MUZACHA (It's Love Or Obsession)
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Ririn who had reached the gate of her house and went straight in.
Tok tok...
"Assalamu'alaikum mother?" said Ririn.
"Wa'alaikumussalam warohmatullah." said someone inside.
Appearing a middle-aged woman, Ririn kissed her hands back, and she stroked Ririn's head.
(yes she is Rina the mother of Ririn.)
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Ririn came in and sat on the sofa.
"Son? You come home this evening, you got a problem?" said Rina.
"No Mother, Ririn again misses Mother" said Ririn.
"You miss your mother until you cry?" said Rina.
"Huh?" ririn said she didn't understand.
"Your eyes are rich enough to cry" said Rina.
"Ouh, her brother has not seen Mother for a long time" said Ririn hugging Rina.
"You're gonna have to learn, keep going home and how are you going to college, baby?" said Rini.
"Ouh, if you go to college one week to take a vacation first and focus on studying in the cottage" said Ririn.
"Well, the science of religion dear know son" said Rina.
"Ririn is also very fond of science, but yes how else Ririn's heart has already been destroyed Nda, free will not be able to focus." Ririn's mind.
"Where's dad?" said Ririn.
"Dad there's a meeting" said Rina.
"You rest there, it's 10 p.m." said Rina.
"Yes Mother, Ririn is also sleepy" said Ririn.
Ririn went straight up the stairs to her room.
"Why Ririn tumben, usually he will not miss a lesson especially if about the science of religion." Rina's mind is watching Ririn step by step.
"Ririn bobo yaa good night mother" said Ririn in front of her room.
"Yes happy bobo, beautiful dream huh" said Rina.
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Ririn immediately entered the room and cried, because she thought back to the words Faziel said.
'I know how you feel.'
'I think your feelings two years ago are gone, so I'm silent even though the feelings that used to be the same.'
'If you are a mate, God will unite us, We are busy to improve, if the preparation is steady, in God there will be time for me to worship you.'
'We must clamp each other down, for something lost will be replaced with something better.'
'However, still thinking about your matchmaking? I heard your marriage will be set soon, when?'
Those words echoed in Ririn's ears.
"It's enough of a hyx." said Ririn covering both ears and crying.
Acha's words flashed through Ririn's memory.
'..Acha has also experienced something like that, but Acha is trying to Ikhlas, and Acha believes something lost will be replaced with a better one.'
'istighfar Rin's..'
'..We do not know about the soul mate, rizki and death, because all of that has been qodarulloh, after all who have become qodarulloh will not be wrong address comes his.'
'..God said otherwise, the man was married and happy, now Acha's hope and love is only for Allah.'
"Astaghfirullah, the hyx." cried Ririn full of regrets.
"Maybe the servant is too far from you, O Allah, that You rebuke the servant to keep hoping on you." - Ririn's inner cry with her tears flowing.
Ririn rushed abudhu and then prayed sunnah wudhu, followed by repentance, and witir prayer .
It did not feel that Ririn's lips continued to ponder, and Ririn had entered the dream world on top of her peace.
"Let those days go by that which you love, when destiny has determined, then come into your hands."
❤Jalaluddin Rumi❤
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The alarm clock sounds at 03:00 a.m.
As usual, Ririn did not forget to pray tahajud.
The sun also appeared to greet the creatures who had been active outside, and then rushed to leave and his position was replaced by the moon.
It has been a week Ririn at home, and the hope that exists for humans has now been replaced and now there is only hope for the owner of love, God subhanawata'ala.
"Rin?" call a middle-aged man reading a newspaper.
(Yes his Randi Ririn's father.)
"Yes Father." said Ririn and immediately rushed to the call of the Father.
"So Ustadz Rayis called Dad, he said when you went to the cottage, because you had one week's permission, and now it's one week" Randi said.
"It is Allah after Yah dzuhur" said Ririn.
"You want anther's dad?" said Randi.
"No, Ririn took a grab" said Ririn.
"Truly." said Randi and diberguki Ririn.
Dzuhur also arrived Ririn directly perform prayers, Ririn immediately changed the dress in black pink with a wide veil in black and not forgetting her socks and handstock.
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"This is for the Fatih Ustadz family" said Rina giving the parcel.
"And this is for your friend's friend" said Rina.
