MUZACHA (It's Love Or Obsession)
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Pov Ririn's
My ego that has decreased and is willing to accept everything is lost somehow after seeing Liani and Faziel together.
I could only cry when their laughter joked.
"I thought Liani and Bang Ustadz were just friends, but in fact they were so close." My inner.
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On the shore of a small lake I poured out my heart's sorrow by crying to my knees.
"Assalamu'alaikum." said someone whose voice I knew very well.
"Wa'alaikumussalam warohmatullah" said Ku who still hugged his knees with a sad voice.
"Why are you Rin?" a gentle question that came out of his lips.
"Ana is not pa-pa Ustadz" said Ku who still hugged his knee.
"You jealous?" Faziel.
"Jealous? Ana was not jealous of Ustadz." said I lowered my head and ventured to look at her face.
"Why do you cry?" Faziel.
"It's not because of what Ustadz is, after all, it's not crying, but a feeling of heartiness that comes out without a word.. Hiks. hyks.." said Ku and hugged his knee back.
"I'm sorry." said Faziel.
"For What..?" I said, looking at him with tears.
"If this cry is caused by a scratch on your heart because of Me, I'm really very sorry" said Faziel.
"It's not Ustadz's fault, Ustadz doesn't need to apologize.. Ana wants to be alone, please leave Ana alone here" I said hugging my knee.
"can't.. It's not good for my steps, but there are women who cry because of me." said Faziel.
I was just crying.
"..excessive jealousy is not good." said Faziel.
"Ana wasn't jealous of Ustadz." I said in tears.
"Yes it is possible, and about Liani, you just misunderstood, Liani just asked for my help, and the three of us, not alone, Liani anyway I have considered like my own sister, Liani, and I already know how you feel about me." said Faziel.
The deg! I just stared at him.
"You know? I thought your feelings two years ago were gone, so I'm silent because My feelings remain the same, but I also know my limits are only human, You know that the soul mate has become a qodarullah, I do not want to oppose the Taqdir just because I wish more to You, and I hope You also do not expect more to Me, I hope you also do not wish more to Me, hope in the owner of the heart, put your hope only in God Rin" said Faziel.
"Really a Love will not be lost by its passage of time and blocked by distance" I said.
"I know that too" said Faziel.
"Why Bang Ustadz think about it" said Ririn.
"I don't think about it, but I'm just positive thinking that You already assume that the qodarulloh has become it will not be confused, anyway if it is a mate, God will unite, God will unite, We are busy trying to improve ourselves first, if the preparation is steady, In the Lord there will be time for me to preach to You" said Faziel.
Hearing that was a smile on my lips, I wiped away my tears and got up.
"For what if you're not a match" I said.
"Yes, we have to take care of each other, because something lost will be replaced with something better.I'm sorry, assalamu'alaikum" said Faziel.
"Wa'alaikumussalam" said Ku.
Faziel left, I just stood there with a smile.
Some drugs actually become the cause of the disease, as something painful sometimes it becomes a cure.
❤Ali bin Abi Thalib❤
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Pov author
Step by step Faziel left Ririn.
"I'm sorry Rin, I'm not being honest, because I don't want to add to the wound in your heart." - Faziel.
After Faziel left, Ririn recalled Faziel's words.
"I've known how you feel about me."
"I think your feelings 2 years ago are gone, so I'm silent even though my previous feelings remain the same."
"...*Jo*doh that's qodarullah."
"I hope that you also do not wish more on Me, wish on the owner of the heart, put your hope only on God."
"If you are a soul mate, God will unite, We are busy to improve, if the preparation is steady, in God there will be time for Me to preach you."
"We have to give each other away, because something lost will be replaced with something better."
"Ummm Bang Ustadz, Ririn gales." said Ririn who bit his nails.
Ririn went straight to the dormitory with a smile painting on her lips.
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Crick...
The door is opened when the room enters.
"Acieee.." seduced his best friend, and hugged him.
"Uhhh sorryin Ririn ya, Ririn kebawa baper until you dare to eatinem in you" said Ririn in tears.
"Dihh what the hell is crying, happy dong" said Acha.
"Eh what the Ustadz said earlier" said Cilla, who had become the owner.
"You know?" ririn said embarrassedly, and her best friend just chuckled.
"Yes, we've been monitoring you here" said the Princess.
"Yes Allah." said Ririn.
"Don't be angry again, seriously Liani no taste for Bang Ustadz You kok Rin, and that was also." said Liani.
"What the heck Li is, Bang Ustadz has made it clear" said Ririn.
"Aciee was given an explanation" said the Princess.
"Eh have not been teased continue Ririnnya kasian, his face is already ijo tuh" said Acha and all chuckled.
"Ummm Acha mah" said Ririn.
