
Fani leaned against her bed, staring out the window holding a chocolate bar and a mysterious rose that was not clear to the sender. Today Fani was also lucky, Endrico saved her from Irma's anger. Yes, even if he knows only today he can run, but tomorrow and beyond he will not. Fanimasih guessed the hell out of who these chocolates and roses are. Even along the way back home, Fani had asked Endrico repeatedly, hoping that this mysterious gift was actually from Endrico. But repeatedly Endrico denied that it was not from him.
“So who is this from?.” Mumbled Fani while spinning the rose stalk in his hand.
“ May be wrong people times yes, why do I have to dizzy-dizziness this problem anyway.” Then put the chocolate and roses on the table next to the bed.
Fani grabbed her phone, there were already several messages and missed calls from Endrico. Since then Fani deliberately turned off the ringtone of his phone, anticipating if Irma would call and ask for an explanation for what he saw tonight as well. But luckily, there was not a single message and missed call from Irma. There is only fear and guilt in Fani, of course, from this incident there will be a little influence in their friendship.
“ Ir, sorry I did. Not that I don't want to be honest with you from the beginning, I'm just afraid you are angry and then I break up one of them both.” Mumbled wailing. Since the appearance of Endrico earlier, Fani's feelings are ambiguous, uncertain. Fear, guilt, wanting to scream, wanting to cry mixed into one. But Fani realized, this was all purely his fault. He's the one who gets himself caught up in this kind of trouble.
“ Surely Irma very angry with me, surely she was very disappointed so do not want to ask anything, do not need any explanation from me.” Further. His eyes glazed over the screen of his phone, staring at the photo of Irma that he accidentally took when he was cafe earlier.
“Why have I not thought about the risk so far? The ending would be like what. Why the hell for my own self-satisfaction I even sacrifice the feelings of others.” Unknowingly Fani's tears had already fallen down her cheeks. Her hands refused to wipe away the tears, this time Fani let the warm grains fall on her chubby cheeks.
“ What if everything is revealed later, what should I do? How am I going to take sanctions from them? How will I face Endi and Andry later.” Fani began to fear imagining if someday his lie was exposed. Yesterday before making a decision Fani never thought about the risks he would face, how he would face the hatred of the people he hurt.
“ Can I face the hateful gaze of them? Haaaaaaa still mending that the consequences I received were only the look of hatred. What if Endi really realized his speech at that time? What if he kills me. Andry, I've been hurt twice. Is he going to kill me too? Aaaa just imagine it has been very horrified oh my god.” Fani grimaced, imagining as if she was really going to be killed by two men she hurt simultaneously.
Fani grabbed back a sprig of red roses from the table, smelling the floral fragrance and hoping to make it calmer. Fani reluctantly thinks about the consequences she will receive one day. Should he be aware of his mistake, Fani should be firm and choose one between Endrico and Andry right now. The best way not to increase the risk is to break the chain of problems, although later it will also accept the risk of his actions. At least not too bad.
“ Last let it pass. Which I don't need to think about tomorrow. Let everything go according to the plot. If I have to accept severe consequences one day, I will accept. Rather than thinking about the moment, it made me dizzy, and haunted by fear. I've been going crazy for a long time. Already, which will be business later.” The subject is very selfish. Fani couldn't have taken herself in a better direction. It is clearly wrong but is reluctant to shy away from problems.
“ But by the way this flower from who the hell? Want to eat chocolate but fear of use. Aaah is so stale of my thoughts.” Fani returned to his main thought. Overcome the confusion, who are these flowers and chocolates from?.
“ What I save, make me a keepsake. Whoever you love me these flowers and chocolates, thank you for being so kind. Although I don't know what this is in order.” Fani kisses red roses over and over again. Then he got out of his bed, put the mysterious chocolate and flowers on his study table, made into a display.
**
Since then Irma was pacing back and forth, biting her index finger while thinking whether what she did was wrong or not. Since then Irma considered whether what she did this would be a big problem later or not. Irma turned on her phone, stared fixedly and then turned off her phone screen again. Repeatedly Irma did the same thing, still hesitant, still confused.
“ Ah bodo very, than curious himself mending find out the truth deh.” Irma snorted, then quickly turned on her phone and called someone.
“ Hello.” Someone from the phone.
Irma did not answer, she instead took another cell phone to record her talk. I don't know what Irma's really up to, only she and God know.
“ Hello.” Get someone off the phone.
“ Uh yes hello.. helloo.” Sahut Irma as if her network is problematic.
“ Yes What is Ir?.” Ask that guy.
“ Oh yes brother, there is someone I want to ask you about. Actually, it has nothing to do with me. But I'm just curious, want to know the truth.” Irma was straight at her goal. It turned out that what made him pacing back and forth was because he wanted to call Endrico.
“ Hem, what's wrong Ir? Want to ask what?.” Ask Endrico confused.
“ Kak Endi with Fani How long have you been dating? Have you broken up? Hem how yes, he means brother Endi same Fani ever had a problem until breaking up anyway?.” Irma was so nervous that she asked so many questions, which may be sensitive for some people.
“ Hem..” Irma just cleared her throat, then fell silent for quite a long time. Compiling words, how does he dig up information without any suspicion from Endi.
