
After the appearance of Willy the freshmen who were around me were whispering, "Wow tuh cool guy really, means we are lucky dong lecture here, there are many cogan uwwuu!" that's the whisper that flashed through my ears.
But I don't care, Willy is now just a friend to me, he's changed now, he's become like a person who even I myself feel alien to his attitude.
"Sal... That's a really good Willy voice... Gu's... I think my heart is pounding with the sound of her voice.." Lena said.
"Let's go to the hospital who knows there's a problem with your heart, singing people who beat strange heart!" ketus Dita's.
"Okay, I said Salsa... Why is it that you always say hah!" lena's protesting is upset.
"Sal.." called him once more while shaking my body, when at this time I was daydreaming and because of the shock I suddenly regained consciousness.
"Well, there's nothing to say if you want it to be Len.., don't shake my body!" risih.
"Ihh Salsa..elo kok nyolot anyway! I was fine but elo again daydreaming! Who's elo lamunin? " ask Lena grinning.
I'm nervous not knowing what to say as an excuse, "That's not me, anyway elo it's the same I didn't ask permission first!" I said it's getting disconnected.
They were both compactly dumbfounded, "Salsa... Elo sick! Lena's question to the left is your answer to the right!" Dita asked me with a parable.
"Gue is healthy! I´m... Just thirsty yeah... Thirst doang heheh!" I finally got a brilliant idea that was already somewhat connected and made the two of them just nod in confidence.
"Ohh... Lo thirsty? Tell me the cake from earlier, I've got water to drink!" Lena gave me a bottle of water.
"Lena... Where did you get water from? Didn't you come here with nothing?" seka Dita wonder.
"Yes I don't bring anything but that's water I can under my chair so it's certainly safe, you drink it Sal...." Lena replied with a smile.
"What!!! You are serious Len... Jeez I think this really has lo good thing I haven't drank, you know who this is? Don't know it! If we take someone without permission, it means we steal Lena... You are not afraid of what if until the bottle of drinking water has been given something like medicine maybe!" pekikku imagines unexpected things.
"Yes sorry but I'm doing this for the sake of elo kok Sal.." exclaimed Lena memelas.
"Gue salute your attention to Lena... But this is not the way!" obviously
Lena fell back down, I know she must have felt bad for doing this to me but this Lena is very easy to persuade so her anger will not be able to last long especially if I am comforting her.
"Lena... Don't try that! " entertained.
"Gue doesn't have gaes, oh yeah I want to sing too... Who knows if there are guys who are immediately amazed by my voice!" lena said to stand up.
"Lena sit down now! You can't be on stage! Some of your voice tuh cemprengnya for mercy, and also you sing anything must be fake so better not to!" hina Dita rolled her eyes after looking at Lena.
"God! Confiscated... Keep making a storm! You know you're like the same guy as me! I want to sing it's up to me." said Lena.
They continued to clash their mouths without giving up a single bit, I could only sniff out full of annoyance.
"Be quiet... I'm sick of you guys doing gaes!" my reprimand said as I gritted my teeth and then poked the hips of my two best friends.
***
When the show was over, Dita and Lena walked out of the hall, until at the door we passed Willy and David.
"Ehh... Do you want to go straight home or do we gather in the cafeteria first?" Ask David.
"We go to the cafeteria first, I'm tired of being at home just being a faller!" terang Dita's.
I immediately agreed, when I was in the campus cafeteria, I was sitting opposite Willy, I kept my head down while pretending to look at the screen of my phone, I did this because I didn't want to look at Willy.
Not for no reason alone, the feeling that is difficult to express when dealing with him even frustrates me.
"Ehhem gaes I have info hits. " said Dita.
"What? Don't tell me you want to mock me!" search Lena.
"Lo be quiet, Bucin!, my information will certainly make you surprised!" dita's answer still makes us curious.
"Want to get married?" lena tried to answer it herself.
"Well! The marriage? Yes, it is impossible... I don't want to marry a young woman, later in my teenage years I am not happy because I take care of my husband and worse if I have a baby! Oh no.. can bother taking care of here and there" explained Dita again.
"Keep what Dita! Elo if you still want to long do not need to tell us !" ketus Lena was impatient
Dita paused for a moment to look at us one by one, "the info is among the five of us there are those who are." he replied.
I was shocked by his statement as soon as I felt he was talking about my misunderstanding relationship with David.
"Who's Dit? Don't talk about a piece!" seka Willy for the first time.
"Ehh Will you don't have to make a dong! But I understand because elo must be very curious, right!" lena said she was upset by Willy's attitude.
"Sal... Don't you want to talk directly? Or am I just talking to them?" dita whispered to me.
I now understand, it turns out that Dita really wanted to say my relationship with David, but it was just a misunderstanding, and even worse what Willy would think after Dita said that.
Nah! This must not happen, lest this happen, I do not want this misunderstanding will cause new problems.
But what about David? If I tell her the truth and she is immediately rejected by Dita then there will be more and more of my problems.
"Sal... Lo denger is not! If so I assume you agree, let me who mengyampein to them yes! " he asked Lirih once again.
"Ehh wait Dit... "
"Actually Salsa same David already so yesterday gaes I heard myself David shot Salsa, pas David ngajak I walk, I did not invite Salsa as well! Ehh because I peed I go to the toilet bentar, when I returned from the toilet I immediately nyaksiin live romance them both!" dita cut my words.
All the words that I had wanted to say instantly disappeared, I had wanted to forbid Dita to say it but it seemed like she could no longer.
I stood up, as did David who hit the table hard in front of us, and I ventured to look at Willy, wondering how he would react.
