
Fani was silent, her heart was raging
erratically. Andry asked something that made it difficult to determine
answers. How they'll get back together, how they'll bond
back the rope of love, while the current Fani has belonged to someone else. Instantaneously
the shadow of Endrico filled his head, rendering him incapable
blinked, very scared.
“ Don't be naughty yes, don't cheat. If you are
cheating I won't hesitate to kill you.”
Words ever uttered Endrico
ringing in his head. How could he forget his promise, forget it
the cruel threat that Endrico said. Because Andry was the man who ever
filled his heart, even to this day it still was. Because they are drawn to the story
long ago, Fani forgot that she was no longer the same.
“ Don't be naughty yes, don't cheat. If you are
cheating I won't hesitate to kill you.”
“ Don't be naughty yes, don't cheat. If you are
cheating I won't hesitate to kill you.”
“ Don't be naughty yes, don't cheat. If you are
cheating I won't hesitate to kill you.”
“ Don't be naughty yes, don't cheat. If you are
cheating I won't hesitate to kill you.”
“ Don't be naughty yes, don't cheat. If you are
cheating I won't hesitate to kill you.”
Those words always ring in Fani's head. Even
he could still clearly remember how Endrico's facial expression was when
say that thing. Looks joking but there's seriousness in it. Fanny
increasingly frightened, his body slowly walked backwards, away from Andry
the silent confused. Just looking at Fani who was continuously retreating, his gaze
empty, from his mouth did not come out a word. Unconsciously Fani
sobbing, sitting on my knees on the sand, crying, regretting.
“ Your fan why? You're a gap, right?.” Andry ran
squandered closer to Fani who was already swarming with sand.
“ Fan why? You why?.” Ask Andry panic.
His hand slapped Fani's cheek to stop crying, hoping for the girl
will talk and say what's wrong with her, what makes her this sad.
What
what makes you cry like this? Feeling I didn't say anything
who hurt the heart. What was? What do you really think Fani.
“ Fan, look at me. Please do not cry for no reason
like this. Am I wrong? I was wrong ? If I'm wrong I'm sorry Fan, please
don't cry anymore.” Lirih. Andry clenched his hands together, pleading
before Fani so that Fani does not cry anymore. The stronger Fani cries
the more his heart was broken. No man can see a man who
he loved her crying like this.
“ Gapapa kok brother, I'm just sad aja.” Reply Fani
sobbing, slowly his body moved and moved. Both hands are wiping
the tip of the eye, looks swollen.
Andry followed Fani who was sitting down
shady trees. Walk in a row with a pink box in hand. Today
really emotionally draining, laughing, crying should turn into one.
“ Fan,” Call Andry. Then sit closer
with Fani bowed with her arms crossed on her knees.
This
girl why the hell? Satan's perspectancy? There was no wind, no sudden rain
whiny. It's hard to really understand women. Bentar nangis bentar laughed.
“ Fan, why you? We'll go home.” Andry
slowly patting Fani on the shoulder. Still don't understand what caused it
Fani is as sad as this, even though she has done nothing wrong.
“ We go home yes.” Take Andry again. Her hand
holding both of Fani's shoulders and helping her to stand up, Fani brushed her off.
As if you don't want Andry to take her home, you still want to cry here
something that disturbs the heart.
“ We go home yes let you be calmer.” Andry
persuading Fani. Actually he was confused what else to do, suddenly Fani
crying without a reason. Rather than getting confused, it's better to bring Fani
go home so he'll be calmer.
“ No, I gapapa kok kak.” Fani shakes, interesting
andry's hand to sit next to him.
“ Sure this gapapa?.” Ask Andry to make sure.
Then Andry sat down next to Fani, stroking her shoulders to be calmer.
Fani put her head down on Andry's chest, and,
slowly the crying had subsided. No more sobbing like that.
“ Why the hell? Tell me if there is a problem. Don't
quietly crying gini, I will be confused.” Andry was still wondering what
makes Fani suddenly cry.
“ Just sad aja.” Fani replied sobbing.
“ Sad why else? Not sad enough for
this?.” Andry took Fani further and further into his arms. No matter anymore
this woman belonged to a person or so, the most important thing right now was
how to keep the people he loves from crying and being sad
any more. Andry should try to make Fani comfortable on his side, rather should
trying to take back Fani to be his.
