
I looked at him seriously, there was a sense of not expecting him to do that again, something I never wanted to happen to him.
Because completely I no longer have feelings for him, even though we have been together for 4 years but my feelings have died to receive it again.
I turned my face away from her gaze, "Sorry will I can't accept you!" reject me.
Willy then stood up, looking annoyed but in detention, "Why Sal? Am I not good at you?" tanyanya.
"No Will... It's so good even with me! But honestly I just think that you're just my best friend nothing more!".
Huh! He sighed heavily, "Friend again Sal..but I never considered you my best friend even more than that? Even we've lived together for a long time have you never had any more feelings for me? A little Sal?" ogre.
"Sorry Will!" I reject it subtly.
I looked at her face that was painted with disappointment, I know that very well, because Willy has often expressed his feelings for me but still I always refuse, not for what! But it's about my true feelings.
"O-okay... I understand Sal....!" said it.
He then turned around and walked towards the door, "Where are you going?" my many.
"Gue want to go calm down, you don't have to wait for me to come home!" he kept walking behind me.
Brakes....
He closed the door of my room, before long there was another sound of the exit closed too loudly until the sound I could hear when I was in the room.
I started to get confused, only able to pacing back and forth while biting a finger beside the bed.
"Willy where are you really going?" I muttered asking myself.
Although he said no need to wait for him to come home but that word even makes me worried because I understand how disappointed he is at this time.
Therefore I was waiting for him, sitting on the sofa of the living room is rather small while my eyes occasionally staring out behind the window.
3 Hours passed, I was still waiting for him with worry, he had never done this before when I rejected the feeling he was putting in front of me.
Pank...
Instantly I was surprised to hear a voice behind the door as if someone was hitting a few times.
"Sal.. open the door!" call someone after the door blow is over and Willy's voice is heard.
"Elo really is Willy, right?" ask me to make sure before opening the door.
"Drawl open!!!" willy sounded annoyed.
At first I didn't suspect why he had to tell me to open the door when I didn't lock it at all.
And even more strangely, isn't he angry with me? why is he still calling me this time?.
How confusing, "Salsa! open it!!!" willy's screams sounded very emotional.
My body jumped in shock and quickly ran towards the door, "Yes Will, just a moment.." I replied.
Chequelek
By the time I opened the door, Willy looked very messy.
I sniffed at him when my sense of smell accidentally caught the smell of some kind of alcohol.
"Will... where's elo from?" my many.
"Why Sal... Why do you keep refusing me? why?" ogre.
From Willy's mouth when he spoke, he smelled a very strong liquor smell, even I myself could not resist the smell and immediately closed my nose.
"Elo abis Drinking? huh!" my grit.
"No need to divert the conversation Sal. I asked, why do you refuse me continue!" reply with a high note.
"Will... better get in the room! I think you're drunk! we can discuss this matter in the morning!" I continued, holding his arm with both hands but it turned out to be just patted away.
"Gue wasn't drunk Sal. I realize now! I just want to ask you, what is the reason you refuse me continue, my heart continues even though we have lived together for a long time! and I did the best for you too! wh why? why Sal?"
"Elo drunk Will. This problem we can discuss tomorrow morning!" elakku.
"My answer is Sal!!!" he said out loud.
"Because I already have Will's husband.I know maybe this is hard for you but this is the reality! honestly, I just thought my best friend was no more!"
"I don't believe it!" scathingly.
"Lo think I lied to you about this? why do I have to do it Will. If suppose I was lying I should have received the feeling lp since the beginning of our breakup! but not really?" my clear.
"But now it's Bede Sal... We've lived together even longer than elo live with the husband elo, are you really in love with your husband?" willy's investigation is starting to get suspicious.
"Well, you are right. I fell in love with my husband! so I'll never be able to catch you again!" I firmly answered seriously.
"Gue already thought it all, my departure this time was made wrong, I just realized now Will... I have never felt happiness because I am far from the same people I love! maybe it's karma, so now my decision is complete Will. I want to go home to my mom and reunite with my husband!" saskan.
"Well! didn't you hear what I said?"Herbs.
