
Fani sits on the couch of the family room, enjoying a round of time that stretches it long enough to the city of his birth. A house full of stories, instantly turned into a shabby and shabby residence. Fani stared at the whole part of her house, sad. If there was a choice, he wanted to return to this house, even if it was only by himself. Not because he was not at home with his new residence, but because old memories had soared beyond his packaging. Asking him to come back and stay here, despite the traffic jam is sickening but that's okay.
“ Huffhhh miss my room, it's almost 5 cm nih dust.” Fani muttered as she opened the door of her room. The smell of dust is thick, of course, because it is never cleaned.
“ Uhuk uhuk.” Fani coughed in the dust of her room.
“ Well instead of directly being able to rest even have to clean first.” Further. Fani walked slowly staring at the contents of her room which only lived a mattress and closet, without knickknacks and decorations. No more photo hangers adorning the walls of the room.
Slowly while cleaning, Fani repeated the memories in the corner of the room. Pinching the place she used to calm herself down, the corner of the room that bears witness to how often she was heartbroken. Repeating the story, opening up old memories, this is the best of the moment.
“ Finally done too, huffffhh.” Fani muttered then scattered his body on the bed.
“ Ah comfortable once. After all the full moon can finally feel the softness of the beloved bed.” Continue while developing both hands and feet, swiping with the newly installed bed sheet, cold, delicious.
“ Hey ceiling, how are you? You must be calm because you never hear complaints from this sweet girl again.” He said confidently. Right, maybe the ceiling of his room felt very serene during Fani's departure. No longer hear complaints, cries and used as a place to hang expectations in love.
Fani was lying in bed, sleeping on her back and staring at the ceiling of the room. The most sacred moment for him, looking up at the sky of the room and then imagining the future. Because for him there was no calmness in thought other than in a relaxed position and a wide view. Although the ceiling of his room began to change in pattern, it began to shabby. But still, the ceiling is the most beautiful place to hang hope, the best place to imagine the future.
“ Hum, want to stay here again. This house is the best, most epic, most interesting. Ah I want to move here again.” Mumbled again.
When fun to entertain himself, hanging back one by one hope again, Fani was surprised by the appearance of Andry in his mind. Though he did not remember the matter of meeting with Andry at all.
“ Ahhh.” Shouting Fani filled the room. His hands were used to close his eyes, as if he were looking at Andry's shadow like a ghost.
“ Why did he suddenly think of him. Dih.” His grunt.
“ Hem, what yes Andry thought when I answered quickly his invitation to meet. Where does this stupid mouth say tomorrow anyway. Aaaaaa must think I'm a cute girl, surely she said I was sorry because I cut her off. Aaa Fani is stupid, you get yourself caught up in bad judgment.” He muttered while grimacing. It is very embarrassing to think, no pleasantries, no rejection at all, even he who thrust himself, said Fani.
“ Ahh die, the only way is just enjoy it. Whatever happens tomorrow I give up, I don't know what he's going to say anyway. Uh sure about clarifying his relationship with Sophia, hehehe later after you defend yourself I will sell expensive.” Continue while chuckling amusedly.
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Andry's on his way to Fani's house. Yesterday they had not decided at what time they would leave, which was agreed only to meet today. And even worse, Andry could not contact Fani at all. Because it was too awkward with the situation, just to ask for a number that can be contacted Andry did not remember. Then this is what it is, fumbling, feeling it is right or not and the worst thing is to be forced to come to Fani's house just to ask what time they will go.
“ How? Go down, right? Must be at home Fani rame bang.” Andry muttered when he almost got to Fani's house. Deg-degan like to meet prospective in-laws, even though he himself knows if the Fani family gathers all the hospital to look after the grandmother.
“ Oh yes grandma is still in the hospital, or maybe Fani is also there. Uh why just think now anyway, if that's mending me directly to the hospital just now.” Andry patted her forehead repeatedly.
“ So I have to put back again?.” Andry slowed down his car, still convincing himself where he was supposed to go. Whether to stay at Fani's house or turn to the hospital.
“ Hum yaudah deh, mending check first to his new house later if not ad ague cau to the hospital. Gini really want to meet, gini difficult if each other does not have contact. Arrgghhh why the hell you changed the phone number Fan.” Andry grumbled in annoyance. Repeatedly hitting the steering wheel, never has he been this complicated. Usually if you want to meet yes stay on the phone, want to change the discourse yes stay on the phone.
“ Have been living stone age only me, can not nelefon.” He continued with a joke, then laughed at him.
Andry drove carefully, occasionally looking at the pink box he had placed in the passenger seat. The box that has accompanied him explores love, wanders in search of the woman he loves, the box that contains the expression of his love. Today Andry will clarify everything, all night he has solidified the mind. Today too, Andry had to ask Fani to tell him the truth, why and why she did all this. Although eventually he will be selected, losing to a new person who is more handsome than him or maybe even more in good terms. But today too, Andry will give everything he should have given since yesterday. The gifts that he had not had time to give to Fani who had considered him a nobody anymore.
“ Congratulations, you will finally meet your master.” His heart while smiling looked at the pink box he had decorated in such a way. The box that had been crouched when taken here and there accompanied his steps, but it had been repaired and neatly arranged.
Andry had already entered the grounds of Fani's house, looking very quiet like he was uninhabited.
“ Well, really not at home. Definitely hospital.” He muttered regretfully not following his heart, he should have turned around since then so as not to waste time like this.
“ Yaudah back again deh, yesterday nyari lo get to Pontianak, now already in Jakarta nyari lo also difficult. Emang as complicated as it is related to lo, what is it that deliberately creates a distance between us?.” Andry let out a long sigh and rubbed his chest to be more patient.
