
"Lo's crazy, huh? Kevin's! Just so you know it was my first kiss, and you said I had to nyium you just agreed? Dream there!" kataku refused.
"Hn... Yes, it's all up to you! What I want to study is not me!" relax reply.
I was so upset with her, only being able to clench my hands withholding emotions! It was so bad to hit his face that it was battered until my emotions disappeared.
But what? All just wishful thinking at all I can't do especially now that I really need his help.
"Kevin~, come on you change the terms for sure I will do yes yes! " my whine spoiled by grabbing her hand and then swinging around.
"Ohh... Okay then I change the terms!"
"Well... That's dong! This is better! Continue what the conditions are" I said happily with a face full of hope.
"The condition is let's make a successor!" answer is short
"Pe-successor?"
I was shocked not to flutter, gulping my own saliva with widened eyes when I heard that talk.
I laughed awkwardly, "Hahah lo don't be weird deh Vin! I'm 18 years old and I'm honestly not ready to have a child!"
"Not that you said you'd do anything if I replaced it, now I've changed it to be right on your promise!" lirihnya.
"Bu-not that I mean! I told you it was like that but my Vin vows are not ready!"
"That means you don't want to go to college either!"
I froze, gawking at all the words he had just said.
I took a deep breath preparing to reply to her words, "Kevin! It seems that you are selfish! You are nothing more than a jerk out there, I did not expect after this ridiculous marriage, you could-can do it the same me! I swear I'm very disappointed with you, you never act like a husband like me!" I said that I had long kept tight in my brain now all I took out.
My tears came back in the middle of what I said to her, perhaps because I was repeatedly disappointed and now repeated again.
"I've been selfish for a long time, so you want me to apologize? Sorry it's not the first time I've been like that, so you're not the first victim either" she said, sounding cold.
"Kevin!!!"
"And you know the real reason why we got married! Then why are you asking me to act like a husband? Do you think I'm easy to accept new people after heartache? No Sal... Nah! you're wrong, you know the board that's been nailed if the nail is pulled it will still leave a very deep mark and I don't know when it will disappear! Well that's how I am! " spoken.
I was stunned to look at him with a teary face, "Keep why should I Vin! Wh why? Why should I suffer because of your heartache, my future is also destroyed if like this huhuh" I drooped down to the floor right in front of him.
"Either... Maybe because you are destined to go through this! " he said flatly shrugging both his shoulders simultaneously.
It was unexpected that he had just said that, my brain vessels seemed to break, unable to think about replying to his words anymore.
"The evil Vin! Lo evil!!! I hate the same lo.." I shouted loudly while getting up and immediately ran down to the first floor.
In the middle of the stairs, my legs were limp and I slowed down my steps, my hands were sometimes kneeling trying to lighten her pain.
Ahhe... I seemed unable to go down the stairs until my feet felt numb and in the end I fell down and down.
"Salesa...!!!" shouted Kevin
Now I was lying at the end of the stairs my vision became blurry but even so I could still see Kevin vaguely, he looked panicked as he went down the stairs.
Kevin lifted my head, wiping the hair that covered my pale face, my body was also shaking violently perhaps because of the shock accompanied by tears that never stopped flowing.
"Salsa... Are you okay? What was hurt? Is your head hurting! Or what? which part hurts!" the question still sounds panicked.
I did not answer her words but just continued to cry loudly.
"The salsa! Which one is sick? Are you mute because you fell? Ohh wait here let me get you some drinking water!"
Kevin stood up and ran to the kitchen to get a cup of water for me, after coming he was gentle with me while giving me the water.
"Now! Drink first!"
I took it with my hands still trembling, Kevin who saw it instantly helped me hold the glass and led it to my mouth.
I looked at Kevin so deeply that I felt that this was Willy in front of me, many times I squinted, but my vision was still vague.
The figure of Willy who turned out to be Kevin seemed to smile at me, a smile that can make me crazy when remembering it.
"Willy!!! " let me mumble.
"Willy? Who is Willy? I'm Kevin not Willy!" reply Kevin frowned.
I grimaced my dizzy head, I rubbed my eyes many times and slowly my vision returned to normal.
I looked at Kevin with anger, and he looked like that too, I thought that I should be angry but why does he seem to be angry too?
"You're okay? " ask again.
"Gue doesn't need a show!" my ketus.
I tried to stand up, and Kevin meant to help but I immediately shook off his hand before touching me.
"Surge! Don't bother me anymore!"
Step by step I continued to walk withstanding the pain that was in my head, all my bones as if crumbling, walking limp without turning a single look towards Kevin who was behind me.
In the room, I checked all my limbs to see if there were any injuries or not but thankfully there was none at all.
I came back crying not because I was still sick but when I remembered all the words Kevin was able to make the mind hurt.
Lying on the floor without a pillow, feeling the coolness of the floor made me close my eyes and continue to draw clear water from the tail of my eyes.
***
In the morning, I woke up with puffy eyes, a body that seemed to be still crumpled I was unable to stand, until I was festive corner of the room for a pedestal.
I glanced at my phone screen, staring at the clock that turned out to be almost 09:00, I just realized now that last night I fell asleep on the floor without any idlers or pillows and my back neck hurt too.
My leg was still sore so I was limping so the pain didn't get worse, I wanted to lock myself in the room for a few days including a hunger strike, however, my stomach could no longer be controlled and continued to make strange noises.
I was forced to go out looking for food on the table but there was nothing, as well as a refrigerator that only contained cold water with no companion.
I complained lazily staring at the contents of the kitchen space that there is no food ingredients, even soap makeup for dishwashing was exhausted including oil and rice
"Oh god! Is this what you call a wealthy family? There is no rice!" muttered.
Tong
The bell rang, slowly I stepped towards the door to see who was coming to see you in the morning.
"Good day mom! We're from the delivery post, is this really Mr Kevin's pratama's house?" said a Kukir
"It's right sir! What's up, huh?" many wonder.
"You're on behalf of Salsa Olivia's mother huh?" I asked again quickly.
"There's a package for you!"
The courier took out a large map handing it to me and left immediately after I signed it.
I turned around and stepped inside the house, but before I went any further, it turned out that someone had come with a pizza delivery.
I was surprised by all this especially the person who brought the pizza said the one who ordered it was Kevin and it was intended for me.
I willingly took it because it was very hungry, I brought both of them and put the map on top of the pizza box.
In the dining room, I was still confused, did not know what I first wanted to open first, until in the end I chose to eat and one hand took out the paper in the folder earlier.
My eyes glared at the letterhead, until without me realizing the pizza in my hand had just fallen, my saliva had almost fallen because of it.