
I clasped my hand tightly, tears that never dry still wet my cheeks, the world felt empty, I just clenched it tightly this afternoon his hand .
But now everything feels like a glass that I should keep from breaking but immediately I throw it until it breaks into pieces. I tried to press my chest to stop tightness but never improve.
"What did I just tell him?, why should I lie to my own feelings"
I'm sorry now! maybe he'll be mad at me in the days to come? I paused for a moment, then typed in a message via whats app.
I'm shocked! when I sent him my message, all that came up was a check on one.
"Why just check one?, did he block my number?" I slammed my hole right on the bed.
"Why should he do this, how can I apologize to him?" muttered.
I was restless, only able to pacing in front of the closet, then I put myself down until without realizing I was asleep until morning.
Next day.
I slowly opened my eyes, the pain and swelling I felt, I looked at the ceiling of my room with a blank look, then I turned my gaze towards the light that dazzled my eyes, I stood up to the pink curtains of teenage girls.
I opened the window making me close my eyes because of the glare, looking at the beautiful green trees that shady make me daydream, but suddenly mama came to wake me from daydreaming.
"Darling!!, what are you doing there?" mama's words scared me to look her in the eye, because my eyes were swollen.
"Ehhhh no mah, Salsa just woke up so just open the window" I replied
"Ohhhh, oh yes it is Sunday so you just rest, and you do not forget to be ready, because Mr. Bram, his wife and children want to come!". Mom said she made me panic again.
"Aa-ahhh yes ma Salsa will be ready quickly! "
Then mama came out while I stepped into the bathroom to clean myself after a while I finished and then I opened the closet, I unloaded all the contents filled my mattress, trying to find a suitable dress for this family meeting so that my mother is not disappointed with my appearance.
After finding it I set myself up
The clock tickled at 13:00, someone knocked on the door
"Tok Tok Tok, baby are you ready yet?" ask your mother from outside the door.
"Yes, I'm ready to wait a minute?"
I stepped out until I saw my mother dumbfounded by my appearance
"Geez, this is Salsa, right? Princess mama kok very beautiful sih" praise mama
"Udah dehh mah, I make up mediocre really, mama aja whose compliments are better" ketusku.
My mother smiled broadly at me
I took my feet with my mom to the living room, it made me very nervous, the sound of the steps from the high hill I was wearing made their eyes glare at me.
I saw my father looking at me too, I looked at the other guests of my father, Om Bram and Aunt Mira, after that my gaze was fixed on a charismatic and masculine guy in his suit adding a radiance that was very blinding to my eyes by his good looks.
"Oh my God, is he the one who is meant by my mother, who will take care of me in the future? "inner