“ I'm sad. I regret. Why the hell can't I
believe you and brother Andry at that time? why I believe Sophia so easily
they clearly want to destroy our relationship. Why the hell?.” Yakap
Fani sobbing. It was regret that made her cry
sobbing like this.
“ Is gapapa, regrets are indeed there. Yang
then let it pass, our task now is only to think about the future.” Andry
nodding in understanding, then smiling thinly while hugging Fani. Finally
this girl understood and realized her mistake.
“ But look now, I set myself up
by oneself. I don't know what else to do. I was too hasty, too
selfish, I can't wait until I accept someone else's love. Though already
obviously I still have the same feeling Brother Andry, but I accept brother
Endri.” Fani's getting so-so, sobbing.
“ Already, the important thing now already know where
located error. Now let's fix it together, if you want
we're back again. Or even if you don't want to go back, I don't
would force. The important misunderstanding between us is done.” Yakap
Andry lirih's. Even though his tone sounded ordinary, it was in his heart
excited to hear that Fani chose herself.
“ Brother, I love brother Andry. But his position is now
I already belong to people. I am also getting comfortable with living
now.” Fani.
Andry wrinkled his forehead, starting to not understand
by Fani's intent. The more complicated, the more complicated.
So then
meanwhat? You still love me, but you're comfortable with your new man. What
this one? so you mean you want to wear one or two? Ha how-how? Is you
can't choose one, can you? Why complicate yourself anyway?
“ I can't answer anything. My position
just as an option at the moment. There's no way I'm forcing you to choose me.
What will it be if you choose me while your heart still lives together
your new-man. And vice versa. You must follow your heart.” Andry
smilingly. Today he said something very, very wise, though
heart's pierced.
Huh
sad yes. I've been chasing love for months, I'm desperately wandering
for your sake. But here's the payoff, you didn't even make a choice right away
chose me. If you prefer your new man, I don't know if I'm not
you can say more words.You are truly a cruel woman.
“ Brother,” Fani stared in Andry's eyes. Spring eye
yang, the look on his face actually said if he admitted his mistake.
“ Already do not discuss that problem anymore.” Andry
sticking his index finger to Fani's lips, there was no need to discuss the problem
this again. Free for him, sorry but still hurtful.
there's something he has to say.
“ Already, now we discuss another problem.
Like this for example.” Andry took the pink box and gave it to her
Fani's.
“ It? Discuss my mistake again?.” asked Fani with
plain face.
“ Not. Now don't be sad anymore. We
merafin existing time as best as possible, should have fun and happy.”
Andry opened the pink box and poured all the contents on the sand, scattered.
Fani just sniffled, watching everything that was done
by Andry. All the items that Andry had given him before existed
here, there are even polaroid photos that were once Fani's favorite
these. Fani's hand grabbed the golden-yellow dress, as soon as her mind brought it
back to the past. At that time, she appeared as a queen, in a dress
this luxury, come to accompany Andry at his birthday party. Instantly
Fani glazed over, slowly one by one the memories that had been trying
back to the surface. Today, he wanted to cry, too much,
cursing himself.
Suppose that
I can't believe what I saw back then, it's for sure we'll be very
happy at the moment. How can you still love me, while I
insist on running from you.
“ Take back all your belongings.
Even if you don't want to wear it anymore, at least appreciate it. Let this dress
complete the memories of the past.” Andry smiled, his hands
holding Fani's hand.
“ Alright, put all these things back in
and take it home with you.” Said Andry while reinserting one by one
stuff into that shabby pink box.
“ Hem,” Andry pressing lips when his hands
reaching for polaroid photos emblazoned with photos of his message with Fani.
Some of the moments they capture when dating, deliberately printed to
hung on the bedroom wall.
“ Hum.” Welcome Fani to take a pile of polaroids from
andry's hand. Her lips were also on her back, after a while she did not
looking at the photos with Andry. Today he saw it back. Though
earlier these pictures hung on the walls of his room, accompanied him and
become her sleep-deliver.
