while ago, he told his mom that he wanted surgery, Lydia asked Varel if he was afraid or not, and Varel replied that he had nothing to fear, there was a God who always loved and protected him.

Lydia was so happy at the time, she thanked Nafsah for making her child fearless again, and instead excited her.

" Thank you, Nafsah, thanks to you...Varel is not afraid anymore..."

" Bama ma'am..name is also a child, we must give him motivation.and.I beg you say yes ma'am, so it's not good for him to stay outside for long..."

" Oh yeah.thank you, too, Hasby..."

" Yes ma'am, you're both..."

Nafsah and Hasby then say goodbye to Lydia and Varel, a short chat discussed by Nafsah and Varel made the two become familiar, inexplicably Varel felt comfortable when he received Nafsah's treatment earlier.

" Don't forget the same promise, sister." he said as he waved towards Nafsah who was a little far away.

" It's quiet..."

" Om if you want to come also can." said Varel who leads to Hasby.

hearing that, Hasby smiled confusedly, and chose to reply to Varel's wave.

" Ok, om will also dateng.but later call him brother yes.don't om, because I'm still young..."

" Ok om.eh brother..."

Lidia and Nafsah only chuckled to see the two before the four of them separated, as Nafsah and Hasby got further away.

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*for previous apologies yes because up lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa very, I also have many reasons anyway, one of which is a stacked task like a mountain...

and before that, I'm sorry that there are so many wrong words...

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