Andry waited for a moment, staring at the circular clock on his wrist. It's 10 in the morning, maybe if you wait a little longer aka the tone of people who return to this house. Fear later if he returns to the hospital, even the person who is hospitalized returns to this house. It gets more confused.
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“ Uaaggghhhh.” Fani stretched her bodies. Cleaning the room all night made him so exhausted that he fell asleep until almost noon.
“ Duh died me. Grandma is sick again like this I can still have bad luck. Where's my towel? Which sister is sister?.” Shouts of fog. Fani paced back and forth while holding her head dizzy. Instead of calling back the mother, Fani was confused erratically.
“ Aaaaaaaa mother, grandma wait for me.” His screams are getting louder. Fani runs towards the bathroom, but her steps are stopped when she hears the sound of a car horn from the front yard. Not once, but repeatedly. That's not a passing car, but a stopping car.
“ Aih whose car is it?.” Say it while trying to recognize the sound of a car horn.
Fani walked slowly towards the front yard, walking as if the one who came was the thief that had to be put away. Step slowly, the towel is looped around the head, it looks like a host. Fani peeked out of the window, her eyes narrowing to highlight the figure in the red car parked in the yard of her house.
“ Who is it?.” Ask at the window.
“ Feeling of no one I know using such a car, do not-don't the wrong person address.” Continue to raise the index finger.
Piiitttt…. Pittt…
The car continued to honk, opening the ears of those who listened to it. The longer the tempo just faster and also makes Fani more furious.
“ Ahhh who the hell, if you are looking for someone mbok ya directly down knock on the door of his house continues to be sure not the person. Not even a horn there, a horn here. To deafen your ears early in the morning. Wait a minute, I'm not nutmeg lo ya.” Gerrutu Fani is upset.
Fani opens the door in a fit of annoyance, walking fast in the front yard, approaching the car that made her emotional early in the morning. Wearing loose t-shirts and hotpants, plus a towel that is coiled in the head and hands upright waist, is like a market thug only style.
“ Eh lo why so noisy anyway.” Fani pointed her index finger at the driver of the car. Standing right in front, upright waist is the mainstay style.
“ Heh, exit lo. What do you want ha?.” Continue to be angry. His eyes were sharp as if he wanted to pounce on the person behind the wheel.
While Andry can only giggle amusedly from inside the car. Staring at the brave woman who stood upright waist, like wanting to invite him to a fight. At first Andry was surprised to see Fani who came out in short clothes like this, let alone like a person who wanted to fight. But Andry also enjoyed this situation, instead of going down Andry even more upset Fani. Andry continued to press the car horn, making Fani aghast in shock and increasingly berated him. Andry's laughter filled the car room, a delightful morning meal.
“ Heh out lo.” Fani changed positions. Now hitting the glass steering door, it can no longer stand the behavior of the nosy in this red car.
“ Heh out lo. What is the problem of your life ha?.” Further. Fani hits the glass even tighter so Andry can no longer hold back.
Andry slowly lowered the car glass, holding his lips as much as possible so as not to widen and gaped with laughter. Until finally baaaaaaa,,, Andry still could not help but laugh when he saw the annoyed face of the girl who had been scolding him.
“ Ihhhhhhhh! Brother Andry.” Fani said when she saw the figure that made her emotional is Andry the ex-lover. Fani lowered her pointed finger that was poached since earlier, her hands clenched and forced to pull over the wind.
“ Hahahahhahaha.” Andry's laughter echoed, his stomach as if tickled until he couldn't help it. Fani's manyun face was her favorite all along, but it turns out Fani's face when angry like this is much more interesting, much more adorable.
“ Ihhh ngeselin.” Fani face-masks, her legs jerking in annoyance. Then without saying much he ran back into the house. Didn't offer Andry to come in or ask to wait.
Andry was still busy with his unrelenting laughter. After a long time of sadness, feeling lonely, today he felt a loose laugh again. The happy one who left is back. True said people, if already love does not care if it already has.
Hah finally after all this time I moping, today I again feel sincerely laugh. And today I was made happy by the same woman, the woman who also disappointed me.
I don't know what Fani is doing inside the house, Andry can only wait for her. Moreover, Fani suddenly left, not telling if Andry had to wait inside the house or wait outside. Andry leaned his body in the chair, his eyes flushed with fatigue, repeatedly yawning sleepily. Until unconsciously Andry had fallen asleep with a gaping mouth and a little snoring, so tired.
“ Haik why he is silent, finally he is tired too ya make a fuss.” Fani said with a thin smile and walked towards the car.
“ Loh where is the person?.” When he peeked out of the windshield, there was no sign of anyone in the car.
Fani opens the door and finds Andry asleep. A soft snoring from his mouth, his hands folded around his chest, looking very tired. Fani can only smile looking at the man who was once captured from his best friend, smiling and imagining his sweet and romantic stories when he was a couple, again Fani nostalgic with his mind.
You're still the same yeah, still handsome too. I thought after a long time of not seeing you I'd become ordinary, it was still the same. I'm still like I used to be, always amazed every time I saw you, always in love every time I looked at you.
Fani bent both her hands and propped up her chin. Staring at the beautiful scenery this morning, staring at the creation of God accompanied by the swish of the car engine. He said think of it as a payment after a long time not staring at Andry's face, a reply to the betrayal committed by Andry. Though yesterday the hatred stirred in his heart, but after meeting all vanished instantly. Hate seeds that had grown slowly died and melted with the soil. There was only a feeling of nervousness, just like the first time he realized that he had fallen in love with the man next to him. Again Fani's heart was easily torn apart, a woman who could not strengthen the heart. Easy to like, easy to love, easy to hate and easy to melt too.
Then what do you want me to do now? Falling back in love with you? No need to ask, no need to lead. A thousand times I looked at you, I was still the same, still in love, many times, many times.