
Sophia was shocked to hear her phone alarm, staring at the clock she had on her post, already at 8am. Sophia jumped out of bed, rushed to get a towel and locked herself in the bathroom.
“ Crazy, 8 o'clock. I could have misfortune, even though I am after the alarm at 6 am.” He muttered while wetting his body.
“ What because all night can not sleep think how it feels to meet Fani after so long. How the hell it feels better again the same people who have been enemies for so long with us.”
After 10 minutes in the bathroom, Sophia came out with a towel wrapped around her body. Approaching the wardrobe and standing long enough while staring at the clothes hanging.
“ Hem want to wear which shirt? Duh.” Sophia muttered with her hands perched on her chin, posing a confused person.
“ Wear this one is suitable huh? Uh don't be too tacky.” Next, ask and then answer yourself.
Long enough Sophia hooked in front of her closet, some clothes have been tried, many times Sophia also let go. It doesn't fit, it's less okay, it's too easy, it's too simple and there are many more rejections. Somehow Sophia was too complicated this time, even though it was only a matter of clothes and appearance. Usually if he goes with Fani he never drags this, even does not care about his appearance. But this time Sophia was completely different, it was like she wanted to meet a very important person. Yes maybe because of awkward and so on, after a long time did not meet of course the appearance that will be highlighted later.
Why is this so complicated? I just want to meet Fani Doang. Half an hour of picking clothes, eh still doesn't fit too. Yes, yes, I want to meet the future in-laws.
**
Fani parked her car at home eating seafood subscription. Hurry inside, afraid that she would be too late and make Sophia wait for a long time.
“ Loh, where's Sophia?.” Inner Fani asked. His gaze swept around, walked slowly and continued to prioritize his gaze. From the front to the back of the restaurant, but Fani did not find the figure she was invited to meet.
“ Not yet turned out, well you were the one who rushed. Heheheh may be too excited, can't wait to see Sophia. I really like my friend who beats it.” He muttered with a pinched smile. Fani stepped closer to a table that was enough for two people. He deliberately chose the corner near the window, so that occasionally hit by the wind.
“ Why so long? What Sophia stuck stuck in traffic?.” Fani glanced at his wrist, already 25 minutes from the promised time. Starting to fidget, Fani repeatedly stared at the screen of her phone. Want to contact Sophia and ask what happened, what caused her to be late all this time.
As he stared at the screen of the phone, suddenly a mini bag landed on the table. Someone came, Fani smiled knotfully, surely this person who came was Sophia. The person he had been waiting for a few tens of minutes ago. Fani looked up, looking at who the figure who came near her. It turns out that it was Sophia, the money man she had been waiting for. Fani looked at Sophia who was still standing stiffly, her lip line slightly retracted and looking like a forced smile. More precisely smiling shyly, it was only natural that there was a sense of awkwardness between them.
“ Hai.” Sapa Sophia waved her hand slowly. Her lips were trembling, Sophia looked deathly pale. This meeting was much different from their previous meetings. If they usually meet with a shrill voice and furore hugging, kiss the left cheek, kiss the right cheek and so on. But at this time different, their meeting was filled with awkwardness, even to speak was taken into account.
“ Hai.” Reply Fani no less awkward.
“ Sitting Sop.” Fani invites Sophia to sit in front of him. Followed by a nod by Sophia then sat in the place that had been provided.
“ Yes thank you.” Sophia remained awkward.
Fani waved her hand, called the waiter and immediately ordered. His smile seemed reluctant to fade from Fani's face. In front of her, Sophia was embarrassed. His fingers twisted each other. Sophia was really nervous, awkward, shy and so on. Sophia slowly regulated her breathing, since her heart was racing as if she had just participated in a multi-metre race.
“ Crazy! I've never had this big bang. Even when I'm a teacher told to come forward in front of the class even if I'm not this big. Then why is it like this anyway? Though only met Fani, people I know, people close to me before.” Inner Sophia.
“ I have to what? Very awkward it feels.” Deepen next.