"Eh yuk is ready to go to the mosque, pray the Jama'ah" said Rasi.
The Maghrib Adhan also met with santriat rushed to the mosque.
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"Ririn.." call someone familiar.
The deg! Ririn's steps stopped.
"Bang Ustadz.." murmured Ririn.
"Why is this why.this heart rate is so fast beyond seconds of time." Ririn's mind.
"Yourf..." Ririn regulated her breathing.
"Yes Ustadz?" said Ririn.
"Afwan about that last afternoon.maybe it was presumptuous" said Faziel.
"No pa-pa Ustadz at least Ana got an answer to the doubt, Ana first" said Ririn bowed following the steps of her best friend.
After the prayer jama'ah maghrib santriat also teach as usual and in the further prayer isya merama'ah.
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At exactly 20:00 WIB before midnight, only the sound of leaves blowing in the wind, Faziel sat in the garden under the sky decorated with crescent moons and stars.
"Hey Ziel what are you doing here alone?" said Muza patting Faziel on the shoulder.
"Eh Ki, ngagetin Ane aja" said Faziel.
"Yeah, still thinking about your matchmaking? I heard your wedding will be set soon, when?" muza.
Brughh sounds of falling objects.
Muza and Faziel looked at the voice.
"Ririn..?" Faziel.
Ririn rushed off.
"Ririn wait." said Faziel chasing.
Ririn kept running and ignored the call.
"Really you, misunderstood Rin." said Faziel stopped chasing.
On the grass of the garden that was so green illuminated by the garden lights, there was a black box.
"It's better to be honest, even if it hurts, than to lie that will take away trust."
❤26.dey❤
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Faziel took it and sat down next to Muza.
"Tawb, turban, and letter" said Muza, who looked at the contents of the box.
Faziel took the letter and read it.
"Ririn why are you crying? what is this Ziel? I don't understand." said Muza.
Faziel gave the letter to Muza.
"Bang Ustadz in shaa Allah if you live long, Ana will always wait for Bang Ustadz to use this." the letter read Muza.
"What does this mean..?" muza.
Faziel danced deeply and threw it away violently.
"Two years ago, just as Ane was told to go to Ustadz Rayis' room in your place." said Faziel.
The flash back
"Faziel... The chairman of the board must face Ustadz Rayis, Ane can no longer have any needs, you are the representative, deputy ya.." said Muza.
"*A*siaappp is calm, as long as there is Faziel, let Faziel act" Faziel said
They also chuckle.
"Jaudah spit there" said Muza.
"Yes yes" said Faziel.
Faziel hurried away.
While in front of the mosque, Faziel stopped because he saw the figure of a woman he admired.
"Ririns.. Cilla, where are you going?" Faziel.
"We're going to Qiro'at's room" said Ririn.
"Ouhh yaudah I go first" said Faziel.
Faziel walked on.
"Sister Faziel Ana uhibuka." said Ririn.
The deg! Faziel's steps stopped, Faziel looked back, and continued to smile."
Flash off
"Honestly it was the first time in Ane's life" Faziel said.
"Then you did not give an answer to Ririn who had expressed her feelings in a clear light" Muza said.
Faziel just shook his head.
"Why?" muza.
"Because at that time I was still confused by My own feelings, I was confused, I have to answer what, because I used to be only amazed by his intelligence, I was only amazed by his intelligence, and like it only as a friend and fellow Muslims, and I want to focus on achieving my dream first, somehow I'm a dilemma, I'm, I don't feel good about everything because of Ririn's feelings, I can't hang a woman's feelings just because of my ego." Faziel said.
The flash back
Step by step Faziel only remembered the sentence that Ririn had uttered.
Because rarely ever even a woman expressed her feelings directly to Faziel.
Faziel in front of Ustadz Rayis.
"Assalamu'alaikum..?" there is no law in the room Ustadz Rayis.
"Ziel what are you doing?" the Ustadzah Raysa.
"Eh Ustadzah, assalamu'alaikum Ustadzah" said Faziel holding hands.
"*W*a'alaikumussalam, nyari Ustadz Rayis huh?" the Ustadzah Raysa in Faziel.
"Ustadz Rayis in Qiro'at's room is training Qiro'at's children" Ustadzah Raysa said.
"Owh yaudah thanks to Ustadzah, Faziel went there first" said Faziel.
"*A*ssalamu'alaikum" said Faziel holding hands together.
"Wa'alaikumussalam warohmatullah." replied Ustadzah Raysa put his hands together.
Faziel rushed to Qiro'at's room.
"Assalamu'alaikum..?" Faziel.
"Wa'alaikumussalam warohmatullahi wabarokatuh." everyone answered.
The deg! Faziel's gaze was fixed on Ririn, then Ririn bowed as well as Faziel.
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sorry if it's not good and a lot of mistakes