"Thank you Mother" said Ririn hugging Rina.
"Ririn set out yes, assalamu'alaikum" said Ririn kissing her mother's hand back and forth as well as his father.
"Wa'alaikumussalam hearts son." said Rina and Randi.
"Yeah" said Ririn.
Ririn rushed into the grab.
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Arriving at the cottage Ririn set foot into the dormitory storing goods into the room.
"Assalamu'alaikum?" said Ririn.
"Ririn.." cried his best friend.
They also hugged.
"We miss you" said Acha.
"Ririn too" said Ririn.
"Ciee has moved on" said Cilla.
Ririn just smiled.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend" Cilla said.
"That's no big deal" said Ririn.
"Alhamdulillah by Allah Ririn's permission can be sincere, and in Shaa Allah's love Ririn only lillah" said Ririn.
"Yeah dong hope and love We have to be for God alone, the matter of a soul mate there is a time when the Almighty Love gives it to Us, right?" said Rasi in angguki best friend of his.
"Yaudah Ririn wants to go to Umi's house first, later it is thought that Ririn has not been to the cottage hehe" said Ririn.
"OK, it needs to be delivered" said Acha.
"No need, uh it's open to you" said Ririn.
"Asiks.." they said.
"You want to snack" said the Princess.
Ririn went straight to the home of Ustadz Fatih with a parcel.
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"Assalamu'alaikum?" said Ririn.
"Wa'alaikumussalam, uh Ririn came in" said Aisy's body.
Ririn kissed Aisy's hand, and sat down on the couch.
"Kirain Umi, you want to be in the house of mulu." joked Aisy.
"Hehe is not Umi, I miss the cottage" said Ririn.
"Eh Umi denger You have a sermon huh?" said Aisy.
Uhuk uhuk Ririn choked.
"The khitbah? no one preached Ririn Umi" said Ririn.
"But Mother you tell the same story Umi you in the sermon with her son Temen your father" said Aisy.
"Ririn does not know what, and when Ririn came home Mother did not say what" said Ririn.
"Maybe Umi's the wrong time yes" said Aisy.
"Yaudah Ririn to the dormitory ya umi" said Ririn.
"And here is a little parcel from the same father as Mother" said Ririn.
"Oh my God, thank you" said Aisy.
"Iyaa Umi, Ririn says assalamu'alaikum" said Ririn kissing Aisy's hand.
"Wa'alaikumussalama" said Aisy.
Ririn rushed off.
"Duh time yes anyway, Ririn wants to be in a mate, but Mommy does not say what is the same Ririn, continue bang Ustadz how? uhh bang Ustadz has also found women, not found the heck in a mate as well, maybe They are the best replacement for Us, he said, God has not lost Ririn's love for bang Ustadz and this feeling is still there, and not more than My love for You God, about the matchmaking Ririn just waiting for the decision to be carried away from God, if it is true, yes Ririn must accept because parents must find the best for their children." murmured Ririn along the way.
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On the way to the dormitory, ririn's hand accidentally collided with someone.
"Afwan." said Ririn turning towards the person.
"Na'am.. Eh Rin you're here, when?" Faziel.
"Na'am ustadz, just now ba'da dzuhur" said Ririn immediately bowed.
"I'm glad to see it" said Faziel.
Ririn just bowed.
"Ana first Ustadz, Assalamu'alaikum" said Ririn immediately left.
"Wa'alaikumussalam warohmatullah" said Faziel.
"If the wound in Your heart is because of Me, and it makes You more hopeful to God and more loving to God, I'm happy and I'm sincere even though You should hate Me, but there is no hate in his eyes, may you be sincere Rin." Faziel's inner.
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"Bang Ustadz, Ana knows that love will not be lost just because of time or distance, but love is lost because of the permission of the omnipresent love, does not mean Ana does not love Bang Ustadz, Ana still loves and always will, but Ana's love for Ustadz bang does not exceed Ana's love for God, now Ana's hope and love is only for God, now Ana's love for God, let God govern the course of our love, let God act, Ana as a creature can only pray for the best, and the matter of arranged marriage may be the answer of do'a Ana, he said, and the lost will be replaced with a better one, if indeed what is said umi is true, whoever he wishes the best for Ririn, O Allah." inner Ririn who was step by step towards the dormitory.
