
Fani lay staring at the ceiling of her room which was filled with the brilliance of her colorful lights. Since two hours ago Fani just lay and stared at the flickering lights, occasionally his hand grabbed the phone and stared at the silent screen. There is no notification from the lover, let alone the phone. Ever since he turned off the phone this afternoon, they've been no longer communicating. Although Fani's fingers could not bear to call Andry, it could still be controlled by a sense of prestige. Recalling he turned off the phone in a fit of annoyance Andry snapped at him without mentioning what was wrong.
It's almost too late, but he still hasn't contacted me. I was wrong what? Time yes Just because he was jealous he snapped even diemin me. It's just an assumption, the reality is different again.
Fani's face was bent slowly, there was a bit of regret and annoyance. Just keep staring at the screen of his phone, hoping Andry will call him soon. Usually, they make video calls, meet face to face and joke around. Even in a long time, to fall asleep sometimes.
“ You won't call me? Well I won't call you either, just look who's selfish.”
His hand immediately threw the phone at the corner of the bed, away from him who was still lying on his back. Choosing to forget about the wait since a few hours ago. Fani mused looking up at the ceiling, slowly her eyes began to glare and seemed to be sleeping. His move towards dreamland was suddenly stopped by the ringing sound of a cell phone. Instantly his eyes widened and he quickly moved closer to his phone. He thought from Andry it was the sound of the alarm he set last night. The look on his face immediately turned to disappointment, his hope was not in accordance with reality.
“ I think this is a call from you Andry, apparently I prank myself. Why did I set the alarm clock so early?.” He asked while continuing to grumble.
“ Too excited until my drowsiness is gone.” The bridge while returning to lay down in its original place.
According to him, it might be good for him to wait a little longer, it could be because there are other activities so that Andry has not been able to inform. Fani opens the sosmed and stares at her chat room with Andry, ah very quiet. Just the last message, that was the message this afternoon. To reduce boredom, Fani usually choose to watch stories and even replay the stories of his friends. His hand shrewdly shifted right and left, looking through whatever was in his story today. His gaze stopped, his eyes widened, his body suddenly sat up aghast when he looked at his lover one frame with (former) friends who were currently hostile to him half-dead.
“ Ha? Whatisthis? I'm not wrong see, right?.” He asked while patting his cheeks in disbelief at what he saw.
“ Ah no, this is impossible.” His bridge was accompanied by trunks as if what he saw was impossible.
“ This must have been me wrong see, because again annoyed with Andry. Moreover, Sophia is now hostile to me, wow it turns out that not only my heart but my eyes are also betrayed. It's definitely not Andry.” The protest remains in disbelief. Repeatedly he exited the app and re-entered it to make sure. His thumb and forefinger were approaching and away, the image was enlarged and scaled down. The trunks and I rubbed his eyes to bear witness to his disbelief in everything he saw.
“ This is definitely an editan, this is not Andry. How dare Sophia try to destroy our relationship.” His face was bent in annoyance, his finger pressed firmly against his phone screen irritated. Wanting to reply to the post, but Fani was still reluctant to be provoked by Sophia's post. Luckily his fingers could still be under control, even though his chest was swollen and tight.
You're trying to get me emotionally hooked, aren't you Sophia? Hey I know we're hostile now, uh more precisely you're hostile to me.
His phone was slammed repeatedly on the bed, venting an increasingly unbearable annoyance. Some suspicions swirled in his mind, trying to pull over but still hanging back in his mind. His face was perfectly bent when an assumption stopped his mind.
“ Are they alone now? Or worse, they are close? A boyfriend? Ah where possible, am I still his rightful lover. Andry is also not likely to fall in love with Sophia.” Mumbled. His hands seemed silent and stopped slamming his phone. Every now and then his fingers scratched at his non-itchy forehead, trying to break the assumption he had just uttered. Trying to calm down more precisely, even if it is true he is preparing an expression and a way to reduce emotions. Trying to dismiss his statement as if true, considering that since this afternoon Andry had not contacted him, coupled with Andry's changed attitude, began to snap. But Fani really could not, not calm down before she knew the truth.
“ Do I call you?.” Reciprocity. Asking himself and then answering himself, his head shook repeatedly. “ Don't do it, it's good. Big head deh that guy if I first contact.” Whatever the situation must keep prestige. Choosing to be fooled by the current situation, Fani tried to close her eyes again. Even though tonight will feel very long, he still tried not to get dizzy with this problem. Even though his eyes were closed, his heart was unceasingly grumbling in annoyance, swearing at the two humans he suspected to be bestsandals. The longer his eyes were closed, the more assumptions he felt unwell with, his hands clenched and firmly grasped his blanket.
“ Ah can not be left!.” Rise up and sit down, his hand grabbed the phone and without hesitation he called Andry. No matter the prestige anymore, it was trying to kill the assumption that was lodged earlier. There was no answer from Andry, no idea what he was doing at the moment. Fani did not give up, tried to call many more times even though there was still no answer from her lover. Not the assumption he killed, even the more suspicion controlled his mind, the more bad thinking about the two humans who disturbed his night.
Just watch you call me tomorrow, I'm gone, pretending to be dead, swallowed by the earth.
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Andry stared at the circular clock on his wrist, already showing at 12 p.m. It was late, time passed very quickly. Too busy appreciating the meeting to forget the time. Andry decided to go home, ending the laughter that had been tickling his stomach. Move and step away from the crowd of his friends, towards the parking lot and drive a car across the street. His chest felt airy as if there was no burden, forgetting the accusations that he had made this afternoon to the woman. His foot stepping on the accelerator increased the speed, splitting the not-so-crowded streets.
“ Should be more often-frequently hanging out with the kids to not get bored continue.” He murmured while parking the car into the garage. Get down and step into the house that looks already quiet.
“ On sleep like.” His eyes swept through the entire house, staring at the lights that were not lit, only a dim light remained. Quickly stepping towards his room, impatiently wanting to have sex with his bed.
“ Aaaa.” He muttered while slamming his body in his bed. His face touched the coldness of the mattress that had been exposed to air conditioning. His hands and feet were stretched out and swayed up and down to enjoy the coldness of the mattress.
After being satisfied to suck the cold from the bed, Andry moved and changed his clothes. Wearing a loose t-shirt and flagship shorts, Andry was ready to step into the dream. Turn off the headlights and return to bed. He thought of a cell phone that he had not touched for several hours, he saw several missed calls from Fani. As if forgetting his regret, Andry tried to call back his lover. There is guilt in his heart, leaving Fani without news since this afternoon.
“ Hey just you called me 20 minutes ago, why now you don't pick up my phone.” He muttered as he continued to try to contact Fani. Five times, but not answered by Fani.
“ Have you slept? I was wrong, get together with my friends but I forget you.” He admitted his mistake. He sent a message containing an apology complemented by love speech and heart images.
“ But you made me go out with friends, if only you didn't upset me of course I would be home and spend time on the phone. “ His protest won't accept if it's entirely his fault.
Although this is not entirely his fault, Andry still sends out some apologies and good-night messages. Expect a thin smile to adorn the face of the lover when he reads these short messages.
Good night girl, sorry today I suspected you, sorry if my longing poisoned my mind. You must have been waiting for me to call you, right? Well sorry I was with those friends and ignored you.