
For a week Andry lay in the hospital, tired of his soul and body lying in bed. Especially just staring at the ceiling and the infusion hose in hand. Just staring at the airmen who took turns in and out of the room. Today Andry has been discharged, his condition has returned to normal. Although his face and body still showed his fitness.
“ Ah finally I can have sex with you again hey my soft mattress.” He said excitedly while running slowly over the bed. Wipe the soft, cold bed with both hands and feet. His face was buried in a pillow that was cold because it was left for quite a long time.
“ Hey don't you guys miss me?.” Next hit the bed and then hit the pillow and bolster. In addition to unhealthy body seems Andry is also not healthy soul huh hehehehe.
“ Huw finally get to school tomorrow. Happy end of my school days. Tomorrow's National Examination and I'll be a student soon.” His voice went up and hit his chest slowly, looking like bragging and pleased.
Andry laid his body back, as usual his hobby is staring at the ceiling of the room where he hung some hope. Since a few months ago, aside from the expectations of graduating in the famous College, he also hung the expectations of meeting. Yeah, Andry's gonna go see Fani in a town he doesn't know about. This adventure and quest will soon begin. No matter how cruel the city he was going to, the important thing was to meet with Fani and ask for an explanation for everything that happened.
“ Huffhhh immediately passed hey Exam, I will soon sail looking for the lover of my heart. Yes although I am disappointed but I still love.” His words continued to laugh grimly. Grabbing one of Fani's photos hanging on the wall. Staring longingly, full of haru.
“ Hey brash girl! Look, I'll avenge your cruelty later.” He continued to press the polaroid plan in his hand. Channeling his frustration even if only in the photos he holds.
“ Do you know I've been in the hospital for a week. You should have accompanied me, even if only by phone. But baby, you're cruel. I'm the poor one.” He said softly, his eyes glazed over remembering his poor self. Alternately, the people who came to see him yesterday, only Fani who did not come. Though because he is a dear person he should be the most showing affection.
“ Ah well forget. I can forgive, I understand. Maybe you are bored with the situation, yayaya I can still think clearly. As long as it's about you maybe I can still herd my mind to the positive.” He smiled and slipped the polaroid back into the hangings on the wall.
Although yesterday had ignited emotions and also hate, but now Andry has much better. Already able to accept everything Fani did, but still he needs explanation and clarity. Already since yesterday he established himself to set out to find Fani. It sounds naive, just because
women alone can waste energy and time to find the unclear where the limb is. Yes, still back to the subject. But these are all matters of the heart, problems for which there is no solution other than meeting and speaking from heart to heart.
“ Hihihi I don't want to meet. Alright even though the gift that yesterday I have not had time to give, but this time I will go still with another gift.” His words are very excited. Feel confident if he will soon meet with Fani the lover of heart. Feeling that he would find Fani so easily without any hindrance and without any hindrance. Moreover, the father and mother have allowed themselves to go on the grounds of heart problems.
At least I'm confident enough to see you. I will go with longing, to the jagged, pebbled and cobbled streets.
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“ Ha, this is Sophia.” Said Fani who raised both eyes staring at the screen of the phone he held.
“ Since when did Sophia's mother have social media. Uh this is a new account yes.” Continue looking at the profile of the middle-aged woman.
“ Hmm alright, I confirm it. Durhaka dong me if nolak.” He said while confirming and following back the account of the woman who was the mother of his former best friend.
“ The wrong child anyway, there is no way dong his mother also follow the enemy.” Reciprocity. Although he currently hated Sophia a lot, yet he did not want to involve others in this inner war and hatred. At first, Sophia hated herself, only she received a look of hatred. But now that everything is in balance, they don't like and hate each other. All since the uploads that made him ignited emotions, plus a sense of confidence if Andry and Sophia did have a special relationship after his departure.
Huh I tried for months to forget, but still feel yes. It turns out that betrayal does hurt.
True said people, ants across the visible but elephants fertilized the eyes are not. Other people's small mistakes are visible, but our own mistakes are not. That's what happened to Fani, just feeling hurt and hurt. Feeling betrayed and victimized. Whereas before he had also broken the hearts of others, destroying the hopes of his best friend. Although in fact they revolve around the same mistakes, but the defense of themselves is also there.
“ Tomorrow has started the exam, it means Andry will soon graduate and become a student. I don't think I've been running for months. Running away somewhere, but my heart is still still not moving. Just watch it go but the heart is still fixated here.” He said softly, his eyes seemed to be glazed remembering the lover he was staying in suddenly.
“ I've even forgotten what your phone number is.” This time she was crying. Trying to withstand chest tightness but can not, forced to vent with tears and tears.
“ I think I can, apparently not. I'm trying to get away from the pain but I don't know how to take off the snare you put on.” Her crying is louder. Her tears are pouring. The resentment and regret mixed into one, moreover the longing that had been piled up for some time.
Long enough Fani roared in tears in her room, lamenting the fate of her romance that ended in sheer betrayal. His eyes looked puffy and reddened, his hands firmly grasping the phone plastered with the only picture of Andry still left in his phone. But the instant his crying stopped, his teeth clenched growling. His eyes suddenly sharp as an astonishment. I don't know what suddenly entered his mind, making him pause for a moment. His hands clenched clasping the edge of the bed.
