My Fiancee Is The One Who Has Tainted Me

Chapter 47. The Bitter Reality.

On the way to Indonesia, there were no talks between Maik and Bela. Maik very much wanted to open a conversation between him and Bela on the plane. But he himself did not know what to talk about. While Bela who realized his status as just an ex, chose not to speak in the slightest. Because he didn't want his past to be so miserable, to be the subject of the two of them.

The separation that had been long enough, made Maik also Bela feel like a stranger. The nervousness and shame were so great in their minds to talk to each other. Especially Bela who is still very injured considering her suffering, while pregnant and giving birth to her daughter without the figure of a husband. For Bela, all the stories about them have been buried after finding out that Maik already had a choice that at that time was containing his flesh and blood.

Arriving at Soekarno Hatta International Airport, Bela who had just got off the plane stepped in without caring for Maik, who was following him from behind. He did not care where Maik was going, even though they came together with the same goal.

"Bela, I want to see Enjel." Said Maik while continuing to follow Bela.

"You'll see it, but not now. You can only see it from far away. Because I don't want my daughter to be confused by your presence as a stranger." Bela said that made Maik's heart immediately filled with feeling not considered.

"Yes, if so I'll ask for your phone number. Let me call you to ask about Enjel's situation." Maik spoke while strengthening his heart, which was slightly scratched with Bela's words, as he was considered a stranger to his own daughter.

"Here's your phone let me write my phone number." Bela said without looking at Maik.

Without lingering, Maik immediately gave his phone to Bela without any sound. While Bela was focusing on entering her phone number, Maik could only look at her with an expressionless look on her face, muttering in his heart.

"So, what is that much hatred of me..? Until you don't want to meet me with your daughter who is also my flesh and blood..?" Maik wondered in his heart, without taking his eyes off Bela's pretty face.

"This is your cellphone. I've saved my number by Isabella's contact name." Said Bela and immediately stepped away, leaving Maik who was still silent in his place.

How broken Maik's heart was to receive Bela's cold treatment towards him. The woman who was gentle and attentive to him a few years ago, had now turned like a stranger to him. There was no longer a sense of saturation in him, facing Bela who was so much willing like the times they were together in the past. There is only a feeling of sadness for Bela's treatment that does not care about her.

After Bela had disappeared from his sight, Maik immediately rushed to the airport parking lot, to see the taxi he wanted to ride. Maik, who felt very tired from traveling long distances, was also exhausted by the burden of his mind at that time, chose to stay at a hotel located not far from the airport.

Arriving at the hotel, Maik was treated so special when he showed his identity. After being in a special room of important guests, Maik immediately rushed to enter the bathroom. Cleansed his body because it felt so sticky.

After the shower, Maik decided to rest. Maybe because of the soy sauce, it does not take long Maik immediately fell asleep on the bed that looks so soft. While at the hospital where Enjel was treated, Bela who had just come directly called an expert Dr to come to his room.

"It's the same as Bela's mother..?" Ask a male Dr. who handles Enjel.

"Please come to my room..! There's something important I want to say." Said Dr. that made Bela and her parents, so increasingly anxious about the state of Enjel.

Without waiting for a long time Bela immediately stepped following the Dr to his room. Bela's heart immediately hunted down swiftly thinking about the state of her daughter, whom she had not seen at all.

"How's my daughter Dok..?" Ask Bela immediately, after sitting in front of Dr. Enjel's desk.

"Sorry Mother Bela, I'm so sorry I couldn't handle Mom's daughter any longer. Mother's daughter can't be here long." Said Dr. that made Bela more worried.

"Do Dr what do you mean say that..?" Ask Bela to panic.

"Look Bu Bela, Mother's daughter's condition is getting worse. And for the good of his safety, he should be taken to a more sophisticated hospital abroad." Dr. Replied that made Bela instantly so panicked, with eyes that had begun to glaze over.

"What's my daughter's disease, Doc..? And why did he have to be taken abroad..?" Ask Bela with such a pitiful look.

"The mother had blood cancer. And he's already entered an advanced stage. Maybe he can survive for another year. That's also if he was treated at a more sophisticated RS. If you can't be sure how long he can last." It was clearly Dr. that made Bela's tears instantly spill over her face.

"I'm sorry, Ma'am Bela. I had to say all this before it was too late. Because that's the only way to make him survive any longer." Add Dr. that.

"yes Doc. Thank you for all your help. Then I'll go first." Said Bela while holding back her cries.

Hearing the state of his daughter, making Bela like struck by lightning in broad daylight. He didn't expect it would all be like that. The suffering he had been through all this time, was not over yet. The greater the trials he had to face. While stepping towards Enjel's outpatient room, Bela who was unceasingly crying started to wonder in her heart.

"Oh my God, what more trials have you given me..? Why am I not the only one who is sick..? Why should my daughter bear all this..? Hix,,,hiks,,hiks."

Bela wondered in her heart, as she continued to cry at the thought of her struggling daughter, fighting the blood cancer that had already threatened her safety. The sadness he felt at that moment, made him to the point of not being able to think anything. Only tears could she shed, in order to let go of the little burden that was within her back then. But as a mother, Bela will not be able to calm down even though her tears dry up. Accept such a bitter reality.