
Relaxing at home alone is better the burden of all lost than at home the burden slalu there is never any calm in my mind. Today I got word from my husband that my mother-in-law had an accident.
Dakkk..dikkk. I'm surprised not because mom fell, but I'm sure I'm the one who's gonna be tired of being alone.
"neng, go home first huh? Mom fell, got hit by a run?"
"how are things now??"
"his bones are broken, at the waist"
"tomorrow I'll pick you up??"
"yes!!!"
Maybe it's my test again, I don't mind but on the other hand I still have a baby and Rudi can't sit. He's anti-people, he's fussy, and I'm sure as sure as I'm sure that I'm gonna get tired.
The next day my husband picked me up, we said goodbye to my mother, he asked me when I would come back home.
"neng, when do you want to come here again?? will you be angry for a long time in situbondo?"
"no, I know you're falling"
"when are you here again??"
"kalo can be cured, kasian can also stay"
He was happy or not with my words, which I obviously went down first. Because from the recent husband never price me, and I was so afraid.
I tried to cook for them, at 02:00 pm I got up and prepared a meal for them. When I cook, my cooking doesn't match. Until I made my soup not in the meal, I failed to become a woman, all my efforts never anyone tasted including my husband. My mother-in-law tried to wake up on her own when she knew she could do nothing, what could I do?? everything I do is useless. I can only be the feet of mother-in-law, everywhere I am on duty walking while carrying children. While my child is big, sometimes people say it does not fit the same child mother, the mother is skinny her child is big (knee). Husband was busy looking for money he took two jobs at once, but already knew I needed time for him to take care of his son. I'm just alone no one wants to change my son's cradle, my husband is busy with himself.
"bang, you have to choose one of these jobs, I can't afford to babysit the rudi myself. I'm mom's leg, you have to think of me too"
We do need a lot of money, mother can't do anything, sister both are still in school, father just trash. While we are still like deposits in the bank and other needs, I am here a maid or a wife, why they do not care about my circumstances. I'm also tired, tired, where is my husband leaning??..
"don't you care about your wife, just work. You're good at work to be stopped"
I can't do anything, my husband complied with his mother's words. My wife was never in his eyes.
"yes, I just want to go home. I'm tired of not being able to get here??!!" I asked for my own pleasure
Husband was silent, he told mom, I'll be home today too. I can only cry, get tired, tired, and never have my words received.
"why go home, son?? who's going to take care of mom, you're going to cook yourself so you can take full care of her??"
Mother was crying, and brought a stick to the living room.
"separane bu is great, I can not be here. if I am sick who will take care of later, brother just do not want to replace the rakes rudi"
"his brother quit his job right eman"
More importantly where the same wife work, already know her fussy child is still selfish. But I was not feeling well, I was feeling almost feverish, so I rushed home. Husband delivers, he is disappointed kechevi did not want to know !!! the important thing is that me and the child can take care of it. Rudi was very close to my mother, every day wanted in her cradle. Instead I can relax for a moment if it is at home alone, not kayaking at home in-laws, just know the comments and do not want to know the situation.