“ Funny yes.” Fani. Look back
this polaroid, sort out the best among the good. Then
quickly Fani's hand grabbed her mini-bag, inserting some photos of her
he was picked into that bag.
“ It is to be carried everywhere hehehehe.” Fani
laughingly. Then closed his mini bag in a hurry.
This
what the hell does that mean? You want to be with me again. Why can't you
mutusin things are this simple. If you love me the same I will go back again
same me, but if you love the same man you stay in me.
“ Now close your eyes.” Pinta Andry's,
get rid of the pink box away from the two of them.
“ Lah why?.” Fani asked plainly, her eyeballs
wandering around here and there waiting for Andry's answer.
“ Just close your eyes.” Pinta Andry
forcefully, his hand closed both of Fani's eyes.
“ Are closed yes. Don't squint. If you look later
her eyes are stingy.” Andry continued, threatening. Slowly his hands
let go and make sure if Fani really closes her eyes.
After making sure Fani really didn't peek,
Andry ran to the car. Running on the sand of the mountain beach, the,
steps limped. Andry ran and occasionally turned around to make sure if
Fani still remained in her position, not peeking at what Andry was doing.
Moments later, Andry approached Fani again. From a distance already
he heard his footsteps and his hunting breath.
“ From where the hell? Long time ago.” Fani direct
asked a question after hearing Andry's footsteps stop
nearby.
“ Huh huh, not from anywhere. Quiescent. Do not open your eyes until
I said open.” Said Andry with a breath of gasp.
Long enough Fani waited, closed her eyes without knowing what
it was done by a man near her. Fani just complies, is told
close your eyes, close your eyes.
“ Now open.” Pinta Andry's.
Slowly Fani opened her eyes, initially dark.
Slowly starting to light up, right in front of him looks Andry is kneeling
in front of him with a flower and a small red box. Fans sontak
pulling his body backwards, his forehead creased in astonishment.
“ What is this.” Tanya Fani was confused. On what basis Andry
surprise me, it's not her birthday.
“ Ha? This what brother?.” Ask Fani again.
Andry answered nothing, just a sweet smile
she brought flowers and small gifts from her hands. Forcing Fani
accepts.
“ What is this sister?.” Fani still refuses to accept, still
can't guess what Andry really meant.
“ Take first. You don't have to ask, you just have to
grab and see the contents.” Andry. His hand kept pushing small things
which is in his hand.
“ But in what order is this brother?.” Fanny
slowly stretched out his hand, grabbing a flower and a small box
given by Andry.
Andry didn't answer anything, again just
smilingly. While Fani is curious about the object given by Andry
slowly open. I also remember the smell of red roses
her favorite. Fani smiled happily,
after a long time he finally got a red rose from
the man she loved.
“ Thank you brother Andry. This is not a bribe for me
agree to Andry's return request right?.” Tanya Fani teases.
He could think of getting there.
“ If this is a bribe let me take a call back, please,
maybe I'll..” Fani continues then stops her saying. Looked at Andry
and smiling as if teasing.
“ May what?.” Andry suddenly. Highlights
his eyes were sharp with a crinkled forehead. Fani is very good at making Andry
curious.
“ May...” Fani still teases Andry. His smile is already
it turned into a laughter that wanted to break. But Fani can still hold it, smiling
terkulum especially when looking at Andry's face is very curious.
“ Maybe what? Maybe I'll throw it away. I
will stomp. That?.” Suddenly Andry raised his voice, emotion
because Fani teased him.
“ If this is what I help you with, I will
throw it.” Andry was increasingly unable to control his emotions. Her face
suddenly reddened, his eyes were sharp and his hands moved wanting to snatch away
the rose came from Fani's hand.
“ Awwwww, pain.” Shouted Fani as Andry tried
grab the rose and Fani blocks it. I don't know what scratched the wrist
fani's hands bleed, maybe Andry's watch.
“ Aww.” His screams are getting dramatic.
“ Fan, sorry. You're a gap, right?.” Ask Andry panic.
Suddenly his anger turned to worry. As usual, this is
his weakness.
“ Fan, sorry I accidentally.” Andry blew
fani's bleeding wrist. I don't know how many times they played the drama
to day. Sometimes Andry, then replied by Fani. Shut up, then repeat it
any more.