
Unbeknownst to Kevin, I cried behind him, bowed sobbing, until my hiccup was heard and Kevin turned to me, and immediately sidestepped his car on the side of the road.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" his tanya astonished frowned.
I didn't budge even more crying, not until Kevin saw my straw face, I just kept my head down.
Suddenly my chin was held in his hand, looking up slightly made my face now clearly plastered in front of him.
"What's wrong?" ask again.
"Gue ain't no papa!" I answered, clasping his hand.
"If you have a problem better solve it well, instead of crying, do you think that if you cry your problem will disappear?" bright Kevin.
"Not smart! I cry it is up to me! You don't have to take care of me!" my ketus.
"Ohh yes! " said Kevin doesn't care.
Kevin then got out of the car leaving me alone in his car, maybe he didn't want to hear my explanation as much as my best friends.
Never mind, he is like that, so what should I think about it for. But he came back again.
Tok tok tok tok
There was a knock, I was surprised and turned to the sound, it was Kevin who knocked on the car glass near me.
I lazily opened it, "What the hell!"
"I'm going somewhere, so I'm giving you a chance to cry in the car and if I come back I hope you're not like this anymore! You crybaby!" taunted.
"Where is Bodo really going?"
"You don't need to know, which is for sure when I get home I don't want to hear any more crying! Understood!" his orders.
Kevin stepped away, looking at his back that was slowly drifting away instead making me feel completely alone now.
I closed the windshield again, observing the area around the road that was very crowded with vehicles passing by.
Kevin's departure even added to the silence I felt, the silence and only the sound of the vehicle that sounded nauseating.
Actually I'm ashamed to cry so much if he's around, but now that he's gone does he know how I feel?
Or is he upset by the sound of my crying?
I don't know, no one can answer it, then I daydreamed about the problem that made me cry again.
This time Kevin was gone, the crying voice that I had been holding back from now on I could not hold anymore.
I cried as hard as I could to let out all the stifling annoyance, letting out tears that represented my feelings.
30 Minutes later, I felt tired myself, my face was stiff, eyes were swollen with a dry throat.
I'm thirsty, but I'm embarrassed to get out of the car, let alone this on the side of the road, there are a lot of pedestrians who can see me.
Ahhe... Just kept moaning not knowing how, but suddenly Kevin came and went straight into the car.
I quickly covered my face wearing hair, "L-lo from where?" ask me with a slightly hoarse voice.
Realizing that I was holding my neck, stroking it trying to assuage its hoarseness.
"Take this!" kevin turned his head back to hand over a black plastic bag filled with mineral bottled water and tissue.
"Lo bought this for me?" lirihku can't believe it.
"No! I picked it up in the trash!" reply Kevin kidding.
I turned my lips, "Yes no, I just walked around and looked at the shopping mall so you guys bought it, because don't let your snot get scattered in my car!" ketus.
Instead of thanking me I cried back, "Yeah!!! Why are you still crying? Should I give you some candy, come on... You're an adult don't need to be whiny like a child. "reprove Kevin.
In my heart I wanted to laugh, I honestly cried because I was moved by her treatment, but she was not aware that with her attention it made me feel better than before.
I didn't expect a Kevin to do this to me, unlike Willy who just ignored me when crying.
The dag dig dug.
Thinking that my heart was beating so fast, then I was nervous and immediately picked up the bottle of drinking water in the bag, opened it and gulped the water very quickly.
Uhhuk
Because I was in too much of a hurry, I choked on the water, splashing on Kevin's face,
"OMG.. die me, surely Kevin will rampage... How do I keep going?" batinku scared.
"Here's the tissue!" tell him in an annoyed tone.
My hands trembled taking and giving the tissue to her, "Ohh my god... What will Kevin do to me? Don't-don't he want to hit me with tuh tussue, ahh... Tissue is not a hard object so it certainly does not hurt! " search in my heart.
He snorted very rudely, scaring me of what he was going to do to me.
Therefore, I closed my eyes shuddering in fear and just resigned, I know Kevin has the right to be angry because this is my fault.
I did not open my eyes for a few minutes, until I felt a touch on my face, then I was shocked and immediately opened my eyes.
I looked at Kevin who turned out to focus on wiping the area of my mouth that was splashed with water by my own actions.
I was astonished by Kevin's treatment, he even wiped my face while his face which was also splashed with water still had not been cleaned.
What's the matter? Why is he so considerate, is he theatrical or is he sincerely doing this to me?
The question was so piled up in my brain that there was nothing I could answer on my own, "Vin! Elo clean my face!" I asked while looking at him.
As soon as he stopped his hand, then pulled it back from my face, it looked red, but was it my wrong eyes?
"Thank you!" softly said.
Kevin looks awkward while turning his sitting position back as before facing the steering wheel of the car.
Had a glimpse of his face, he really blushed? Is it because I cry too long my eyes get troubled? But still I myself continue to deny every answer I try to answer.
"We'd better go home now!" said Kevin turned on the engine and drove his car slowly.
