
I sat on the edge of the bed, and Willy, who was sitting next to me, kept looking at me for pity, "Sal... I know how you feel!" he said he wanted to embrace me.
I quickly dodged again, "Gu-gue wants to elo out Will... I want to calm my mind first!"
Willy nodded, "Hm... Then I cook first! You think how good it is but my advice what I said was the best solution Sal....!" ogre.
I looked at him cynically, really annoyed when he told him to come out immediately but he was still talking as if making my head feel like it wanted to break thinking about all this.
"I'm out! If the food is ready, I'll call you Elo!" he continued to realize my annoyance.
When Willy came out I changed my position to lay in the middle of the bed, curled up in pain with a raging mind filling my brain.
All these problems make me really feel crazy, I'm confused how to.
Even my temples felt so painful, they could only cry in the arms of my body.
Holding back the sobbing so Willy didn't notice it made me feel as if I was short of breath.
1 hour later, Willy came and called me to eat, but I did not respond and my position was now unchanged, still closing my eyes in the face.
"Sal... Wake up the food is ready!" let him pat my arm slowly.
He kept calling me a few times when he didn't get a response though, in the end Willy came out, heard from the sound of his footsteps getting away.
I thought he thought I was sleeping so he finally chose to go out, but it turned out that my guess was wrong he even brought me food on a tray complete with side dishes.
"Sal... Wake up! You will be sick if you don't eat dinner! This I have brought food for elo" he said persuaded.
"Gue has no appetite Will... Sorry to bring the food out again!" reject me with a body that does not move even a little that there is only my lips that reply.
"Elo haven't had Sal's dinner yet... Or keep the food on the table! Let's elo if you are hungry just eat, anyways if you do not eat later your body weakly no energy Sal!" talk about it again and again.
"As far as you go, please come out now!!!" door screamed.
"O-okay I'm out now!" the answer agreed and immediately walked out of the room.
Now I feel empty, my brain feels surrounded by thick fog so I do not know I have to think of the best solution.
I could only cry, keep crying until an idea came to my mind.
"Ahk Daddy! I have to call Dad!" I muttered after getting the idea.
I sat down, grabbing the phone on the table next to the tray of food Willy was carrying.
I only glanced at the food, though it was so tempting in the eyes, but I had absolutely no appetite.
All I did was pick up my phone and then look up my dad's contacts on my contact list.
When I found dad's contact, I nervously started to contact him, although I initially thought he wouldn't pick him up but he didn't.
📞"Salsa? Is this you son?" sahut someone who is none other than the father through my phone call.
I began to cry when I heard the voice of my father that I so longed for, I closed my mouth so that the sound of this sobbing was not heard, trying to control myself, 📞"A-dad! It's Salsa, sorry...Salsa left the house without my father's permission!" I cried sobbing.
📞"I'm fine dad! Aren't you mad at Salsa?" I answered and asked back.
📞"Why should dad be angry! Where are you now?"
📞"A-I'm in a place far away dad! I'm sorry, I'm not here for the holidays but Salsa wants to succeed Dad! Can you understand? Ohh yeah what about your health, is your mom okay? I called my mom, but her phone suddenly broke up and Salsa heard my mom in pain, you're okay, right?" timbaku asked at once worried.
📞"Ma-mu good Sal... You don't have to worry about me being here!" retaliating is like hiding something.
📞"Dad no longer lies with Salsa right?" my paradise.
📞"I-iya dad didn't lie! But son why do you have to go far away, instead of us your parents are still there? sal... You know my mom always loved you but why you had to run away made us worry about looking for you! If you only want to achieve success in a distant place at least you have to give permission to your parents, after all you are no longer married status Sal... So you should have thought of all that before leaving! Honestly, I'm very disappointed in your attitude
that childishness when your age is no longer a child who should always be taught what is good and what is bad!" my dad told me almost as much as my mom said but not in an emotional tone.
My cry is no longer bearable, let father hear me cry with regret, 📞"I'm sorry father Salsa! Hikshiks Salsa is selfish! Salsa's selfish.... Then I'll go home now, Salsa regrets leaving without permission from her father and mother!" lirihku.
📞"No need Sal... Although I was very disappointed, but I know you have suffered a lot, so now do what makes you happy, achieve your goals son! Don't worry about mom and dad here, we as parents will definitely do our best for the happiness of their kids, so I'll support you, about Kevin I'll talk to him! I hope after you succeed I want you to come home because the door is wide open for you, son!" dad made me feel very, very moved.
Well he was my father, the father who always amazed you, he never yelled at me.
📞"Thank you dad! Salsa loves you so much, thanks for not scolding me, sorry Salsa always bothers you, sorry also for making you worry sorry dad... Sorry!" I regret in tears.
📞"Stop crying son! I know how you feel now! Maybe it's too heavy, right? One father message, do your best to make you feel happy without any pressure, and also do not forget the people who sincerely love you, who once gave you happiness and you love him too!" bright dad.
📞"Yes dad! I will always remember your message!" I started to wipe away the tears.
📞"Ohh yes Sal...it looks like Kevin already knows the truth! So now what will your relationship look like?" Dad saying Kevin's name made me daydream.
📞"A-I don't know how to father! I'm confused too!" my word.
📞"It's okay son! Kevin will probably understand, all the final decisions are the same you baby! so you better think about what's best for you in the future, if you really love Kevin then don't make it more complicated, let him feel his regret first with your departure But if you want to do that then you must take care of Sal's heart. Don't make your household really end here only! I'm sure you'll be thinking hard about this, right? I'm waiting for your decision when you get home!" said dad still gives me advice.
📞"Good dad! I'll think about it!" firmly answer.
📞"Okay... Then I have some business, we'd better end this call!"
📞"Tu-wait for dad! I want to hear your mom's voice! can you give that phone to Mom! just one second!" my door.
📞"Your-mom sleep son! I'm afraid to wake him up, you know how mom would be disturbed while sleeping!" my father said he was hiding something behind his words.
📞"But dad! just a second!"
📞"Ahkk how if your mama is awake dad will call you soon!" tukas dad gave a suggestion.
📞"Well dad, Salsa doesn't want to wake mom up either! I'm horrified about mama hahah!" for the first time I laughed after this exhausting inner journey.
📞"Ahh okay then dad go first Sal.. You take care of your health there!"
📞"Yes dad!" In the end, my father ended our call.
I let out a long sigh, how easy it is to talk to dad, making all the problems that seemed to accumulate in my brain immediately reduced let alone the advice of my father who delivered so gently made me feel a little peace.