“ Ah for what I shed tears and cry for her, maybe there she was laughing with Sophia. Or they are dating and holding hands. Ah I'm the disgusting one, I'm the stupid one, I'm the poor one.” Said instantly. Both of his hands quickly wiped away the tears that had stopped flowing but were still hanging on his cheeks.
“ Ih disgusting once cry it. I'm crying here, uh they're having fun there.” His grunts were irritated, throwing all the pillows and bolsters that were nearby. Then lying on his stomach, his hands still tightly grasped the cellphone which is still plastered real face Andry handsome.
“ Hey you, indeed the heart is never wrong. Ever since I first heard your name, I've hated you. But it is undeniable that this is all my fault, because I hate it so much that I even accept the challenge of the crazy woman. And my biggest mistake was falling in love with a guy like you. Once a female player remained a female player. Aaaaa Fani stupid.” He continued to swear at her, admitting all his mistakes that led to her having to be in such an annoying position like this.
“ Hello Fani, how are you now?.” Said the middle-aged woman through a message.
“ Hi aunt, good news. How's the family aunt?.” The answer then asked back.
“ Aunt heard you have moved out of town yes, aunt just found out from Sophia some time ago.” A message came back from the account.
“ Hehehe yes aunt, I moved a few months ago. Now lives in Pontianak. “ Reply again.
Huffh even chatted with his mother only to be confused. I don't want to have to answer the message, I hate that his son is not his mother.
“ Wow, far yes. May be healthy always, send greetings to father, mother and others yes Fan. Next time if aunty there aunty messing around at your house deh.” Reply to the middle-aged woman again, as if she still wanted to continue chatting through messages.
“ Yes aunt. Hope to see you aunt.” Replying as short as possible to end this annoying chat.
Fani moved and took a laptop that lately very rarely touched. But his gaze was fixed on a small box in the corner of his study table. A box containing gifts from Endrico that he had never used at all. Even just to look at him reluctantly, he said only reminiscent of memories, only opening old wounds. Wanting to throw away but feeling bad. So the only way is to let it stay in the room, at the corner of the study table, covered and dusty.
Sorry, brother Endi, not intentionally to dismiss the gift of brother Endi. But every time I see that little thing I'm always getting emotional, it feels like my emotions are being torn apart, my breath is tight and my mind is drawn back to the weird memories.
The sound of the clink of the phone again spread the daydream of Fani who had been staring at a small box in the corner of the table. He quickly ran up to the bed and grabbed his mobile phone. He thought an important message, it turned out to be a message from the same account. The message came in from Sophia's mother. He tried to end his conversation. This time Fani read the message with eyebrows that go up and down alternately. His forehead shriveled to notice.
“ Nak Fani, auntie ask for your address in Pontianak city dong. Maybe next month aunt there is a visit there, if there is time aunt will stop by and visit your home.” A message that is acidic enough to make Fani's forehead wrinkle.
This is the address again. Again, I can't lie. Though I have tried to avoid all the people in my previous life, but what can be done. It's out of control.
Though hesitantly, Fani finally gives an address to the account she considers to belong to Sophia's mother. Without any suspicion. Though it wasn't Sophia's real mother, there was someone else behind it all. The account was managed by Sophia herself, indeed she deliberately made to find information about Fani's life. As it was impossible to use her personal account, Sophia finally took advantage of her mother's name.
Flashbacks
“ Uh this is Fani's account. Oh it turns out that the new account yes, it's worth that the old one never seen again the activity.” Sophia said, nodding her head. Open the account profile that turned out to be locked.
“ Well even diprivate again his account.” Continue to breathe out a long breath. Staring at the screen of the phone that only emblazoned with the nickname Fani and the year of his birth. The rest he can not see again, be it a post or upload the story Fani.
“ This is my source of information. I can know all his daily life through this account.” His words sound disappointed. Wish he could get information without having to follow his enemy's account.
“ Time I have to follow using my account. I'm ashamed, I'm an enemy. I follow the enemy. Not very happy.” He continued to shake his shoulders in disgust.
“ It is the same anyway dropping self-esteem in front of the enemy.” Lirih.
Sophia could only ponder the screen of her phone while trying to dig through ideas from her head. What he should do next. How could he obtain information without having to drop his pride. Learn how to kill a victim without touching it. Occasionally his forehead is tapped with his index finger, as if helping his brain to find ideas immediately.
“ Ahaa I just created an account. I created an account with someone else's name. Definitely not caught if I was the mastermind behind it.” Said firmly. Feeling the cool breeze, got the idea of diamonds.
“ Uh but if you use someone else's name I want to post a photo of who? If there are no photos at all even he became suspicious that this is a fake account.” Then again, the flower that blooms suddenly withered. A brilliant idea suddenly dusty.
“ What else seems to be currently he selectively accepts friends disocial media. If I keep using this idea will most likely fail anyway.” Say again.
Sophia seemed to be thinking and weighing what she should do. Most likely his first idea will fail, inevitably he has to find another idea. An idea that guarantees if he will succeed in digging out all the information. Moreover, how to make Fani not suspicious at all. His head was forced to turn around in search of a guaranteeing idea. Instantly Sophia's face smiled gleefully, her lip line was drawn long, her eyes narrowed, her hands clenched happily. A name appeared
in his head, who else could he use if not his mother.