MUZACHA (It's Love Or Obsession)

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"Why Zil?" ustadz Rayis.

"Said Alki, the head of the board was told to face Ustadz, Ana is here to replace Alki, because Alki is in need" said Faziel.

"Astaghfirullah yes, I forgot, come with me" said Ustadz Rayis.

"Rin later if it's done please bring my room yaa." said Ustadz Rayis.

"Na'am Ustadz" said Ririn.

Ustadz Rayis and Faziel rushed to the room.

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"..Well this is a list of supplies for your graduation class." said Ustadz Rayis.

Faziel only daydreamed to remember the sentence that Ririn had revealed to him.

'Sister Faziel Ana uhibuka..'

"..Ziel..?" ustadz Rayis.

"Well, it's Ustadz..?" faziel said.

"You're daydreaming, huh..?" ustadz Rayis.

"No, not Ustadz" said Faziel.

"Witness is rich in many thoughts, you again have a problem huha, from the stewardship or membership?" usatdz Rayis.

"Ustadz is not that" Faziel said.

"Then what? Heart feelings?" ustadz Rayis.

Faziel nodded because he was lying especially if Master was afraid of sin plus so the problem would not be believed again.

Ustadz Rayis chuckled.

"Faziel Faziel, try to tell me what and who made a Faziel become like this." led by Ustadz Rayis.

"There was Akhwat who revealed his heart to Ana directly." said Faziel bowed.

"A young man now, yes, then what do you answer?" ustadz Rayis chuckled.

"I don't answer what Ustadz is." said Faziel.

"Why?" ustadz Rayis.

"Because Ana is still confused about her feelings especially about the heart, Ana remembers her words and Ana feels bad yet to answer, and as if Ana will hang certainty on her" said Faziel.

"Yes you answered dong, answer what you think is right." said Ustadz Rayis.

"But Ustadz, Ana wants to focus on pursuing science first" Faziel said.

"Who's Akhwatnya?" ustadz Rayis.

"Ririn ustadz" said Faziel.

"Ouh happened to be Ririn here, give her an answer, an answer that did not hurt both parties" Ustadz Rayis said.

"Ahead of Ustadz?" faziel said in Rayis's nod.

"Ustadz have experienced something like this?" Faziel.

"Yes, I was also in a position like You, where I had to answer the feelings of an Akhwat, at first I was doubtful and afraid of Akhwat's heartache, but really with the permission of Allah Akhwat it can accept my decision and answer" said Rayis.

Ririn is seen heading to the Ustadz Rayis Room.

"Well that's Ririn" said Rayis

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"Assalamu'alaikum, Ustadz's entry permit" said Ririn carrying a pile of books.

The deg! Faziel's heart was filled with tension.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, tafadholly" said Rayis.

"Put it on my desk" said Rayis, who sat on the sofa with Faziel.

Ririn put the book on the table.

"Ririn excuse Ustadz, brother Faziel" said Ririn holding hands together

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"Come on." said Ustadz Rayis chuckling and elbowing Faziel.

Faziel just bowed.

"Ririn wait" said Faziel.

The deg! Ririn's heart had been mixed up.

"I.iya sis?" said Ririn.

There is only silence.

"Someone wants to talk to you" Rayis said.

"Who's Ustadz?" said Ririn.

Rayis is headed for Faziel.

"Sister Faziel? What did Brother Faziel tell Ustadz Rayis about the incident earlier.." Inner Ririn asked.

"What are you talking about, brother?" said Ririn.

The downcast Faziel took a deep breath in and threw it away slowly.

"Ririn I want to explain at the same time give an answer to the expression of Your feelings to Me, Honestly I also like You but only limited to friends and fellow Muslims, nothing more, I know how you feel, I hope you're not disappointed, I'd like to focus on achieving my dreams first, Afwan" Faziel said.

The deg! Those words reached Ririn's heart, Ririn just bowed.

"Yeah not pa-pa I can also understand, I'm sorry Ustadz, Brother Faziel Assalamu'alaikum" Ririn said directly leaving the room.

"Wa'alaikumussalam warohmatullah" said Faziel and Rayis.

Falsh off

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"Astaghfirullah Ziel, that means Ririn.." said Muza and was called Faziel.

"And Ririn still has a similar taste to you?" muza.

"Yeah.. Last afternoon Ane saw jealousy in his eyes when Ane talked to Liani, and maybe Ririn thought that she was alone with Liani when there was also Cilla" said Faziel.

The flash back

"Assalamu'alaikum Ustadz." said Liani and Cilla.

"Wa'alaikumussalam warohmatullah, what's wrong?" Faziel.

"Ustadz can help us?" liani.

"What was it about" said Faziel.

"On Ririn.." said Cilla.

The deg! That sentence flashed in Faziel's memory.

'brother faziel ana uhibuka..'

"Ririn's? Why Ririn?" Faziel.

"Ririns.. Well how not good to say it." said Cilla.

"About his feelings for me?" Faziel.

Liani just rounded her eyes.

"Ustadz tau?" liani.

"Yes, I already know" said Faziel.

"Then why Ustadz." said Cilla.

"I just don't want Ririn to wish more on Me, I just want Ririn's hope for God, because wishing on God there will be no disappointment, whereas wishing on Me there will only be disappointment." Faziel.

"I mean Ustadz." said Liani.

