
In the morning I woke up to a blinding light from the window sidelines.
It turns out that today is still the same as yesterday woke up at home parents did not even make the slightest bit of my inner pressure reduced.
Even the sun was already so dazzling to the eyes, I thought today would be another tiring day for me.
But one thing I can assure you is that from today on I will not see Kevin, there is no longer a figure that makes me very upset and always rampage at all times.
Today I will go to campus, but not completely become a student because it has not been confirmed, so my status is still a prospective student.
***
In college, I walked with confidence, even though I knew I had no acquaintances at this college, but I was sure that later I would have many friends.
"Hey wait for me!" call someone from behind me.
I turned my head towards the voice, my eyes glared at the person calling and now ran towards me.
"Well!!! Why are you again! Lo again!"
"Look! Why am I? I can't wait to meet my handsome cake! " candid.
"What's? I think you need some mental medicine!" my lips.
"Hahah there-there are lo! Ohh, you must have graduated, right? I also graduated.. Heheh"
"Well! Did he graduate too? But after the exam, he answered like that?" my mind doesn't believe.
"Oh." I replied lazily.
I walked over ignoring him, whereas he just kept chattering without dots, spaces and commas.
"Salvu!!!" yelled someone else calling my name.
Apparently it was them, Lena, Dita, David and Willy their arrival made me very surprised moreover they all came together to come to me.
"Salsa." call Willy whispering.
I froze as if I could not move even a little, there were no more words I could speak for now.
"Sales... You must have graduated too! Skepo yes gaes, the four of us also graduated loh! So we can often reunion dong! Yeah. " said Lena jumping happy.
I laughed clumsily, "Ahhah oh yes!!! good if that's what it is! "
"Sal... She who?" Tanya Dita noticed Reno's presence standing next to me
"Ohh.. Hy regards knowing me Reno's new friend Salsa!"
They then got acquainted, unconsciously my tail caught Willy looking at me, until I felt wrong, scratching my head that did not itch
"Sal... How are you?" willy asked in shock.
"Gu-gue's good, how are you?" askaku.
"Well.kok you guys are such an awkward one anyway! Just a new acquaintance!" David was confused to see our behavior.
"That's because he's in the camp.... Mmbbkk"
I quickly closed Reno's mouth, almost leaking yesterday's incident to them.
"Sal... Your relationship is not just a friend? Is this your boyfriend? Whoa... Salsa has a new boyfriend but don't you know we're gaes?" lirih Lena's.
Willy immediately glared at me, as if surprised as Lena said that.
Because I panicked too much, and when Lena said that I quickly pulled back my hand that was stuck in Reno's mouth.
"Well... A boyfriend? You mean elo He? Yes it is impossible Dita, besides I already have su.... "
I almost got a slip up saying I had a husband, and if that happens maybe they don't want to be friends with me anymore so I better not tell him.
"Sus... What is Sal.... You like to keep something from us" Dita suspects.
I laughed stiffly, "Ahhah! It's just a feeling!" elakku.
"It's better we go in again today it's just in the love of the campus alma mater and we can quickly go home!" seka David's.
A moment later after we took the alma mater according to the size of each, we finally wanted to go home, Dita and Lena
go home with David because their house is in the same direction.
Now that we live three, Reno, me and Willy, an awkward atmosphere approaches us, Reno who had been flippant inexplicably became quiet now.
While Willy is also like, he's not like the Willy I knew when I was sitting in high school, sometimes my eyes glanced at him, he was often fixated like he was thinking about something.
It made me feel strange let alone me standing between them, there was nothing I could do but glance at them in turn.
"Ehhem, aren't you going home?" I try to break the silence.
"Gue wants you to go home!" reno and Willy said at the same time.
"Huh? Why are they both saying the exact same sentence?" my inner.
"Ehh.". "my spirit was astonished.
"You guys are so compact! Make a pact through the mind!" candaku.
"Ahhaha "Laughter the two of them.
In my heart I felt happy to be able to melt this strange-looking atmosphere.
"Elo hasn't changed at all Sal." added Willy.
My feelings slowly did not feel uneasy anymore with my meeting with Willy this time, he also did not discuss about my marriage so I think he still does not know about my status now who is married.
So my friendship might just go back to what it used to be, that's my hope.
"Elo think I'm what, power ranger? Hahah there-there are lo!" my reply.
"I guess you guys used to be familiar, huh?" search for Reno in the middle of my conversation with Willy.
"Yes dong! We used to be best friends, Will, "with confidence I said it while embracing Willy but I did not expect when I said the word 'Friend' I saw Willy's expression look disappointed.
I quickly retracted my hand, "Ehh sorry-sorry Will.... " She just silently lowered her head while nodding in response to my apology.
"Ohh that! Yes it is Sal... Come home with me yuk!" bring Reno.
"No, this time Salsa came home with me!" serkah Willy's.
"It is impossible first.gue who ngajak Salsa.." said Reno.
The two of them fought over me until I felt uneasy about the commotion, "Shut up!!!" my reprimand was hard to make them both noisier.
"You don't want to take me! I can go home by myself!"
"Sal... Please, this time you want to go home with me!" pinta Willy pleaded.
"But Will." I complained.
"Sal... Please. "the door again.
Reno pouted to get my answer, but that's it! I also want to how else because I do not want to put new friends first than old friends, because old friends are certainly very familiar with my life.
***
On this trip I rode in Willy's car, there was no discussion we could describe, only silence and the sound of car horns speeding along trying to fill the silence and awkwardness in this car.
