
One day I'm getting married, I'm trying to get better. Marriage is sacred to be made sacred promises and God willing I am able to carry out my responsibilities...
It's not that I'm happy to be married, I'm even angered by it. At first he wanted to borrow money, whether it was for what??!! He asked for cigarette money, but I didn't give it because I actually didn't have any money. It's good to ask for cigarette money, since entering the prison he never gave a penny. When I heard the gossip from the neighbors, he took the BANK of 1,500,000 I was surprised to turn out to be his sister's school, even though he had finished his list in private school and had gotten a uniform. He even registered his sister to the State, he said he wanted his sister to be a police officer for whatever reason, I've been dizzy thinking that. We're getting married, he's a man, in our custom all the men who are getting married bring a proposal of some kind of equipment House or the whole house but he just relax until the neighbors there wonder, why? his sister is not himself.....
"what's the same Didi used to think about going to his wife's house instead of taking money for his sister, instead of having a list and getting a uniform ??"
"wong state is just as private as it is!!"
"he will be of little value as well. Sok-sok an in high school"
They often fight, but I'm quiet and can't do anything.
I left the house of the future husband, my ears full of what they said and I took the motorcycle away from there. He's telephone,,,
"you don't need to be angry, I want to pinch your money is not allowed !! I minjem money for my own sister, I want her to succeed not like me"
"Well, you can make me ??" ask me
"why are you talking like that ??"
"i can give you a living, you're calm"
It's hard so I, I've been wanting to break up this marriage but on the other hand I think waiting for 8 months is not a very short time, but what about my parents, I think, he must be very disappointed in me. There has been a lot of expenditure from fiancee to be married later.
"Udah no papa if you already do not like him, even if you want to break up with him mom does not mind, want a lot of spending as long as you are happy. I don't mean you have to be with her, it depends on your choice"
My father also agrees with my mother, he does not mind losing I spend millions of dollars as long as I am happy, but I think I just want to be loyal to one person only. And I will fight maybe he will be able to change after marriage later inshaallah....
I can only endure and be patient to face this ordeal, the saying goes it will be beautiful in time and I am sure he can change as I expected and become a responsible husband like the others....
He once said to me "later we're married I'll give you whether it's my money, and you should be able to set aside savings for our future".
Back when he was still working at the Shop there was no case, he was always mature and wise when married betih he began to change. He said that I was a wife but still betel status could not give full shopping money, because half of the salary he gave to his mother...
I believed that she was good and I always believed that she would make me a woman like her mother....