My husband's a Cold Doctor

Crying Again

Kevin, with great firmness, refused to let me meet Clara when I wanted to teach her a proper lesson.

"We better get home now!" Kevin looked up he looked annoyed giving me an intense look.

I had to obey, besides the atmosphere at home is more comfortable than lying in the hospital.

***

Arriving home, my mother greeted me with a hug but as soon as I cried, she confronted me, "Son! What was? Why are you crying?" mama began to wipe my tears.

"Huh mah! I miscarried." My sobs broke in front of my mom, "What! Wh-why can? Wasn't it yesterday before you left you were still okay?" screeched at my mother with surprise.

"Sorry mah! This all happened because Salsa was too careless huhuh sorry!" I said in a cry.

"Don't keep blaming yourself, Sal...." The Kevin who was standing next to me now gently stroked my hair from behind.

"Continue! Didn't you guys go home last night, was it because Salsa was in the hospital, was it?" mama was dumbfounded as if in disbelief.

"We're sorry mah! Last night we did stay in the hospital because Salsa was in surgery yesterday, and we didn't tell mom because she was afraid she was in shock!" Kevin replied in a soft voice.

"But you should still call me!" pissed mom screaming.

I continued to cry looking at my annoyed mother and Kevin who no longer knew what to say, Suddenly she approached me, with a twinkle she hugged me tightly.

"Stop crying, boy! Mama knows the struggle of a woman when pregnant is very heavy! It's okay if you fail, God willing, there will be new things better! So don't cry, yeah!" persuade mama full of tenderness.

The more you say that, the more I can't cry, "Huhuh mah! L'm... I'm so stupid, right?"

"Don't be like that baby! Think of this as your first experience so for the second you will have to be more careful again!" mama released a hug and wiped my tears again.

"Yes! You go in for a break! Mama wants to cook, ohh yeah do you want mama to cook you porridge?" bargain mama that I reply with a headband.

"No mah! I'm not hungry yet, I just want to rest."

Mama took off but before that she patted me on the shoulder and walked into the kitchen.

I stared flat at Kevin, he gave me a glare, "Don't cry baby!" a gentle swipe of her hand landed on my face a tear that never dried.

He led me to walk into the room, my steps were even heavy now and he patiently walked slowly adjusting my steps to his.

In the room, I immediately lay down on the bed, Kevin also moved after helping me lie down, he seemed to take a towel in the closet and stepped into the bathroom without saying a word to me.

I sighed looking at the ceiling of the room, slowly closing my eyes until the sound of sobs began to emerge from my mouth.

I loosened my face, suddenly looking towards the long mirror that was on my dressing table.

I set my foot down from the bed and walked towards the mirror, there was my figure in there that looked so pitiful.

Dull face Without the slightest makeup polish, eyes moist with eyelashes stuck by tears.

I felt my face, occasionally closing my eyes with a long sigh, my gaze then descended towards the stomach that looked very flat and the size was not far from before.

Ahkkp.....

I screamed out loud in front of the mirror, venting the sadness I couldn't express with just a word.

Huhuh...

Keep crying until my throat feels dry, my hands clenched up straight, "What's up Sal? why did I hear a scream?" Kevin came from inside the bathroom, without turning around to look at him, I fell silent not responding to his question.

"Dam!!! what was? why don't you answer?" Kevin asked again.

Impatiently Kevin turned my body around to face him, "What's wrong?" said.

At first I bowed down not wanting to look into his eyes, "You're disappointed with me, aren't you Vin? you're angry with me, aren't you? I'm honestly Vin! don't be like this! don't ignore me, at least you have to talk no need you hold it huhuh I don't want you to ignore me Vin... I don't want to....!" revealed

"Sal... Who ignored you? I told you in the hospital that, Well... I was angry at first but if I was constantly angry would your fetus come back? no kan! so come on baby don't think I'm ignoring you!" obviously Kevin.

"Why didn't you say much?"

"So? I was silent because I thought you would take a break so I thought it was better for me to clean up too! is that why you said I'm a bitch?" Said Kevin raising his eyebrows next to his.

"Well, I'm so afraid you're still disappointed and angry Vin! huhu I'm afraid you're also going and. and I...."

My words were cut short as Kevin pulled my body in his arms, "Sorry! I'm sorry if I was wrong! but remember don't think that just because of this I left you! because I would never do such a stupid thing!" kevin said firmly.

"Don't apologize Vin!" repay me

"I know you are very honest and keep your word! and I know you're not wrong unless it's all because I'm careless" my inner self.

His embrace was getting tighter and tighter with warmth even though the water from his hair was still wet coming to wet me as well.

I hope this kind of happiness can go on in the future without the complicated things that sometimes drive me crazy.