“ Sop want what message?.” Ask Fani while holding out a menu book. But Sophia did not answer, she was still down.
“ Sop. What message would you like?.” Fani took Sophia's elbow slowly with the menu book in her hand. Sontak made Sophia shocked and moved.
“ Uh. Yes Fan. Sorry-sorry I'm so dumb.” Sophia who was shocked immediately pulled the menu book from Fani's hand.
“ Hehehehe.” Fani just laughed.
Why is it so awkward? I miss us who used to be ignorant Sop. There's no awkwardness at all between us. I'm free to hit, jewel or prank your head. Not sure if everything can change 360°. But I am grateful you still want to see me, not enemies forever.
After ordering the food, all was silent. There is only awkwardness between Fani and sophia, each quiet, bowed and occasionally they exchanged glances. It was as if no one wanted to start making noise. Only boisterous sounds from other customers, noisy voices that accompany their awkwardness. Sophia, with all her knowledge, tried to sort out the words. How did he open his voice, then slowly express his apology.
Huffhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. It all turned out to be inversely related to my dreams. This meeting was not at all as beautiful, as smooth and as pleasant as I had in my dreams. Why are you also silent Fan? It was you who I met. Keep us quiet, look at each other so until we go home?.
“ Hem, how are you now?.” Finally Fani opened her voice. Eventually the awkwardness and tension between them was solved as well.
“ Ba..Kok Fan.” Sahut Sophia.
“ Lo how? What do you mean?.” Sophia asked back. Her lips twitched violently, Sophia did not dare to look Fani in the eyes for long. Just occasionally looking and then back to throw his gaze.
“ I'm also good kok.” Fani replied no less nervous. Fani smiled forcefully, while Sophia just nodded. I don't know what he's calling.
After that the atmosphere returned silent, silent. There was no more talk between them, whereas there were many things they could talk about. Again this is natural, awkwardness is natural.
“ Excuse me mbak, the order.” A passenger came by carrying several dishes of food in a tray. Plate by plate had already started to fill the table.
“ Thanks.” Fani and Sophia said simultaneously, sending a sweet smile as a thank you to the waiter.
Without further ado, Fani and Sophia ate each other's food they ordered. Back in silence, Sophia and Fani instead seemed to be competing with each other to spend their food.
**
“ Yes, why Sop?.” Fani asked with a thin smile, the look on her face still showed an awkward feeling.
“ Hem, Fan. Sorry, I was wrong too much. Sorry I am Fan.” Sophia pulled Fani's hand, grasping it tightly.
“ Uh don't be Sop, I'm not good. I am sorry you. I'm sorry too, it all started with me, I was wrong.” Fani pulls her hand, not letting Sophia beg to put her head in her hand.
“ No Fan, it's all my fault. I was wrong.” Sophia's eyes began to glaze over. Finally he can express all the regrets and guilt that he has been pensive all this time.
“ Sop, I'm sorry. That's why I asked for a meeting, I miss the same. How many times have I returned to this city, but I feel that there is less. I really miss playing with lo Sop.” Fani was sad, her eyes were also teary.
“ I also miss you. Sorry I'm Fan. Please remain my best friend.” Sophia moved on, then hugged Fani tightly.
“ I will still be your best friend, even though you hurt me many times. I still love you kok, even if you ngeselin, I still willing to kok sahabatan same person who does not exist ahlaq kayak lo.” Fani. Still thinking of Sophia's feelings, expressing her annoyance with a joke. Then laugh amusedly.
“ Aaaa emang I am so evil yes, once again sorry I.” Sophia hugged Fani tightly, making it difficult for Fani to breathe.
Haru blue between the two of them, finally the misunderstanding between them had an end as well. Sophia and Fani were very happy, even though they had been enemies but it was only for a moment. Until whenever will be friends, forever they say.