"ee... Will since when do you have a car?" my many.
At first I didn't expect him to return my words because I thought he was just focusing on the front by occasionally glancing at me.
"Ohh... This car has been around for quite a while! About 1 month ago, it could have been from nyokap he said so easy to be so kampucus!" the answer.
"Ohh." I said briefly, no longer knowing what to ask.
There was actually a lot I wanted to ask her including How her days when we didn't meet and so much more, but considering our friendship that wasn't what it used to be made me undo the intention to do so.
Silence re-emerged, but suddenly Willy stopped his car on the side of the road.
"Loh... Will you stop here?" many confused.
Suddenly Willy grabbed and clasped both of my hands, "Sal... You know I miss the same! Why do you keep avoiding me? I'm wrong, are you Sal...?" It made me want to cry and embrace her immediately.
But what power, I can't possibly do, "Will me jug.... "
"Sal... What ring is this?" Willy's question cut me off when he dropped his gaze on my sweet ring.
"Well! That ring...."
I didn't realize the ring was still firmly attached to my finger and I never let it go, but I don't know why I didn't realize it.
At first I was still uncomfortable with the existence of this ring but over time I forgot about it.
I feel comfortable wearing it now.
"Ehh... Will it was a cafe.we stopped by there yuk coincidence I was hungry from earlier stomach I was dolik eat loh!" my words pointed to a cafe located across the street, to try to divert the conversation.
"Ehh, you hungry? Yes, we've been there, today let me treat!"
I was relieved, Fortunately my trick managed to divert it, "Cie has become a nack sultan nih yehhh" I said.
"Huhhhhhhhhhhh, did you mock me? I asked to be treated first! "
"Well, I'm just joking around, you're already a baper! Yes, we went there! Than I'm going to faint!" take me.
Willy just nodded, then we got out of his car, because of the number of cars that passed in front of us, suddenly Willy holding my hand asked me to walk hand in hand across the road.
"Well... We're there!" willy said as we stood in front of the cafe.
Without further ado we entered, then ordered.
Unknowingly, it turned out that Willy who was sitting next to me since just now continued to look at me with a smile.
I know that when accidentally glanced at him from the tail of the eye, suddenly I feel nervous and misbehaved let alone see his smile was able to make my stance began to waver.
"L-lo see me?" tanyaku.
"Hm... You're still like Sal... Pretty drops!" the answer.
"Yes, I was born beautiful, but you know that! Can you hope I'm ugly now?" I replied with a joking impression, so that I did not baper anymore like before.
"Gue seriously!"
"Oh... Yes, thank you!" my ketus.
A moment later the food came and was served right in front of us.
"Sal.... "
"Ehhh the food has come, we better eat first! The food will be cold!" cut me up quickly before Willy says anything.
Be honest! I felt very uncomfortable when he asked so many questions, let alone every time he said my name as if I wanted to cry hearing it.
"Yes, you have eaten!" willy's
"Will not eat?" I was wondering when I saw Willy just pushing the plate of food in front of him.
"Gue is still full! So you eat!"
"Will you don't have to lie! You eat it, it's a face you're so thin as a skull stay doang!"
"I'm on a diet!" the reason.
"Huh? Lo diets! Wowh kentara lied you know! I have known you for a long time, so there is no way you can eat in a day! You eat anyway, if you don't want to, I won't eat either!" my firmness.
Willy gawked, took a deep breath and then pulled back the plate, "I ate! Elo eat too" he replied.
After we finished eating, we continued our way to my house, the atmosphere in the car was exactly the same as before.
"Salsa..gue wants to say something!" willy said in silence.
"Hm... What are you gonna say?"
"Gue wants to apologize!"
I still could not understand his sudden apology, I frowned one eye looking at him in surprise, as did he who split his two focal points between the road and me.
"I'm sorry? You're sorry about what?"
"That's... It was about the time I felt the same way in public, Nayla was angry and keroyokin elo got to the hospital and didn't notice myself for a few days, I swear! Sal... Until now I feel so guilty!" inexplicably.
"Ohh that, you don't need to apologize for feeling guilty Will, anyway I can still breathe until this second heheh!"
"I should be the one who should apologize to you Will, because I am! you suffer a lot and worse I have often disappointed you!" batinku.
"Thank you Sal... Ohh yeah that time elo nelfon me suddenly keep elo want to say something but hape me instantly dead! So sorry yes, but I have also been to elo home... I saw you get into someone's car but I don't know who it is, so I met you, he said you want to go abroad? But now you're here anyway!" kevin asked and explained the reason at that time why he immediately decided our call.
I'm restless now not knowing what to answer, Mute is starting to take control of me, but should I tell her my status? So that there will be no more misunderstandings between us.
"Will... Actually I'm married... "
"Huh? No, you can't be kidding anymore!" he said he didn't believe.
"Will I swear I'm nik... "
"Stop!!! Sal... Please don't say that sentence again to me! Until whenever I will not consider elo already have a husband, because I do not want it to happen, I do not want to marry someone else Sal. "have.
My eyes have begun to glaze over, "Will I'm already married, I'm legitimately a wife of people! And until whenever my status can not return like before!" assert me again
"No sal.... Anyway no! I won't believe it!!, and if you're married I'll take you from him!!! " willy shouted loudly while banging on the steering wheel of his car.
"Will you're crazy, aren't you? Lo is not the Willy I used to know, you're different Will, stop now! I'm coming down, you don't have to let me go home!" pissed me.
"No, I'm not going to let you down!"
"Gue said stop!!! " call.