Mommy's Husband

MY DAD'S SICK HUSBAND COMPLAINS

I want to give up but on the other hand there are still children I have to fight for.

I started working in the market, everything was fine, I was happy to make money with my own sweat. I work only for myself and my son, my father works for my beloved mother, mother babysitters her granddaughter at home has become Rudi's baby sitter every day, husband works only for motor deposit sometimes there is rest in given to me. It feels complete on appeal first who are very hungry for money.

Ever since I was a kid my dad had gout. What I feel my father is getting thinner and smaller. I guess it's just a stomach disease, because it's not eating too much. I'll buy you some gastric drugs like milanta and lanzoprazole,,,,, uh,,,

That night he screamed in pain, until he cried for a massage.

"aduuuuuhhhhh,,,, it's, like,,,,!!!"

"why?"

"your heart is very sicktt.." I asked in the incandescent part of his heart.

"wanted to stay in the hospital"

"no need"

It panicked because it was 12pm, everyone was asleep. Fortunately, the cousin is ready to deliver to the nearest puskesmas. Ready to turn on our motorbike go to the puskesmas, stymied covid-19 so the patient must be swabbed and isolated in the health center so every patient must be required in the swab if positive the patient must be sent to the city. Fortunately, the results of the negative father swab, must be in mandatory hospitalization one person to keep without anyone changing.

"mbk if you want to be hospitalized, should not be replaced until the patient is cured?"

"yes mbk ready"

After checking all sorts, in infusion and then brought in a nursing room. We were just the two of us in this health center, hearing people's stories, no one wanted to be treated even though we were afraid of being positive for covid-19 and then taken to isolation without guard. At that time many people died one village can reach 10 people died alternately. Seeing this life as near doomsday, everyone was completely panicked and everyone was like ninjas all had to wear masks.

"fly home first, you're in the hospital?" I'm a telephone husband who's still disibonous.

"yes, I'm home today"

In these cramped times I was alone with my father, husband, mother and son at home.

Three days of treatment we tried to go home, because we were still waiting for the results of the urine test and all the results were normal. He decided to be treated at home because for 3 days in the hospital there was no development at all.

Husband came home because the father was a little mengingan, he had to work because we still have motorcycle dependents.

One week at home critical father, often unconscious. All the panic of neighbors and family have gathered all in the thought of the father will die, maybe God gives a chance there is still a way for his recovery.

I called the husband, asked him to come home for a while because the house must be looking after Rudi and the father while the mother must take the grass to the rice field to eat the cow.

"bang, you go home first help at home, kasian mother keep rudi must take grass to eat cows?"

"you're his son why do I have to take the day off!!"

"you're my husband, why I have a husband can't help me when I'm so hard"

"if you are not sick I may not ask you to go home, if you do not want to help mom, yes, you can take care of the house if you do not want to, if you do not want to, let's split up a free husband is useless like you"

I close the telephone that I hold, it hurts to have an inconsiderate husband like him. Then I wrote in my whatsapp story (no ex-parents with ex-husband and in-laws), already emotional and then mbak-in-law called me.

"why deck?"

"i'm kesel mbk, same as Rudi's father. My parents are sick, she says let me take care of myself because I'm her son" while I cry.

"have been patient, next time if you are angry again do not need to pack a story that is not good at reading people?"

"yes mbk"

Mbk-in-law who slalu support me, when I was again upset he became my parents to him. He once asked me to work in Jakarta but I did not want to because my father was sick again. Everyone was disappointed with me because I chose to live in my own home bws, let alone a husband who is very ambitious to be rich, very eager to work in Jakarta want to buy a car and business. But considering his behavior from the past until now I became hesitant to work in Jakarta because automatically the husband will send money to his own mother not for me and his son. My husband always said he wanted to build a house in Sibon, I could not if it happened.

Husband's afternoon at home, upset and angry still in my heart. 2 days I never open my mouth until mother feels sorry to the husband. I finally greeted him,,, you know,,,

"it's eating, it says you're not eating"

Mother said for a few days she was silent and did not want to eat at all, who was not upset by her words. Husband complains when my father is sick, and calculations about work.

And some days you're totally done, every night you can't sleep.

"if I don't sleep, I could die"

"patience !!! my mother told him.

Since then my husband and I have been feeling better, but I am still very sad about his words. He explained that I took the wrong word when I was still sane and not dumb.

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Go to the mantre only in the injection and given antibiotics. Once injected 100 thousand should be controlled once every 1 week and recommended drinking water bay leaves every day, still my father complained of pain, often urinate every night. Many people say that the father is exposed to the witch every time to the shaman 50 thousand as a result of the zonk he said exposed to the outside wind I do not know what it means.

Planning with the husband, will bring to the other mantre.

"bang, how about we take you to the mantre in wonokusumo. We check everything?"

"maybe it's better"

We brought the father a check of colestrol, uric acid and sugar levels. It turned out that after checking all the results were positive for HI+ diabetes and cokestrol 220 while uric acid was 9.8. It turns out that it has been a positive father complication of type 1 diabetes. Control once every 10 days, each of us control 150thousand/drug so we were completely done financially at that time.

And finally I took the bank for my father's treatment, my husband supported me and half the money he used to buy new HP.