My husband's a Cold Doctor

I Miss!

Her morning.

Unconsciously I fell asleep on Salsa's bed, without a pillow, not even cleaning myself first.

Slowly I started to open my eyes, everything felt stiff, my face and body seemed very dirty, but being on the bed seemed to make me very comfortable and wanted to stretch the bed longer.

"It seems like I have to go to the hospital again!" I muttered after realizing that Salsa's mother was still lying in the hospital.

I ran out of her room to my room, grabbed a towel and went into the bathroom.

Being under the shower makes me moan long, how refreshing the water is when taking a shower after a lot of trouble.

As if the water cools the heart until the problem slowly fades to make the brain contents back fress.

1 hour later After everything was done, I went down the stairs wearing a doctor's shirt and suit, and did not forget to look around the house that looked so quiet.

When in the car I looked back at my house, looking at it with a feeling, it was a pity that the house was so big but like it had no occupants.

"If my relationship with Salsa had gone well! Maybe now this house is very crowded, hearing the sound of a baby or even someone has called me papa! Ahh but when did that happen?" hope I'm in my heart.

"Where are you Sal..Why don't you come home all night to our house? Do you really not want to see me anymore! Do you know, I think I'm starting to miss you!" my mind is still staring at home, with teary eyes.

My chest felt so claustrophobic in pain, only able to lean back in the steering chair while closing my eyes.

Drrt....

Suddenly my phone vibrated indicating a call coming in, I quickly woke up and grabbed my phone which I threw in the back seat last night.

I looked at the screen and it turned out it was mama, 📞"Hello mah! I'll be there soon!" I said after raising the call.

📞"Vin... You can come here!" mama's whispering back made me wonder.

📞"Why is mom like that?" say again.

Tuut....

"Hah-hello!!! Mama! Why in matiin?" I was upset when my mom ended our call when she had not explained what she meant.

The curiosity now made me start the engine driving fast to the hospital.

"Why did mom call me that? Is Salsa in the hospital? " my mummy asked myself to guess what my mother's words meant.

I expected it to be like that, but then when I got to my mother-in-law's room in the care, I was silent like a statue instead of Salsa coming as I hoped, but her father, she said, as his mother Salsa said, that his father would be angry, especially this time I was still outside the room but his father's voice was so jarring like a person who was controlled by anger.

At first I hesitated to enter, but I thought again that all the trouble came from me, if I ran away from reality I was like a coward, I thought.

Chequek.

I ventured against the fear of opening the door to make my mom and her dad Salsa look at me.

"Kevin!!!" raung his father Salsa walked up to me in the doorway with a scary look.

Grappings...

A muscular hand check, clutching hard hard shirt that I accidentally did not button the top of it.

I clenched my teeth, mengoggakan face trying to resist fear, honestly this time it was my turn to tremble because it was "Where is Salsa? What are you doing with my son!!!" exclaimed the father-in-law asking about the whereabouts of Salsa.

I'm still silent! "Java!!! where is my son! you did my son Vin.." he continued with emotion.

"Stop!! how Kevin would answer if you asked with emotion!" Mama pulled her hand from my collar.

I knelt down again before my father-in-law and mother, bending my face shutting my eyes deeply.

"Sorry! I can't look after Salsa like you and mom expect!" reply lirih.

"What do you mean! I don't understand!!" the words of my father-in-law made me look at the two in turn.

"I'm solemn, I'm really sorry that I hurt Salsa's feelings by accusing her of being a murderer, I'm really stupid for not being able to believe her explanation first!" imbuhku sorry.

Bugs...

This time it wasn't a slap, or a hand in the collar but a fist landed smoothly on the corner of my lips.

Leaving behind the excruciating pain, "I'm really sorry!" I said again clenching my hands withstanding the pain.

Bugs....

Bugs....

Bugs....

Fists piled on the two corners of my lips, as if making my face as though crushed even the pain reached the roots of my teeth.

it felt like my teeth were falling, I felt like I had no teeth at all.

"That's enough! stop it right now!" mama's screams finally stopped the actions of the father-in-law who was still about to hit.

"What with an apology! Salsa will be here right away? Kevin... It seems like I chose you wrongly as my son-in-law! I even as his father never hurt him to throw him out, but you... Cih...what is your attitude as her husband! even you haven't married Salsa for 1 year yet but you've been rude to her a lot! so it's better if Salsa comes back, you guys take care of the divorce papers, I don't want to make Salsa continue to hurt because of you!" said father to ask advice.

"No! I.. will never divorce Salsa. She is the only woman who will accompany me to old age! if you suggest that! I'm sorry I know I'm wrong but I alone will bear this regret without a divorce letter, I will bring Salsa home and build a better household with her." I said.

"Why are you so confident! do you know very disappointed will continue to be disappointed even if you are not divorced all the same, I'm sure Salsa will still want to separate from you who are very outrageous!" my father's lips pointed at me with his index finger.

"I know it's dad! but let me show Salsa my own remorse, so before I give up I hope you and mom can't bring up divorce again between my households!" say.

"Okay, dad agreed! but all the decisions are ultimately in Salsa's hands, even if you stick around but if Salsa asks, I as her father will support Salsa!" reply father-in-law.

I nodded, full of confidence with my decision, although there was always a sense of doubt that stood in the way but the process certainly needed a struggle to reach the desired target.

"Then we go together to find Salsa! I'll call all Salsa's friends! and you should keep calling her too!" said father-in-law.

My father-in-law's words only nodded again in response, while my mother, who had only witnessed our feud, now moved to my side, stroked my back and whispered,

"Vin. mama no longer knows what to say! it all depends on how you work, son! but if you try to improve, surely the results will be better!" lang mama menaseti.

I want to cry to hear my mom say that, but usually my mom always goes along and scolds me but it's different with this.

I hugged my mom tightly, "Excite! mom will always be in the back! you have to give back your favorite daughter-in-law, Dad!" my mom is still whispering.

***

1 week later there was still no news from Salsa, the campus registered by him continued to contact me because I was now his guardian.

But still there is nothing I can do, even the condition of his mother is certainly not known, he said, and fortunately until this moment his mother has been better even so he still can not be returned because sometimes blood pressure suddenly increased especially when aware of the loss of Salsa.

I daydreamed at the thought of it all near my office window, looking out blankly, even my mind had never focused on work during the week.

Ting...

A message came in, "Ahh what is Salsa?" I said cheerfully took the phone and opened the incoming SMS.

But then the smile was lost when he saw the message was just an unimportant SMS containing a gift in the form of cash Rp.175 million which always sickened people with lying messages.

Without me knowing I opened my message which I sent this week on his number even though there was no reply even once.

I read it from the top,

💬"Where are you Sal....?"

💬"Are you okay?"

💬"Please call me or reply to my message if you're okay!, I know you're avoiding me but why are you like this? at least you didn't turn off Sal's phone." I wrote a third.

💬"I miss😞" fill my last message