"Gue listen to Will, all your words were very clear, but you know it! I've done more wrong with my husband in the past than he does who doesn't believe in me! and what! he's my sorry! and now I'm so sorry to miss him, I should have 4 years ago had proof that he believed in me! not running away from reality! Well..that's my real reason Will.sorry!"
"If you want to go home! I won't let that happen!" Willy shook his head strongly .
"It's my decision Will!"
Willy smiled sinisterly with his smile like there was another point he was thinking.
He stepped closer, making me instantly feel afraid, getting closer to his sharp gaze.
"Sal... did you forget! I brought you here! I helped you in college, I'm tired of persuading you to go away from your husband, why elo selfish Sal. I also have a heart, I also have a heart, but why did you have to choose your husband!" his protest was on the sidelines of a step that was getting closer to me.
I could not just stand still, but step back quickly because I didn't know what she was thinking.
"It turns out elo deliberately instigated me to keep going? Will... Why do you have to do all this?"
"No need to be too goofy Sal.. elo know I'm doing this because elo! elo that makes me like gini, because I can not escape elo Sal! so now I'm going to make you can't escape me too!" willy's words confused me even more, as well as his frightening facial expression.
"E-elo wants to say Will.." I'm shaking, Willy is now very close to me, even the smell of booze makes me feel nauseous.
My eyeballs never looked at him, and unfortunately now I can't step back anymore because I've been standing right on the wall.
Suddenly Willy held onto both of my arms, gripping them very hard made me hiss.
"Ishh Release me! this is Will... You want to do what?"
"Gue will give you an experience that will not be able to lupain for life lo Sal. and I am sure that we have already done it! elo must have spared your husband!" obviously Willy is gentle.
"L-I mean what my Will is...."
Srek.....
Ahh... I shouted loudly when Willy suddenly tore the clothes I was wearing right on my chest and fortunately there were still underwear that I always wear until I was not half bung*l.
With emotion I slapped Willy's face, watching him peck in front of me without apologizing, while I now covered my upper body with both hands.
"Elo brengs*k Will.. But you know well elo lakin it's the same me! you think I'm what? huh! don't equate me with lo Will's friends, and you know I'm actually comfortable with you as a friend! but this is your reply! you think I'd be happy if we did that huh! will not, it will make me suffer even more!"
I cried after saying that, then ran into the room to change the torn clothes and then came out again.
I glanced at Willy at a glance who was sitting in the corner of the room squeezing his hair, "Elo where is Sal going? gu-gue apologized! that was me drunk! so I didn't realize, please excuse me well!" he asked when he realized that I had just come out of the room.
"Lo really disappointed me Will!" I ended up running out of the house, ignoring what Willy had said.
I stared blankly at the direction of the road, the cold that blew involuntarily made me shiver.
I feel like crying considering Willy's abusive behavior, Kevin never treated me like that even when we were officially husband and wife.
I walked languidly through the long hallway without knowing the purpose, even though I have been in this country for quite a long time, but still it still feels very foreign to me.
As I bent my face, I unconsciously glanced towards the roadside, I saw a cat inside the white line area of the road.
I panicked and wanted to move the cat, so I stepped closer to him, but by the time I got very close, the Cat had suddenly galloped away from me.
Bib bib...
The sound of a car horn was heard right beside me, when I turned my head and sure enough there was a car that was very close to want to pass.
I didn't realize that I was standing in a very dangerous area, my body stiffened as the car got closer, wanting to run away but I couldn't move, wanted to scream but my mouth just gaped without a sound.
"Salesa...." Someone called my name but I thought it was just my hallucination.
I foolishly closed my eyes, resigned to what would happen in the future.
Brums....
The sound of the car passing by and I felt nothing, it felt so strange that I should have been run over by the car.
Slowly I began to open my eyes, it turned out that I was still healthy, it seemed like the car had turned to avoid me.
Ahhe... I just shouted, a few seconds after the car passed, someone suddenly pulled my hand from behind.
"I finally found you Sal.." said someone when I was standing straight in front of the man who was none other than Kevin.
I was very, very surprised, My eyes glared at him, It was very unexpected that the one standing in front of me was really Kevin.
"Kevin!!!"
"Yes Sal. It's me! do you miss me?" Kevin asked about it for the first time after we were apart for 4 years.