Apparently, she looked angry, her eyes reddened withholding her burning emotions, I know she must have believed Dita's words.
Especially during our friendship the five of us were the ones who were usually the most honest and sometimes painful.
Willy loosened his face, he looked at me cynically full of seriousness.
"Sal... What did Dita really say?" ask Willy.
"Will... I can't possibly date David, you know for yourself if I ud.." for this time, again I almost kebablasan say the word married to them.
"Jeez Will... You certainly do not accept if David is with Salsa made? Hahah, don't dong! I know that Salsa has become a collection of former lo but should now be happy because Salsa is the same David our own friend! Besides also Vid, you should be the one who is telling you the problem soan lo same Salsa is not me, you are not a man how is not really gantle!" cerocos Dita offends David.
It seemed that David was also very emotional now seen from the fists of his two shaking hands.
"Dita! I misunderstood, I'm not Salsa! How many times do I have to tell you, lo" David said
"Hhhh wait... I do not understand the problem of the four of you, Dita said David was the same as Salsa soan but the concerned said no, continue your relationship anyway? Is there no certainty of my relationship?" Said Lena mediating the hot chatter of the four of us.
"Shut up!!!" scold me, Dita, David and Willy at the same time.
As soon as Lena panicked to hear our reprimand, her body seemed to tremble in fear, "Ga-gaes you guys are really rude to me! I know I'm stupid, not clear, but I keep your best friend, why don't you ever say I'm part of you! If you don't like me I'm here! I can go right now!" lirih Lena with teary eyes then immediately ran away leaving us.
"Lena." I cried out to him but he did not stop even because my screams were many pairs of eyes towards us.
After Lena's departure, the atmosphere felt increasingly awkward, Dita haughtily still continued to believe what she witnessed yesterday.
While Willy bowed in anger, I knew he was confused not to know what really happened.
"Vid... Sal....When will you be the secret of your relationship? " dita's voice again continues to interrogate us.
"Used... The vow! I'm not dating David! Why can't you believe it!" elakku.
"Udah... I am disappointed in Sal... I guess elo consider me your friend but it turns out this problem doang elo do not want to tell me! Now I doubt whether our friendship will continue to last if your attitude is still to the child." added Dita then mocked me.
Instantly I felt hurt, especially with that last sentence, childish? Would I be a child if I just wanted to reveal the truth?
Arghh... I feel crazy, eager to scream in this place trying to explain the truth to Dita.
"Well! Dita elo realized no, elo also to children, I have been honest but eloyak boy who does not understand about human language! Elo just believe the same you see but the reality is different, I swear and you still do not want to believe me? so it's up to elo... Want to believe what it is! whatever.." I said no more.
"Ohh... So this is your real nature? Salsa that I know kalem for almost 4 years turned out to be kayak gini? I think I chose the wrong friend! " said Dita smiling disdainfully.
Really am! I didn't expect Dita who I thought was like a brother to be able to say that to me, did she really regret being friends with me? Wh why? Why should he regret when we are always together like siblings, confiding in each other, even joked! Did he ever consider me a friend?
"Used... So you mean! Elo nyesel's my friend?" I looked down unconsciously my cheeks had been filled with tears.
"Lo really did Dit... What our friendship never meant to you! Just so you know I never once felt sorry to know you guys but it seems like I'm the only one who thinks like that!, "I continued sobbing.
"Udahlah Sal's... I don't want to deal with you anymore! Enough of our friendship here! It's free to have friends if the relationship doang in secretain cuih!" dita Syndir.
Without saying goodbye, Dita stepped away just like that, and now my body immediately felt weak, sitting back.
I bowed in tears, Willy and David also sat down in front of me, the two of them were just spectators of my quarrel with Dita earlier.
"Gue goodbye!" said Willy who also went to bring his emotions that he had been holding back.
At the moment it is only me and David who are both frustrated, the source of the problem is just a misunderstanding yesterday, but it is okay for rice to be porridge.
There was nothing we could do, I just kept crying until David moved to sit next to me, stroking my back trying to calm down.
But it seems free, I was even more gripped, Willy who immediately left when I saw me crying was somehow ignoring me, Dita and Lena no longer want to be friends with me, no longer want to be friends with me, will I feel lonely again?
Can't I really be friends with them anymore?
Ahhe.. I moaned not knowing what I would do in the future, if only silent, accompanied by loneliness I might end up in the hospital again.
Nah! I don't want that to happen, for now I am alone, but my friends need an explanation, so I have to be strong even if it hurts.
"Sal... I'm sorry! Because of me the friendship of the five of us is destroyed" said David still stroked my back.
"Vid... I go home first, yeah." I reply while standing up and then walk lethargic to leave him.
But my steps stopped and turned to David who lived alone sitting in the chair, "David... I will help you elo! So you can't just sit back, shut up, and wait for Dita to melt! Because the soul mate will not come if not elo himself who is trying to find, so the spirit well. "I can only encourage David, even though I know I can not encourage myself.
Traveling out of the canteen I accidentally hit one of the students, but I did not realize it, my arm seemed numb not to feel the slightest bit nudged.
"Woiii take the eyes!" the student's lips. But I ignored it by continuing to walk straight ahead.
The bib...
The sound of the car horn again, the sound that shocked me this morning, I started to get annoyed with all this.
"Kevin! Why are you still here?" my spoken.
Kevin pulled down the windshield, "Alright.." he asked.
Without further ado I went up and sat down in the chair I had occupied, this time he was not angry either, and I did not want to ask him anything more.
My mind is full now and I can't add to the problem of having to fight Kevin, so for now I choose to keep quiet.