
Fani was lying in her room, staring at the ceiling which made her suddenly chest tight. Remembering painful memories. Tonight Fani stared at the ceiling of the room accompanied by angry songs. Though this was his birthday, a very special day for him, but somehow he became upset and mellow.
“ I miss Andry so much, why the hell do you have the heart with me.” He said while wiping the tears that wet his cheeks. Moreover, coupled with mellow music adds to his excitement and sadness.
Don't ask me how I feel
If you can't switch either
The past that haunts you
Because this is really unfair
Not that I meant to hurt me
But it's not easy to forget
Long story I've been through
Please convince my body
Just go, you go away from me
Let me kill feelings for you
Although heavy stepping
My heart is not ready to be hurt
Give our story a little time
The universe sent you for me
We are the right taste
At the wrong time
Life is a choice
But the heart is not chosen
When only half of you are present
And half for him
Just go, you go away from me
Let me kill feelings for you
Although heavy stepping
My heart is not ready to be hurt
Give our story a little time
The universe sent you for me
We are the right taste
At the wrong time
This is not what I want
The miss cannot be arranged
We never understood
You and I hurt
Just go, you go away from me
Let me kill feelings for you
Although heavy stepping
My heart is not ready to be hurt
Give our story a little time
The universe sent you for me
We are the right taste
At the wrong time
At the wrong time
“ The song is so sad again, I will be more upset.” She continued wiping her tears that had involuntarily wet her cheeks. Turn around and reach for the phone that just added to its excitement. Turn off the music and throw the phone on the other side of the bed, away from it. Since morning until just now he was made happy by the people closest to him. Starting from Endrico to Al who was willing to come all the way to his house just to celebrate his birthday.
“ Time the hell you lost to Al whose love I refused. He whom I refuse to accept is willing to come to see me, give me a birthday surprise, do not forget also he gave me a beautiful gift.” His words this time praised Al whose love he had once rejected. It was because he was forced, and more forced to accept the love of Andry that he did not like at all.
“ Well you who I do not love but I accept his love even this kind of. How anyway. Even though I finally love you. I accept your love, I love you, but you cheated on me and broke my heart. You don't have a heart.” His words sounded grumbling to Andry. Also almost leads to comparing Andry with Al.
" I don't know you are Andry. I'm serious but you even have to play behind my back, my best friend (former friend) anyway. There's no sense in you, ah so kesel. My mood changed instantly, like a somersault. Be happy, be sad, be daunted, eh now even sprained." Continue grumbling in annoyance.
Already content to berate and compare Andry with other men, now Fani switched with the parcels given by Endrico and Al. The two men who simultaneously gave her happiness today, took the time to channel empathy on a special day for her. Although the greeting and gift of the person he most expected had not been received until now, Fani was still willing to wait. Either he gets it tomorrow, next month, next year or some years later.
" Huffhhh why the hell I'm stupid is still expecting him who is not clear, already happy with the other, really no self-esteem anymore I made feelings." His words berated themselves when he realized his mind was still fixated on the figure of Andry, the man he still loved. Though his mind was forced to refuse, his heart was not.
Fani began to grab the parcels she had placed on the table. Starting from the parcel given by Al, began to open eagerly while guessing what the parcel contained. Slowly and carefully, his mouth suddenly gaped with pleasure when he found a rosegold-colored watch in the box. Fani excitedly and with a smile wrapped the clock in her white hand.
“ Aaaa is great. I love this watch so much, I love the color. This is my favorite color.” His voice surged in pleasure as he continued to stare at the circular clock on his pure white wrist.
“ Did not change yes, from the past until now was still really pinter choose a gift. You know what I like. ” Continue smiling and continue to praise Al who managed to make his regret instantly turned back to happy. Al always knew how to make him happy. Only with a watch can make Fani forget the thirst of her heart.
" OK now I want to open a gift from brother Endi. What is the prize. Hehehehe I am being stubborn. Whether the gift will also make me jump happy. Hehehehe we'll see." His words turned to grab a parcel from Endrico.
" Waw, the box is so funny. I'm guessing this must be a ring." He said when he found a fairly small box in the bag that Endrico gave him last afternoon.
Fani quickly opened the box, but this time her guess was wrong. There was a liotin with a picture of a flower in the box, there was a small letter that was also inserted into it. This time not stunned and excited, but Fani was stunned and suddenly frightened. Given that what Endrico did was almost the same as what Andry had done to him. Just a pendant alone can drain all the past memories that he has tightly closed.
" What the fuck. I should be happy, but honey your gift makes me remember the past." He said in an annoyed tone and threw the box containing the pendant on the floor. Don't want to see a gift that makes him a memory of the past, a memory he sent along with the former's gift items a few weeks ago.
Do all men like to give pendants? Hey do you know the locket from you makes me fail to move on. My faith is thin, even you hit it anyway, yes broken. Then I have to start all over again moving on?
They have not moved on yet:)