“ Turns out finally happy too yes as I dream, reality is more emotionally draining. Haru, happy and so on mixed into one. I never thought I could finally be a good person. Finally I can say sorry too, I am not ashamed to admit my mistake. It turns out that all this time I was too selfish, I was too arrogant, too selfish.” Inner Sophia was relieved, praising herself for her bravery.
“ Oh yes until when are you here?.” Sophia was back in her seat. I was happy to embrace this friend.
“ Until next week, come back here because of mom misses, grandma misses and home misses.” His mouth while tidying the hair that tangled masai after being hugged and duyuel-uyel Sophia.
“ Loh, your mother still lives here? Isn't your family moving out of town?.” Sophia sipped the drink in front of her.
“ Hem yes. My grandmother was sick then. After how many weeks grandma treated, finally mom mutusin to live here with grandma. Bang Joo is also here after graduating from school, I will also come back here again like after graduation.” Her speech.
“ Seriously you will be back and stay here again?.” Sophia smiled cheerfully, hearing that Fani would come back and stay back in this city made her happy instead of overcast. It's like the guy who won the lottery.
“ The intention is that, but see later. I have to consider my atmosphere and environment first. You see I'm here deserted no temen.” Fani insinuates Sophia blatantly. Insinuating but as if doing nothing, Fani looks relaxed and ordinary.
“ So you mean I'm not your friend? What the hell is lo?.” Ketus Sophia's.
“ Don't know anyway, I'm not sure if lo it's me.” Fani still replied casually, not caring about Sophia's face being upset by her words.
“ Severe yes lo. I'm good, even bad. Deliberately lo ya want revenge, want to make me embarrassed ya.” ketus Sophia. His body had been planning to move and leave because of the annoyance with Fani who was in front of him.
“ Hahahaaha kali Sop. During my stay it turns out you did not change yes, still aja baperan.” Fani held Sophia's hand that was about to move, then laughed out loud.
“ Ngeselin lo yes, really deh kesel I.” ketusnya still face.
“ Oh yes, you can get an invitation from brother Ardy not really?.” Fani asked without guilt, ignoring Sophia who was moping with her.
“ Hem.” Deheman was Sophia's answer.
“ Crazy yes, startled me. Once upon a time when one school, his work was asking for a girlfriend only with me. Suddenly he wants to get married. The world is funny yes, fate is unpredictable, many secrets.” Fani shook her head.
“ Do not believe me, just graduated how many months he has been steady for marriage. His narrow mind what is my narrow mind really?.” Fanny wondered.
“ Your narrow mind. If you want to marry must wait so old, must have money so long ago? If they are sure to get married, it does not matter anyway, I think it is legitimate.” Sophia.
“ Hem yes. What do not-don't because it is difficult to get a boyfriend, continue once a girlfriend eh brother Ardy immediately married. You see if not tied up continue loose, eh it is difficult anymore nyari girlfriend hahahahaha.” Fani laughed out loud after saying her assumption.
“ Don't tease lo. Do not because you easily find a girlfriend continue to do not mind half-maturen about others. Later quality, do not survive lo.” Sophia's words sounded horrified.
“ Astagfirullah, Fan. God, no longer insulting others. Horrified I heard the words lo Sop.” Fani clenched her hands together, as if begging God for forgiveness for what she said just now.
“ *****deh lo. I've been sent back by an angel for your insults just now. Hahahahha.” Sophia laughed, turning around she who was laughing at Fani.
“ Amen amit, not to.” Fani taps her head slowly then repeatedly says the same word.
“ Love a big gift for Ardy and his bin, let you not be sworn earth hahahaha.” Sophia laughed even harder, satisfied with Fani.
“ Hem.” Ketus Fani's.
Sophia and Fani spent the whole day together. Starting from eating, walking around to buying a dress to wear at Ardy's wedding party tomorrow. Not to forget they also bought a gift to give to Ardy who will become a newlywed.
It turns out that forgiving is airy, apologizing is relieved. I was finally able to become a hard man, able to fight ego and deep hatred. Hopefully in the future can be a forgiving human being and always apologizing, even if only for a small mistake.
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