
Al leaned in bed with one hand holding a cell phone. Al had been in contact since this afternoon
Fani, but in her heart she hesitated. I remember the words he said that afternoon. Sentences that might make Fani shocked to escape to the bathroom. Confess wrong with the words of his mouth that can not be compromised. Repeatedly Al turned on the phone, looking for Fani's contact. He repeatedly pressed the back button. Confused and doubtful. Condemning yourself is useless, he thought. It all happened, what to say.
" Call or send a message?." Inner asked. His hands folded in front of his chest, one hand holding a mobile phone placed in his pointy chin.
" Fan, are you angry with me? I'm afraid I'm gonna call you." Mumbled sad. Al just keep going
staring at the screen of his phone that reads Fani's contact with his phone number. Sometimes his intention was passionate to call Fani, sometimes also his fingers puffed. Al had been chatting with his mind for almost 15 minutes, bargaining until Al finally dared to contact Fani.
" Have also slipped, mending straightened deh all of you. Faster better dong." Mumbled. Al lights up
the phone and search back for Fani's contact, quickly his thumb wants to press the call button. But Al immediately pressed the send message button. Maybe you should check Fani's mood first.
" Not immediately call. Fearing he was still angry, I sent ajadeh message," With a thumbs up Al typed a short message to be sent to Fani.
" Hey Fan, how are you?." Al directly press the send button. Turn off the screen again and close his eyes while waiting for a reply message from Fani. A few minutes had passed, but Fani did not reply. Al again sends a short message, hoping Fani will reply to his message soon.
" Why don't you reply to my message, Fan? You still mad at me?." Inner mumbling.
Fani still has not returned a message from him, Al who was impatient immediately ventured to call Fani. Several times Al tried to contact but there was no answer from Fani. Al tried once again, lucky Fani answered her phone this time.
" Hello brother." Fani from the phone.
" Hello Fan, you're busy?." Ask Al.
" Eh no kak. I just watched a movie so it's not scary that Al nelfon's sister repeatedly." Answer Fani.
" What's wrong, brother?." Sahut again.
" Hey, gini Fan. I want to say something important to you." Al stammered.
" Yaudah said it, brother." Answer's relaxed.
" Fans?." Al called and Fani simply replied with a thud.
" I really want to tell you what you didn't know all this time. We have also known for a long time, often playing together, joking, eating together and so on. So it's only natural that I have more of the same feeling you Fan. Isn't it wrong if I like it? I love you Fan, I love you. I want us to be more than just Fan's friends. I want you to be my girlfriend, Fan." Al states all his heart without the need to practice first. The words that came out of his mouth were truly sincere. No need to read the script, Al said everything straightforwardly and clearly without stammering. Smooth like the slide of a child Tk.
No sound came out of the phone after Al's declaration of love. Fani did not answer anything, Al was silent stiff. Long enough for this silence to occur, Al again opened his voice. I want to know the answer to her love statement.
" Fan, you heard me, right? Do you want Fan to be my girlfriend? Answer Fan, Answer !." Al spoke firmly.
" I'm sorry, brother, I can't answer right now. I asked for a second to think about this." Fani's voice sounded sad.
" Okay, in two days I'm charging an answer from Lo ya Fan." Al sounds cheerful.
" all right. I'm waiting for the love revenge from Lo Fan." With a heavy heart, Al. But actually he can't wait to hear Fani's answer as soon as possible.
" Yes, I closed it first." Deciding on a phone call.
FANI POV
After delivering Andry and passing some drama alay, I locked myself in a room. I grabbed my laptop that I hadn't touched in days. Open and play the film on my laptop. Oh yeah, some of the snacks that Andry brought were my friends to watch tonight. I was so focused on watching and chewing that I didn't realize my phone was ringing. A message came in, I was unconscious and continued my spectacle. Until the silent film did not make a sound, I heard my phone ring. A call came in from Al. After yesterday's incident, he just called me today. I slide the green button on my phone screen to connect the phone.
" Hello brother." I open the conversation.
" Hello Fan, you're busy?." Ask Al from the phone.
" Eh no kak. I just watched a movie so it's not scary that Al nelfon's sister repeatedly." I answered when I saw some missed calls from him.
" What's wrong, brother?." Ask again.
" Hey, gini Fan. I want to say something important to you." Brother Al's voice sounded stammering.
" Yaudah said it, brother." My answer. In my heart full of nervousness.
" Fans?." Al called my name again. I who was nervous just replied with a thud.
Oh my god, what a surprise is this. I'm so nervous. Why does he sound so serious.
" I really want to tell you what you didn't know all this time. We have also known for a long time, often playing together, joking, eating together and so on. So it's only natural that I have more of the same feeling you Fan. Isn't it wrong if I like it? I love you Fan, I love you. I want us to be more than just Fan's friends. I want you to be my girlfriend, Fan."
Al speaks a lot, but I'm at the heart of that conversation. Al expressed his feelings again. I'm shocked, though,
my eyes are perfectly round. As if dead fleas, I'm silent a thousand languages. It felt like something was piercing my chest, like something was bubbling in my heart. I have to blow it up. I want to say that I love him too. But mother's words yesterday held me back, locked my mouth and forced me to lie. I lied to myself. There was so much in my mind, I was still silent. Al's voice returned to disperse my daydream, I gasped in shock.
" Fan, you heard me, right? Do you want Fan to be my girlfriend? Answer Fan, Answer !." Al's voice this time sounded resolute, making me flinch and leave my daydream.
" I'm sorry, brother, I can't answer right now. I asked for a second to think about this." I replied in a weak tone.
" Okay, in two days I'm charging an answer from Lo ya Fan." Said decided.
" Two days is too short, I answer another week, brother." I tried to bargain.
" all right. I'm waiting for the love revenge from Lo Fan." Said lirih.
" Yes, I closed it first." I quickly disconnected the phone. I threw my phone, tried to find justice in my life. How can life be so complicated. I can't do anything about it, my mouth has to be locked. I had to swallow the taste, for mother's sake.
I even had to betray myself. Like a kite, it has not been able to fly but must fall because there is no air. There is no blessing.