
I was pensive to see my house staring at me lazily not wanting to feel like coming into the house! There is only boredom that comes my way.
"Come in, baby! Do you want to eat first or take a break? " tanya roused me from daydreams.
Walking lethargic with a deathly pale face left me no appetite and preferred to immediately wrestle with a blanket
I took my phone open via whats aap there were a lot of incoming messages from Dita, Lena Willy and David they were asking about the same thing "why not go to school? "
But I was reluctant to reply just typing makes me lazy to move a finger.
I was just tired, wanting to go to sleep immediately gave all my thoughts to the dream hoping that a beautiful dream would welcome me.
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The sun now appears to me, its light entering and shining through the cracks of the windows but I still roll lazily behind the covers.
Actually I woke up a few minutes ago just today I'm still lazy to move on and leave my warm blanket.
But considering that tomorrow was the day of the exam I rushed over, walked into the bathroom and prepared for school today, because these were precious moments with a friend.
15 Minutes later I was done but I looked back at my figure behind the mirror, the face was still pale, the cheeks were more thin, I was afraid to make my sabahat surprised, he said, I grabbed a small bag of make up I smeared my face with a little powder and liptint on my lips to cover the pale.
After making sure I was ready, dab was neat, I walked out
"Eat first Sal!! " yelled my mother in my steps
"Salsa dikantin aja ma! "
I continued my steps running out I fell silent while looking at Willy who was in front of the house waiting for me.
"Willy!!! I didn't ngak nelfon I used to sih"
"Chat I aja load let alone on the phone afraid he was immediately killed" he replied by turning the eyeballs make me smile .
"Yesterday you where do not go to school?, I waited here yesterday for hours but said security guard lo ngak there! "
"Gu-gue from the holidays can be short of the test so brain refresh first" I said by lying and immediately ignored.
The conversation continued along the way to school.
WILLY POV
I love him so much, actually from the bottom of my heart often push me to immediately make him mine forever.
But always broken with the thought of fear and doubt, am I a coward? Maybe yes, I can only vent my feelings with all the girls trying to get close to me, but when I do, my mind is tormented and my mind is filled with Salsa.
Sometimes my throat feels very itchy to just say like him, these lips feel stiff when you want to say the word.
Seeing her smile made me feel the warmth, it felt like I also felt the happiness she felt.
Sometimes he was in my dreams too.
All I know is that I didn't have the courage to do that yet, but now I'm ready but am I too late? Now that courage was instantly lost for me when I heard he would be betrothed, no!! I'm not gonna let it.
How can I let her be with someone else, if that happens what about me, how do I get through the day without seeing her smile again, obviously she also loves me but who has the right to blame, destiny?? maybe yes!
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