"If you want to sleep, just sleep!" said Kevin
I turned my face towards the car window.
Slowly but surely my eyes closed until fully in the dream realm, the problems that were piling up were still looming over me.
In my sleep alone I felt suffocated in silence, no one accompanying me in the dark.
I cried in my sleep, "Salsa... Wake up, Sal. "call someone out of nowhere, I feel like I'm in the middle of a forest, only darkness keeps me company.
The voice that called out to me earlier, I really can't confirm the origin, I cawed and ran to find the origin of the voice while crying in fear.
The thickness of the forest revealed a scary side making my hair as if standing up, "Please... Please me... I was afraid. "gluff me in a dream squeezing hair and then closing my ears when I hear a creepy sound.
"Salsa.." called him once more, but his face was invisible in the darkness.
Ahh I screamed, crying suddenly my body felt in the embrace, who hugged me? His embrace felt very warm, I felt protected, the darkness I had felt instantly became bright revealing the soothing side of the forest.
My feeling became more peaceful, the matter that had been slowly disappearing was replaced by the warmth of the embrace.
I hiccupped, opening my eyes slowly, the first thing I saw was Kevin looking at me, he was right next to me, since when did he move? I don't know, I didn't realize it.
Dejected by the look of his face that looked panicked and scared, this is a new history for me, a primamal Kevin for the first time put on such an expression.
"Hiks... Kevin, so the guy who was hugging me kept calling my name elo?" lirih.
"What exactly are you? What's the matter? Same story as me! There's no need to keep it in you'll get sick!" kevin
"Kevin's worried about me? It's not a dream, is it? He's worried I'm sick?" in my heart, I kept repeating his words.
"The Vin... Thank you very much because elo has appeared, thanks because elo does not leave me! " i said crying.
As soon as I hugged Kevin, right now I really needed someone to back him up and maybe only Kevin was left.
I don't care anymore about the others, Although at first I hated him a lot, but it seems like I'm the one who has gone too far, from now on I will try to fix it.
He saved me, he didn't leave me like the others, though his words sometimes upset me.
But today he seems to be a hero to me, if only there was no him maybe I would continue to fall into this problem.
"Thank you Vin... Thanks.... "
"Humph, what problem do you have? Aren't you okay this morning?" he asked again, letting go of my embrace, then looked at me seriously.
"Gue no papa, Vin... Anter I'm in! Please, I'm not strong enough to make my way!" my door.
My body had indeed been very limp since in the canteen, let alone the nightmare earlier made my body feel numb.
Kevin nodded, then opened the car door it was already night, how many hours did I fall asleep? Surprisingly, I slept hoping for less trouble, but the nightmares almost drove me crazy.
"Come down!" his orders.
"The Vin... I said I can't walk! "
"I know, so get down first!"
I exhaled slowly down from the car.
But before my feet hit the ground, my body immediately floated and now directly carried by Kevin.
Out of shock I held my breath, "If you want to carry! Yeah tell me first dong!" my protest but still so as not to fall I wrapped my left hand around her neck without even looking at her face
"No more protesting, the important thing is that you can enter the house" he replied flatly.
Instantly Kevin halted his steps, "Wait! Your weight is how much Sal. "he continued to ask.
"Don't let him say I'm heavy! Oh my goodness I don't eat regularly, so it can't be heavy!" my mind tries to answer it.
"Why is elo just like that?"
"Because you are so light, even lighter than cotton!" joking.
I breathed a sigh of relief, thankfully Kevin did not say what I was thinking, I could be ashamed if I was ridiculed about the weight.
"No need to ask that, you certainly know the answer!" my ketus.
"Well then you should eat a lot! "
"Ngapain you tell me to eat a lot, you want my body swollen like a buffalo! Huh!"
"Sal Flashing... No need to be angry, aren't you sick?"
I chuckled inwardly, joking with him seemed more fun than watching the comedy on TV.
***
She kept me on my cradle, lying down, covering me with a blanket, "Sleep Sal." she said.
Then he was about to step away, but before I turned away I called him,
"The Vin... Do not want to keep me asleep! Please I'm afraid of nightmares again"
Kevin was silent staring in one direction like he was thinking "Ohh no, what my request was too excessive! He must have refused immediately... I know his nature! Why should I be afraid now? " my grumbling in my heart.
"Hn... All right if it wants you!
But I'm gonna take a shower first, then come here!"
After Kevin left, I got nervous, just kept biting the tip of the nail until it broke.
"Ahh... Why would I ask that anyway! I can not sleep if there is him, later he hugged me again, can-can my disease increase, after all this is the first time I who took the initiative asked in Temenin! My bed is clean! Doesn't smell, does it?" my mummy checked the sprey and kissed the pillow Kevin was going to sleep on.
A few minutes later Kevin came with a short-sleeved white shirt and pants that are slightly above the long snuggle.
His simple style sometimes made me swallow my own saliva, even his hair and body fragrance that had just finished bathing still smelled in my nose.
"There's no need to look at me like that, I'm handsome!" he said confidently.