“Hallo Ir, hello.” Endrico called out to Irma who was instantly speechless,
it may still be the network that is problematic.
“ Uh hello brother, hello.” Sure enough, making a situation where as if the network is problematic is the most appropriate way when suddenly dead lice and no longer able to speak.
“ Hello Ir, how? What's wrong with that?.” Endrico repeated his question, already curious about the purpose and purpose of Irma's question, as if there was something he wanted to convey indirectly.
“ Is there something you want to say about my relationship with Fani Ir? Say aja gapapa really, I can not eat lo times Ir, so sans aja.” Endrico seduces Irma, turning her around who is trying to dig up information from Irma.
“ Hem is nothing, brother, actually want mastiin just how is the relationship of brother Endi with Fani so far. alright? You know, several times I was found Fani sad, I think there is a problem with Endi, but Fani kekeh said enggak.” Irma. Initially wanted to dig up information but why did he follow-up so pembong anyway. It's been the wrong direction.
“Ah time anyway? Our relationship is adem ayem. Sometimes there is a small debate, even that because I am too busy in the campus for days sometimes ngabarin.” Endrico explained.
“Oh yes, what is Ir? You can't call me at night without a purpose. I'm sure there's actually something you want to say, say Fan.” Endrico is still not satisfied. Still curious about Fani's true intentions and goals.
“ Hem no nothing sis. Just want to know, if brother Endi has serious intentions with Fani in the future. Does Brother Endri really have the intention to go to the next level or just just love?.” Irma returned to her original purpose, extracting as much information from Endrico.
“ Hem does not know Ir, I have no thoughts there. Still thinking about college, it is still a long time right, approximately 4 years more. Especially just one semester is.”
“ Actually there is something that I have not had time to tell Fani, I want to move to college here. Not able to go to college there, too heavy, take a lot of time so that there is rarely time to play. But this is still discourse anyway, do not know how later, so or not.” Continued Endrico, it turns out there is something that Fani did not know but already known Irma first.
“ Eh seriously want to move to college? Duh can not be because the weight of the lecture is not able because the weight holds the shade?.” Irma teased Endrico, her laughter faintly sounding in the ears of Endrico.
“ Hem what the hell Ir, can not be because the weight of the lecture anyway. If the problem misses mah easy, while there is a cell phone and can video call. Which is far away so deket, yes not the hell?.” Endrico also chuckled amusedly.
“ Oh yaudah brother. Hopefully, brother Endi makes the best decision yes, considering the career in the future and love in the future hehehe. Okedeh if that's what I close first, brother, bye.” Irma ended the conversation, then hurriedly turned off the phone.
“ Huffffffhhhh, almost caught. Irma, why don't you*****so bad. You want to find information but do not pinter crafting anyway. I hope you are not suspicious of me, God. Ah ***, ****, ***.” Groused Irma frustrated. Irma grabbed her hair, swearing her own stupidity.
“ Uh wait, wait. Endrico wants to move to college here? That means he's getting closer to Fani. The closer, the more often he meets. The more often they meet means the more they strengthen the taste, then how are you doing with Andry who is far away there? Very unfortunate fate lo Andry, have already calmed down there. Let me only ask the same universe to serahin lo and your heart for me, let you know have a loyal companion.” The connection is making up, Irma even without hesitation fantasizing that is not-not-not.
Irma stores video and sound recordings in a single file. The evidence that he will keep very secret, whether to whom will be opened later. Irma, initially kind, is silent and the best support giver for Fani. But now, it instantly turns into a new Irma, no longer a union with Fani. I don't know what was going on in his mind, which he obviously disliked with Be*at Fani's behavior, playing the hearts of two men at once. Lying to cover up the truth, lying to cover up previous lies. Irma, very disappointed with Fani who suddenly turned into an accomplished liar just for the satisfaction of her heart.
“ Good for proof. Relax Fan, you can still play the show. I'll keep pretending***, pretending I don't know the truth. I still want to see how good you are at performing. I won't ask you anything, I won't ask for an explanation. Relax, you're still safe. Until later you yourself are honest and admit all your lies during this.” Irma Mumbled. Staring at his phone while smiling wickedly.
“ Hopefully the karma you receive is lighter than it should be Fan. I'm your best friend, but I don't condone this late behavior. Hopefully later, when Endrico or Andry know the truth, you just get the word break up and lose the affection doang. I hope that's all, don't lose your self-esteem and get mentally depressed. Because I cannot measure someone's level of cruelty. Maybe the consequences are not as expected, for example, you hope only scolded Andry or Endrico doang, but in reality you can be a mental burden. Or the worst possibility, not that I hope the non-existent, but could just one of them reply you with a physical, hit for example. I swear that my shadow is spooky, it creeps me. May I always be a faithful woman to my partner.
Aamiin.” Irma continued to chatter long, but everything she said was true as well. Not everyone can be ordinary after receiving a betrayal. There are some who are ordinary, but there are also those who cannot take it for granted. Be careful, the most sensitive problem is the problem of the heart.
Ah not that I want to nikung lo ni ya Fan, but I emang berto’a, I hope that someday after Andry realized, he dinggalin lo. And I hope he comes to my arms, he's mine. Maap ni ye, not nikung. Just take the ex-lo doang. Than you vain mending I seriously.