"I've been betrothed." said Faziel.

"..I can't refuse, so it's better for Ririn to feel disappointed now than when she found out about my marriage" Faziel said.

"But Ustadz is wrong, Ustadz should have told Ririn the truth" Liani said.

"I know.. But I can't see Ririn being destroyed." Kat Faziel.

"But with Ustadz hiding this, even Ustadz is hurting Ririn and Ririn will be more devastated" Cilla said.

"I'll try to tell Ririn, once my heart is ready" Faziel said.

"Why wait for the heart to be ready, ustadz loves Ririn?" liani.

"yes I love her, whether since when this feeling grew, and when I realized this God said otherwise, so God sent the woman to come and my parents betrothed her to Me." Faziel.

"Ustadz knew about the woman?" liani.

"No, just his name I haven't been told" Faziel said.

"Well, we have to know what it looks like, why Ustadz wants to be in a match" said Cilla.

"I can't refuse, this is the first request from my parents" Faziel said.

"Then what about Ririn's feelings?" liani.

"In God, I'll talk to Ririn" said Faziel.

"The spirit of Ustadz, ustadz certainly can" said Liani.

"Aamiin shukron" said Faziel.

"Well that's it, Ustadz gave an explanation of the taste of Cilla to Ustadz Rayis if he refused to throw directly to Ustadz Muza" said Cilla broke the tension.

"You mah Cill there is aja.kalo about Muza asking for help as well as adeknya" said Faziel chuckled.

"What the hell, do not want to interfere with Liani mah" said Liani.

"Yeah can't be dong." said Faziel laughing.

"I can." said Liani laughing.

And the laughter stopped when I saw Ririn watching from a distance.

"Rin." said Liani.

Ririn rushed to run.

"Well.. Well.. Misunderstand this again." said Cilla.

"Yes later he would have Liani together with Ustadz, but there is also Cilla" said Liani.

"Udah.. You guys go back to the dormitory." said Faziel.

"But Ririn how's Ustadz?" liani.

"Let me take care of it" said Faziel.

"Thank you Ustadz." said Liani.

Flash off's.

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"Then have you explained your matchmaking to Ririn?" muza.

Faziel just shook his head.

"Astaghfirullah, Ririn heard our conversation, and maybe now her heart is broken, even though women have broken their hearts, they will be traumatized to know Love." Muza said.

"Ane has to be, Ane is confused, Ane can't refuse Ane's parents' request." said Faziel.

"Clearly Ziel, you must be clear both" said Muzaa.

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"Udah is already Bang." said Liani come.

"Sir.. Meanin?" muza.

"Ririn, let's go home and now Ririn's gone" Liani said.

Faziel was just down.

"Where is Ririn now?" Faziel.

"Maybe it's waiting for the grab he ordered" Liani said.

"The next Ziel may now grab has not come and is still definitely waiting" Muza said.

Faziel immediately ran after Ririn.

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Acha who follows Ririn.

"Rinn, where are you going? impromptu home time already night knows." said Acha chasing Ririn.

Ririn was sitting on the side of the road.

"Ririn, tell me dong, are you allowed to go home because of the Ustadz?" said Acha hugging Ririn.

Ririn was crying in Acha's arms.

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Ririn told Acha.

"....Bang Ustadz, his parents have arranged for him" said Ririn.

"O Allah, be patient, Rin you must be sincere" said Acha.

"Ikhla? It's just saying sincerely it's easy, but you don't understand how I'm in my position" Ririn said.

"You're wrong Rin, Acha has also experienced something like that, but Acha is sincere, and Acha believes that something lost will be replaced with something better" said Acha.

"But this hurts Chaa." said Ririn.

"Istighfar Rin, before the yellow curving, said the word qobiltu nikaha on the lips, and the witnesses said Sah, There is still hope Rin bordo'a aja, We do not know about the soul mate, rizki and death, because all of that has been qodarullah, after all who have become qodarullah will not be wrong address comes his." said Acha.

"Then Acha was still hoping for the man?" said Ririn.

Acha just shook her head.

"Why?" said Ririn.

"Because Allah says otherwise, the man is married and happy, Acha is also happy to see his happiness, thank God now Acha's hope and love is only for Allah" said Acha.

"Then Acha has no love for humans?" said Ririn.

Acha just chuckles.

"Love is fitrah for every creature Rin, and if the owner of love will come to feel love for the creature in Acha's heart, Acha can not refuse because God has said kun fayakun, because God has said, indeed, the coming and going of love is all with the permission of the owner of love, which is Allah" said Acha.

"And yes, do not be too excessive in loving and hoping in humans, if We love humans do not ever exceed Our love for God" said Acha.

Become master

The man who can be a master of himself, a guide to his passions and a captain for the ark of his life.

❤Ali bin Abi Thalib❤

Grab is coming.

"Ririn said goodbye to Cha, greetings to others" said Ririn hugging Acha.

"Are you sure you want to go home?" said Acha.

"Iyaa Cha Ririn, it takes time to relax" said Ririn.

"Fii be safe, come back soon" said Acha.

"Iyaa in shaa Allah, assalamu'alaikum" said Ririn.

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Ririn got into the car.

"Wa'alaikumussalam" said Acha.

Acha also went directly into the cottage area.

"Haa, astaghfirullah." surprised Acha almost hit someone.