Mommy's Husband

THE HARDEST CHOICE

Maybe this is my fortune given by God, I told om in the market after this I have to go to Sibon looking for work again. Maybe because of the pity om same aunt told me to work in the market guard shop, I have to think carefully because my husband wants me to work in the sibon.

Lebaran I went to kayak kebibon as usual last year silaturrahmi to brother husband, then I went back to bws silaturrahmi to my brother. Because my mother and father had not been to the house of my family-in-law, we all went to Sibon again and I all went to BLK to see the results of the receipt of the sewing course.

In neatly dressed shoes anyway, I hope to be accepted in this course. Up there, I looked in the mading with a friend from asem bangus turned out the results were not satisfactory. Our names are not in the mading,,,

"it turns out we didn't pass !!"

"try looking again, like there's a second wave?"

We search until the eyes are removed, it is not registered.

"there's no mbk !!!"

"yes it's probably not our fortune deck"

"yes mbk!!"

Then I went home to my parents-in-law and parents, so sad that I failed the test.

***

Choosing between the two options is very difficult for me. My husband asked me to work in situbondo while I had a child to accompany. When I ask my little heart, if I choose to work in situbondo I will leave my son in bondowoso, can not feel to leave the child who was born and then stay just like that for rupian. I used to say that I would work in situbondo and my son would leave it to my mother in bondowoso, but the feeling is so heavy?! I worked in the market from morning till evening heavy minded not to leave the child at home.

I keep asking myself, if I go with my husband to situbondo and the child is left to my mother must be heavy minded. Because my life has been ruined for a long time, in disappointment, and not in price. Moreover, I have to work for sure I am bound by a contract like before while the husband is good enough to sleep babas at will. I used to....

"bang, we're looking for workers. Than there's no overcast work coming with him?"

It is not the husband who answers even the in-laws from inside the house to interfere with our conversation.

"don't doc, his brother's kasian never worked in the fields"

For what reason am I so upset with my in-laws, the husband is silent without defending a single bit. Even though at that time we were very hard on money, buying pressers just had to ask in-laws.

"bang, are the pressers running out??"

"ask mommy"

I did not hesitate to ask money to my in-laws.

"how doc??"

"want to buy 1 12 thousand loot"

Then given the money 12 thousand, heavy heart I asked the in-laws. I think the way my in-laws are wrong, is educating my husband by indulging him until now.

****

After I thought it was better to work in the market despite the small salary but still be with the child and time can only be night with him. Than I work in sibon a little bit much must definitely give half my salary to in-laws, especially children must be entrusted in bws must transfer every month for the needs of my child. While the husband of a mother's child, work is not work he must be left with his mother. Eat your mind when it counts.

I told my friends that I failed the test. A few days later, my friend whatsapp I again turned out there was a second wave registration, I think there is no more chance. Because I've made up my mind I'll work in the market.

"i got a second wave?"

"males is mbk!"

"why, maybe too many lists don't get it"

"yes, maybe!!, let me work in the market"

****

That night we spoke with two eyes,

"bang, if I work here Kasian Rudi left behind he's a kid needs me"

"yes I know, but we agreed first if you want to work here and Rudi was entrusted to mother''

"how if you come with me only in bws, I will already work so you work to my deposit fields that pay"

"you yaaa!" he thinks seven circumnavigations

I hope my husband comes home to bws, we build the household that we expect, because already from the beginning of marriage we are always dating (LDR) envious of seeing other tatangga. Silence without a word husband it seems I do not agree to take him home bws when he is already a citizen bws.

Without my permission to go home and immediately work in the market, fortunately, just call me again and tell me to go back in the store.

Disappointed as a husband, but maybe he's quiet. I hope God always gives me the best way.