
"Huh? What the hell! Do not carelessly say yes, I can not fall in love with you!" serkahku out loud.
"Why do you have to cry?" tanyanya grinned
"Po-I'm not jealous of the point!" elakku again.
"Who said you were jealous?" scy Kevin.
"Why do I say jealous anyway?" I said in my heart.
I looked down embarrassed after saying that, nervousness took hold of my body, no more words were able to come out of my mouth.
"I'm so lazy to argue with you!"
I turned around and was about to step but he suddenly pulled my arm until my body turned and collided with him.
my chest is now very close to his chest as if there is no gap between us.
Cup
Kevin immediately landed his lips on mine, I was surprised my eyes were not closed but glared at him.
I pushed her hard but she had no power stronger than me, instead she held my back head so that our kiss would not be let go.
Slowly he stuck out his tongue trying to break into my mouth, but I did not open the slightest gap because I had never before and knew about how to kiss lips.
Kevin still didn't lose his idea, he took his hand off my hand, he put it right on my back, stroked it gently until I was in a frenzy.
In the end I moaned and opened a little mouth, he quickly put his tongue in it, shaking it in every mouth.
I closed my eyes making the impression he was enjoying, Kevin was like that since he closed his eyes, but he was like an expert, so guiding that I thought like that.
We were channeling Saliva, whining, making me slowly enjoy it, and strangely enough I even felt like wanting more of this.
Grappings... I frowned in pain as he curiously bit my lower lip, so sore that there was blood coming out.
After regaining my sanity, I quickly returned the bite as well, but with no response from him, he continued to roll my lips.
I squeaked again, pushed it very hard, I rubbed my lips against our kisses violently.
"Lo! Why did you take my first kiss?" gertakku pretended to panic.
"Haha Salsa! The salsa! You're not a hypocrite! Didn't you enjoy it too?" search Kevin.
"Gu-gue hates you!" I ran away leaving him standing.
***
After the kiss incident, I continued to avoid her, not responding when she called, cooking was done alone, even though once she tried to chat with me, she said, but I ignored it as if only the wind had passed.
Anxiety mixed with shame when remembering the kiss, because it was my first kiss, and she easily took it without my permission.
The day went on that happened 1 month ago, and I was still lazy to cross paths with him, even if only to be near him I still did not want to.
That night, suddenly there was a message coming from my e-mail that turned out to be from Dita, a file about the info-info of a famous university along with the department and the date of registration.
"Wow I'll be a student soon!" I said happy joy.
I jumped on the bed like a child who had just been given a toy.
"Ehk but wait! Mom used to say that if I wanted to go to college, I had to ask Kevin for his approval! Oh my god is this karma because I'm being hypocritical with him? I have to see him again! Heh so lazy!" lenguhku lazy.
I nodded and got out of bed.
"I don't want to see him! But I want to go to college~" I muttered whining.
"Later he thought of the macems again! Thought to come just need it, what, ehk but like really I nyari he did really need hehe!"
I came out of the room to see the corner of the room that became his favorite, when the figure I did not find on the 1st floor, I went up to the second floor trying to enter his room.
30 Seconds later
"Kevin you're in there anyway?" ask again.
3 Minutes later
"Kevin! Ban*sat open the door!!!" I shouted when the limit of patience in waiting had reached the maximum limit.
"Why are you in front of my room! While screaming!" said Kevin who had just come and stood next to me.
"Ahkp... You just showed up here! Isn't that in the room?" ask absentminded.
"If you show up here, it's not from the room! Stupid!!" his ridicule muttered as he said the last word.
"Kevin!!!"
"Ehh hold on first Sal... Lo here not invite him to fight but talk about college! So be patient!" my good-minded instincts.
"Don't give up Sal... Keep on blaspheming... You want to give up on the same guy who took your first kiss!" the instinct of evil thoughts.
"But Sal... If you fight with him again! Keep your fate in the future just stay at home, clean up like a maid while wearing a negligee!" I have my good instincts again.
My instincts are driving me crazy with all those thoughts, on the other hand everything is true but what should I do?
The vow! My emotions were already in the head and had to be shed immediately.
Uhhhhh! I drew and exhaled, shaking my head tightly making all my thoughts jumble.
"Kevin~" call me smiling Lebay and spoiled wink many times.
Kevin shuddered in horror, "Don't be like that, I'm disgusted to see you like that!" he said look away at the face.
"Gue also ogah Mau kayak gini if not for having to ask for college approval with you!" my grumbling in my heart.
"okay... I'm going to the point now! I want to go to college!"
"Hn... Keep going!"
I gawked at the short reply, "Lohh how do you keep mumbling? Yes I want to go to college and you have to pay for my college!" my door.
"Ohh... So you came just to say this! If I don't want to!" reject it.
"Kevin! Don't make me emotional anymore! That's enough for my first kiss!"
Kevin raised his eyebrows, "But you enjoyed it too!" answer's short.
That word again! A sentence that can make me embarrassed and make my face blush, but I try to act ordinary and hold it
"Kevin! Please let me go to college! Please!"
I kept pleading in front of him, even though I knew it wasn't easy to get him to compromise.
"But there are conditions!"
"What conditions? I'll do anything as long as you agree!"
"I want you to kiss me again willingly!" the door quickly.
I was astonished by her request, she did not even feel guilty for even a hint of the sanctity of my lips, not even an apology from her existed at all and now wanted to ask for it again?
What am I supposed to do? Whether I should throw away my pride for the sake of going to college or reject it, but what will happen to my future if I reject it.
I'm not even used to the household life, even taking care of my husband is not ready.
My life journey is still long but will it end up in his hands just like that?